everyday muz remind myself to check for orderin feel quite stress later miss out hw?! summore if stock nt enough i suffer lor. wil get scolded by 2 person, nid to go tk stock fm other outlet n usually im e 1 doin clsin. i tink i can bcum a wrk holic, if i gt nothin to do i can bcuz crazy de. ppl in the kitchen say they oso same wearin black y they can relax relax, go smoke, stay in office, go walk2 but y i ly do non stop de. wan to sit dwn to hv a meal oso v difficult 4 mi ly tt... haha tt my life wat to do. tong ren bu tong min.
it got me home
2:35 AM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
11 12 06, monday
dis morning wake up late actually stil can make it for assembly de but i really dun feel ly rushin so i take my own swt time. lucky i take my time cuz no assembly. i feel very sleepy summore stil gt so many wrk to do. haiz hmwk...
when i reached home fm sch, i go laid dwn for awhile and did not switch on any alarm. suddenly i blur blur wake up at ard 2pm+ i go take my uniform n perapre to go wrk and i dunno am i wrking 4 or 6pm. i bring my uniform to my bedroom and put it aside and i continue to sleep. at most later they called and asked y i haven report to wrk.
i woke up at 4plus, i prepared everything and get ready to wrk. suddenly it rain heavily, haiz. when i reach city hall i c stil gt time so i planned to go uob bank to do sumthing. when im opp the road of the bank i suddenly realised that the bank clos at 4.30pm and now is only 5.15pm haiz den i slowly walk to funan lor and stay in the office for awhile den ayu ask mi to start wrk cuz outside no ppl n she nid to tok to diyana regarding the loyalties thingy.
today everything stil ok la, my sales s super bad no ppl at all. all the shop cls ard 8.30pm sum even early. all the f&B outlet oso no ppl even the food court haiz s ly ghost hse ly tt lor.
dunno y i ly caving for food esp chicken feel ly eating chicken. i fm hm until 9.52pm thinkin of kfc cuz i wan to eat chicken. so b4 kfc cls when to buy 2pcs chicken meal to eat. i but the chicken hm to eat the rest i eat in the office while i do my clsing hehe
tired ya, haven do my hm wrk, nw waiting for laundry, scare later i go slp nv do hmwrk. everyday wrk, give mi 24hrs oso not enough haiz, not slp not enough time everything not enough. i p/t but wrk ly f/t only my hrs lesser. haiz dunno can handle anot. i scare i cannot perform well and get scolded again. i overlook for the 22oz logo cup i 4gt to order. i only rmbr other thing but 4gt 22oz logo cup. when i realise it already 11pm++ le. i hv write a msg to inform ayu n i did msg her. but i think sure get scolded by her de. haiz already ask her to double check le ma. how lei... i unlucky lor:(
it got me home
1:09 AM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
10 12 06, sunday
dis past few days im quite tired n lazy to blog la. today s super not happy so cum here fa xie fa xie...
ly wat i say really dis pass 2 wks so many things happened. get scolded by jefri, get shoot by ayu, my staff do stupid things, sumthin nt gd happen to mi, life really not good for mi. i do wrong i get scolded fine, but ppl do wrong i get scolded aft get scolded the person tt did wrong shoot mi back the very next day, she say no nid to order but if there really a nid to order den she ask mi to order. so i didnt really care. firstly s not my duty n im only a PART-TIME manager lei. e things i do s wat a full time mgr do. i really dunno who is rite or wrong sum say part-time mgr no nid to do those things but sum say nid. but my asst area mgr say my job shld b the same as the full time shift mgr. ppl call kor to tok but in the end get scolded by him!! noe him ard 1yr++ dis s my 1st time get scolded by him lor, ppl very sad le stil scolded ppl. haiz i noe he oso very angry cuz he nicely say to mi so many time but i stil bu ting hua. haiz
i nw muz b all rounded de, orderin, schedule, run shift everythin i nid to hv a look out. every nite i nid or shld i say a muz to check c if nid to do orderin ma, if not nv order say i nv check or wat n get scolded again. i stress de lor, i nid to remind myself to check cuz i really scare to be scolded again. everytime i get scolded i wil cry haiz too emotional le hw lei? when things dun wrk out oso cry ly today lor. haiz y i so emotional ???
