Sunday, September 09, 2007
08 sept, sat
since morning when i report to work i hardly talk to any of our staff, only do my own things. alvin told xiwen that i not in a good mood when she report to work. somehow im so down lor. then xiwen, shi yun, ryan they all so called scare of me cause after i have my meal around 6pm plus, my behaves totally difference before i have my meal. i suddenly turn very hyper n crazy, laugh like crazy like that.
after i finish work at 8pm i waited for shiyub n xiwen to finish work cause we are going k-box. we sing n chat at k-box till around 4am.
somehow i very fan... regarding bgr haiz i think i have a crush / admire with someone. someone that is impossible de. he is around my age range, in some way or other similar with the other other him. but i think most likely is admire him as an idol ba, then the other will be like as a friend and the other other will be ... i also not sure... but the other guy after he sent a forward msg, he will sent a msg that is written by him when read it will feel abit happy n melt but make me feel bad.... that guy is because of his voice when he sing and the feeling , like sense of security
:) the other other that feeling seem the same when i 1st him him for very long lei... haizz case close for now.
ohoh now work still okay lor. must learn to protect our own backside lor. mustn't yi lie on people too much.... very tired and my swingy mood haiz crazy lor. dont have a day that i come to work normally de. either hyper then down, normal then down or anyhow also have. i dont really care about my own image that i have build up or reputation. i think i even also hack care if i get a ca or not. or my comfirmation. haha crazy crazy lor......
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it got me home
7:34 PM
