Saturday, September 30, 2006
its a gd dae 2 slp, so coolin...lucky todae nt wrkin cuz stock take, sian of doin stock take le. last time aft stock take we use 2 go supper ard serangoon garden de. dunno since when we started 2 go 4 supper aft wrk, but we stop goin 4 supper aft our om been transfer out last yr (05). e last outlet chalet we had was @ pasir ris ard mid feb during chinese new yr session, tt isnt a fun wan n not really worth it, paid ard $20++ lei, hai:( anyway bcuz ate n lau da r goin so i go along too aft clsin w/ kor.
suddenly i was thinkin of sum1 fm my pri sch, his was my classmate, shuan, who s 1yr older den mi. during our hao gong ming lesson we wil b sittin beside mi, his a fun loving person, ly 2 joke ard, helpful. his e only child. his suffering fm asthma but dis does nt affect much abt him.
its a fri evenin, i didnt expect it will b my last time seeing him le. we r havin our last lesson(hao gong ming) as usual he s sittin beside mi, suddenly i saw his face turn very pale, i ask him s he alrite nid mi 2 inform 2 e teacher ma. he say no nid. i put my hand on his forehead he s havin a fever but he dun wan mi 2 inform e teacher, if tt time i insisted on reportin dis 2 e teacher mayb it wldnt turn up dis way...
e following mon our form teacher told us tt shun was admitted 2 e kk hospital emergency ward. he was unconscious. for a wks den our jun holidae started le, he stil lying there unconscious, my classmate they all when 2 visit him. i wan 2 go too but my lau ma dun allow mi 2 go, wen i gt a chance 2 visit him s when my auntie nid 2 go there 4 appointment but in e end i was unable 2 go cuz e doctor changed e date of appointment 4 my auntie. im very sad tt y cant i visit him.
when sch reopen, shun s stil nt back 2 sch yet, but e news tt our form teacher told us s a stockin new. shun had passed away durin e holidae.... i feel very sad, i cry, im very regret nt 2 inform e teacher abt it, nt been able 2 visit him when he s in e hospital, i pray 4 him everyday hope tt he will wake up. i feel very gulity y didnt i insist n report 2 e teacher tt he s nt feelin well y muz i listen 2 him dun tell e teacher. y!!
tt dae was my last time seeing him. if he s stil ard, he shld b 20 yr old, either schoolin or NS le, a gd future... yet dis wat he get! y!? so sorry... really very sorry... we muz learn 2 cherish n treasure every1 n every moment in our lives....tmr may nv come n ppl tt u care n luv may nt b ard...
it got me home
2:53 PM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
slp for 1hrs plus den go 4 e revenue collection management course. so tired! ydae once i reach hm fm wrk, surf e net n msn w/ friend until 4.20am. long time nv stay up so late le. last time use to go supper w/ meiling da jie, kor, ayu n ate 4 supper aft wrk, sumtime reach hm ard 3 - 5 am plus, depand w/ who la. den always get scolded by my lau ma zhi de. she wil say veri gd hor later no sch ya, come back so late. haha we long long time nv go eat togther le wor...
e other time tt we go makan s @ commonwealth w/ lau da, meiling da jie, ate n kor on 11 mar, i treat dem 4 dinner cuz my bdae s coming:) e other time s ate n i when cpf 2 look 4 lau da 2 makan dinner, we oso call auntie doris n auntie ariana 2 come along but too bad ah leong cannot make it cuz too last min le.
lucky todae juan accompany mi 2 eat n walk 4 awhile @ hougang mall if nt i will b alone 2 wait 4 my frien. i oso went 2 e library 2 borrow sum storybk.
it got me home
6:29 PM
tiRED
very tired! quite piss off. leave ppl 2 die le, den aft tt come n secure ppl. muz well dun come out by e time they come out only left 1 or 2 ppl le. 1 man show use 2 it le, no matter inside or outside oso alone. gd la no ppl will disturb my wrk, haha. hai... e cheese lamp blow, stil gt sparkle wor. but in e other hand i glad tt i saw my reg customer, who wrk in e treasury. long time nv c her le since i sch reopen last yr. she usually wil buy her cofy in e aftnoon n e other india/malay customer, he alway buy arrabiata n potato salad, usually come @ nite de. sumtime u will feel very happy when ur customer stil rembr u:) jus now feel ly goin 2 osim 2 massage, go there can chit-chat w/ alvin, sam n desmond n go there 4 a break but too bad nv go... hai wasted. later stil nid 2 attend course, revenue collection management (learn how 2 b a prof loan shark) haha n stil gt test, haven stardee yet. 6 more days....
it got me home
3:59 AM