i dun mind learnin new things but if all bcum my responsiblities den it wil b a diff story le. they can put their schedule showin tt they r wrkin but at the actual day they r not wrkin. ly tt oso can de. as long my pay s correct i dun care so much but i stil protect myself by photocopy the schedule n my timecard in case of anything i gt evidence ma.
i dun really dare to call other outlet to transfer things or the check w/ dem abt attachment thingy but bo bian stil nid to do sumtime stil nid to call the supplier or wat haiz den wat i hate most when i nid help fm dem n i nid to call dem they either nv pickup or off their phone.
today hana appeared to wrk but she dunno she was terminted by ayu cuz no show on fri, n i saw her a p.s watchin happy feet. so i nid to tell her n sent her back hai. den syed shld cum at 2pm but he nv turn up, he was late but he nv called im the 1 callin at tt pt of time i already danm piss off w/ alot of things le. den he late nv called to store n nid mi to call him n ask when s he, he overslept den cum late, wat kind of reason s tt?! n he didnt noe tt if they wil b late for wrk or sumthing held up they shld jolly well call the store to infrom the mgr but he didnt he say he dunno!! den when he reach he stil slowly slowly change make mi really feel ly shoutin at him.
zul wrk here 4 ard 4 to 5 mths le lei , but the way he wrk to mi s ly 1st day lor. he's not performing, tk he own swt time to do the cashier serve the customer he dun hv the sense of ugrency, things tt he shld make mistake but he did, things tt he shld noe but he dunno dis really make mi danm piss off. feel ly terminate him but stil nid to go thro jefri haiz ydae he make a refund to $44.00 plus lei, i dis my 1st time get so to hv a high refund all bcuz of him. i hv informed ayu but both their conversation were in malay i shld i understand wat they r tokin n she nv tell mi wat she say to him but i think he gt sumthing abt mi tt i dun smile, y shld i smile at him when he give mi all those shit n i stil nid to clean it up 4 him. all bcuz of him i nid to handle a few customer "feedback" n did sum service recovery. haiz customer wait 4 b.b for 15min they already finished their meal le lei, den the loyalties cards thingy, den when i serve the customer i heard the other cutomer at zul cashier saying that very slow etc... so aft i finishin servin the customer i go outside chat w/ the customer n give svc recovery for her but she dun wan, ke si in the end stil take. den b4 they left she say she wan to c mi, she return mi the $$ n say no nid, she say overall s gd jus tt she jus wanted to buy sumtin n it took so long so she pass dis comment. she gave mi a tap on my shoulder n ask mi not to worry. hopefully there will not b any complaint sent up to hq if not i wil get it fm jefri de... wat i can slove i slove le wat i can do i oso do le but if stil gt complaint den really i unlucky lor.
aft settle w/ everythin i stil nid to do alot of things call cwp to confirm sumthin, i oso i busy w/ wat. i sent all my staff to eat le den finally my turn to eat at ard 5pm plus. haiz i tok i can hv a quiet meal n enjoy my food but... cannot, jefri called den ayu called. eat until half nid to settle my handover etc... wan to makan oso so difficult so dis s y i dun eat usually. not i dun wan to eat s no time to eat cannot let mi sit dwn there n enjoy my meal de. if not wil b i eat n i do my things.
ydae (fri) when out w michelle da jie. she treat mi for lunch at sakae, den we catch up w/ each other n in the end she go to the main pt, she wan to noe wat happened.... haiz but i did told her n she was suprise n shock. haiz aft tt we when for a movie at p.s, happy feet, dis time i treat her for moive. very funny u can heard the laughter in the cinima itself, musical, its a gd show, but i didnt really enjoy it or lunch at it cuz i dun really hv the mood. everythin i dun voice out to the rite person n everythin i jus swollow haiz ah chai oso say mi haiz
so studdorn, emotional, ly to stress up myself.... haiz
it got me home
11:54 PM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
06 12 06, wednesday
hai today really very sleepy. dun feel ly goin for auditing lesson de but in the end i stil attend lesson. today wrk at 2pm but i cum in at 2.30pm ayu nv say i muz cum wat time so i slowly lor. sian attachment staff again. haiz now most of our staff for lunch wil b attachment staff cuz all my staff stil schoolin muz wait until 18 dec our school holiday for ite den gt ppl.
haiz today david, lawrence m felix came dwn. felix stay for awhile den leave le. david n lawrence stay until 5pm+ den leave. both of dem discuss alot of thing la, abt the lasgnes, garlic bread, baked chix etc... david n i oso did chat awhile. he keep on praisin sayin that our sales very good n hope tt tonite wil heard gd new regardin our sales. but today dispointin ya, my sales only $3.79K compared to ydae drop by $200++. ydae we did $4046 n we sold ard 16packets of garlic bread den today only sold 13packets dispointin.
aft ayu left ard 3pm+ , i only left auntie attachment staff fm SSC n CWP. staff fm CWP dunno hw to do cashier n SSC noe cashier but slow. haiz SSC staff left at 5pm so im the only 1 doin cashier den auntie and cwp staff do outside lor.
5.30pm onward i started to hv big grp cuming in n my queue s gettin longer but manager to clear the queue quite fast. when my staff came they told mi got 2 cuisine xpress both pickup at 6.30pm but i dun hv the time to key in the order so i ask my staff to write manual n pass to the kitchen side 1st. i gt 5 large pizza n ard 20 pasta to take away for cuisine xpress.
i take ard 5min to clear my queue ard 6ppl, den when finally my queue s clear i key in the orders for cuisine xpress and i go outside check to c if everything s correct. lucky i gt check nearly they wan to tie the pizza together w/ the other order. at 1sti stil ok but in the later part i started to bcum ruan le. i cannot forcus anymore n my mind s blank de. i dunno wat im doing. i check the pasta accroding to the receipt but i cannot find the pasta , ly sumthing missing n the cuisine xpress ppl cum le den i hack care le i only count the nos of items n pass it to dem. cuisine xpress contributed $272.40. but oso nv affect much to our sales, haiz
i ly long time nv had a proper meal le, when i eat either i stomach pain or i a bit den i dun feel ly eating le. haiz y ly tt? today i saw 2 of my reg customer, 1 of dem wil b flyin off tmr. very sleepy but stil nid to wait for laundry.... jus now nearly forget to alight fm bus ya if not nid to walk hm le. haiz
it got me home
1:30 AM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
05 12 06, tuesday
today i feel very sleepy. very tired. i report to wrk at 2pm on the spot, haha by rite im wrkin at 6pm de cuz ayu say she not feelin well wan to take mc so ask mi to cum in early. (if kor noe abt dis his wil shake his head again le)
aft i punch my card, she started to shoot mi back le. she tell mi how to c wat r the stock goin to deliver wats the items etc actually i already noe le. den she started to say y last time i as a staff will prom her wat nid to order n now i nv do it, she ask mi s it bcuz too busy i nv notice or i everytime outside dunno wat s out of stock etc... den she say there s a reason y we promote u bcuz u can do dis etc... but y u nv. last time as a staff my job s to do cashier or runner. when i do cashier of cuz when things when low i wil top up. den if the stock i wan dun hv or left little bit of cuz i inform the manager. cuz last time im the only 1 wil top up everythin full in the cashier cupboard. den when i cum back fm my off day the cupboard s empty n i nid to top up.
now i stil nid to run shift, run in n out, flow ard nid to do those inv, wastage, report den summore i hardly stay in the office de i always outside only at ard 9pm+ i wil go into office do the sales n wages. den summore c the staff wrk i oso cannot take it so slow, den c dem wrk i rather do it myself. haiz sum of dem wrk here dunno hw many mths le but the way they do things or wrk ly their 1st day. all kinds of pattern cum out when wrkin w/ mi. make mi feel very piss off.
everthing i ,muz check n do. later dun hv i wil can scolded. everythin my fault, tt person miss out the item nv do i oso get scolded not i in charge oso get screw. scolded by him le den nxt dae she wil shuan wo, jiang wo etc... wat to do!?
feel very tired wrkin w/ dem, very stressfull, muz b 200% tip top, observe enough everythin muz b nice nice if not get scolded.
today i expect her to ask mi how i manage to transfer the 20 litre ice tea, how i bring back etc. but she nv even ask. wat the hell s tt. she jus now ask mi to check if the stationery s enough anot but i forgot when i in the bus den i rmbr haiz
den she oso nv write in the com book regardin tmr(6/12) xmas promo n the donation box. all i write de. n dun she or him nv tell mi tt the key for the xmas promo hv been set in the pos le, s im the 1 call kor n check w/ him de. if not later the settin s not in the pos i get scolded again or the promo s hv not inform the staff i oso kanna. haiz...........
den today super gd better than ydae we sit $4046+ if our sales remind $4k - $3.5+ we surely wil hit our budgeted sales de. my dinner sales $1.7+k nearly $2k. our sales hv been improved since last sun(3/11) until now hopely it wil maintain at dis level.
dis evenin he msg mi, said tt he cook curry n he hv ask the cook to brin it to funan for mi to eat n the rest la. n he said make sure i eat but in the end i oso nv eat although im hungry but no time so many things to do, havi cum, nid to top up a lot of thing cuz since ydae i already dun hv 1oz container n lid le den we dun hv take away cheese n chilli flake cuz no lid. so now stock came we all r busy to do the toppin up. den summore gt queue. den when the queue so long the stock for beers came i stil nid to run out to check n sign the inv haiz tired lor...
it got me home
1:28 AM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
04 12 06, monday
actually i oso dunno wat happen to mi, i dunno s it healthly tt my weight sudden drop i oso dunno since when.fm 60 to 58 den to 55 sumtime 54. dunno s it ok anot. haiz
anyway dis aftnoon b4 going to funan to meet ayu i when to the bank to meet my friend do to sum paper wrk fm my bank a/c. we chat 4 awhile aft tt i make a move to meet ayu.actually im not wrki today den i only nid to attand the training den go hm den but dis morining jefri ask mi to wrk aft training so which mean aft the trainin i nid to go back to funan.ayu do morning, jefri take over ayu while she n i go 4 training n i wil take over aft i came back 4 training. haiz when i reach there she stil not ready yet, she when to hp shop to look for phone and oso brought a new phone. we going to be late for the s.p.a training at hq le. we took a cab dwn to meet alif at redhill mrt taxi stand, we reach there jus nice la.
the trainin was ok, david chat w/ mi for awhile n he say we did a gd job, our sales for sunday was super gd. aft the training alif, ayu n i took the same bus. alif n i wil b goin to funan. i wil b wrkin n alif wil b meetin jefri at funan n go hm together. on the way back, alif r'd a called aft tt he ask mi where s the ice tea den i look at him. n he ask ayu n she say dun hv wat u wan mi to do, ydae sales v gd wat unexpected. den at tt point of time i noe i surely get scolded when i when back to store le.
everything my fault de, everytime i get scolded de n everytime i wil surely break dwn de. ya say there shld b enough stock to last until mon so i oso didnt bother to check. the stock tt cum on sat she say wil last until mon ma den so unlucky sun those stock is out le. i try to ask for transfer den PBJ oso dun hv so i nv called le, i did write in the manager com bk n i hv write pls double check so she ahld check ma, den she can oso ask for transfer.
when i reach the store jefri start to scold mi ask y no ice tea. he ask mi n ayu to settle n he say y ayu nv cum back. n he say he wan the ice tea by TODAY. den i when into the office, i goin to cey le but i hold my tears n called ayu. she SWITCH OFF her phone wat the hell s tt. leave all the shit to mi. @#%& wat the hell s tt. i call suntec c they gt any ice tea to spare us lucky they hv den i go take myself lor. 20litre of ice tea lei!! i walk to suntec, while walkin i called kor, i really cannot le i really cry ly hell lor, fm funan cry until suntec, 25min ++. kor oso scolded mi :( when i reach suntec danny the outlet manager help mi to carry the 220 litre of ice tea to the taxi stand. so pai sai. i really appreciated it. the queue s damn long lor so i call the cab when i reach funan i alone carry the ice tea along w/ the 16oz logo cup. jefri n alif sit outside the smokin area there. i ask jefri if i can claim the taxi fare he say wat do i think so tt mean cannot lor. he ask mi to split the bill w/ ayu. aft tt he n alif left n i do the clsing.
ayu is the asst outlet manager cum orderin n schedule manager. she forget to order or schedule not enough ppl i oso kanna fm jefri. he wil say u wrk clsing y u nv check, y nv ask for transfer, y nv dis y nv tt. im not in charge of any of the orderin nor the schedulin lei, the person tt in charge miss out any or screw up i oso get scolded wat the hell s tt. im in between the 2 ppl, very tired n stress lor. everytime muz b in tip top make sure i did no mistake. i wan to learn but s she willin to teach anot. they only assume i can do dis i can do tt. sumtime wat i wan s ppl to appreciate my hard wrk but they dun. they only noe hw to took advantage of mi. to earn their $$ very difficult all the wei qu, shou qi etc... actually i ly dis job but it make mi... haiz
it got me home
12:54 AM
Monday, December 04, 2006
03 12 06, sunday
haiz today i wake up at 3pm+ den get prepared to wrk. b4 tt i when to tp to get my new spect:) i reach funan ard 5pm+. den i chat w/ lina for awhile, actually its a long chat haha today all my clsin staff are fm PBJ except jimi fm cpf cum funan. actually today i hardly when to the office. i hang ard only sumtime go office do sum filing n smsing haha
today sales s super good, break the record for our normal sunday sales:) good job. mostly likely due to the cease for the food court. the food court wil b movin up to level 5 on 7 dec. n there s a marathon goin on dis morning or aftnoon so it push up our sales. haiz nw i can write so gd in my actual report i oso dunno wat im writin.
dunno y everytime i v unlucky de, everytime kanna the net settlement not telly w/ cash recon. nw s both cash recon n nets settlement got an excess of $0.80. haiz i leave it to ayu to settle for mi. surely get scolded by her de.
haiz i got alot of thing out of shock n nid to order. surprisingly our potato salad of stock in the evening. ydae jus pack de wor. den alot la, my 1oz lid n container, cofy bean, logo cup n lid etc... a long list tmr (04/11) let ayu order.
aft the staff frm PBJ left i check their clsin if not tmr wil get scolded de, nv top the fridge lucky jus now i top up the things in the cashier cupboard. wat to do they r attachment staff but they r old bird lor hv been in dis co 4 ard 6mths+++ le wor. so i finish wat they haven finish n do my report n sent email to jackie regardin the nos of cutleries at funan n cpf.
all the staff hv left im the only 1 in the store. i type in the report at ard 11.53pm den i jus email the sales n wages and the promo set to both our a.m n marketing executive at ard 11.58pm n the email to jackie at ard 12am+. den i check wats wrong w/ the check out dne suddenly the phone rang n at dis hrs who on earth wil call the store. when i pick up sum1 on the other side qns mi le so i ask who s he n it was jackie our asst a.m haiz xia si wo. den he ask y i so late etc... n i ask him notto tell jefri if not wil get scolded de. haiz den jackie ask mi hows wrk, hws everything etc.. n we chat for awhile la. den i continue w/ my things, countin the cash n write dwn the things tt nid to order for later. haiz
i finish at ard 1am+ den i left the store. took a cab hm n reach hm 15mins later. i msg jackie tell him i already left the store le den he say dun do dis again le ya... v ruan wat lina say s diff fm jefri n jackie. n wat lina do s difff fm jefri, i mean the standard procedure. i really dunno my wrk load s gettin heavlier le, responsiblities s heaviler le n more stress. im in between ayu n jefri, HOW?! 1 thing haven settle another things cum. keep botherin mi really cannot lei. wan to find ppl tok oso so difficult!!! haiz
today a reg customer sister ask her son to ask mi if im attach n ask abt my age haiz she wan to intro sum1 to mi wor n tt person s his brother . little bit crazy wor. haiz ly tt very pai sai lei how lei??
it got me home
2:05 AM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
01 12 06(friday), 02 12 06(saturday)
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01 12 06, friday
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its my 2nd yr at pastamania le, hv been wrkin as a staff for 1yr 10mths+ n promote to manager for 1 mth+ it so tiring... my responsibilities heavier etc... any way i late for school AGAIN. dis my 3 time for dis wk. wat on earth s happenin to mi huh??!! terrible!! i cant believe since beginning of the yr no matter how tired i m i wil force myself to wake up de n wil b in school on time, n i always maintain it until mon(27/11) n tue(28/11) + fri(01/12) i break my records... haiz actually i off today de and i hv my own plan de. wil b meetin meiling but time n venue not decide yet. actually on 30 11 06,thur ayu ask if i can take over her on fri for clsin but i told her cannot cuz i gt plan but i feel little guilty ya anyway on fri itself i really dun feel ly stayin at hm n i wish to keep myself busy so i msg ayu say tt i wil b takin over her shift la. so i start wrk at 5pm. when i report to wrk the cashier area v messy, i really cannot take it but i no time to clear it cuz when i reach there only 1 staff n 1 manager(attachment). den the manager got sum problem w/ the cash recon so muz help her lor, alot of tings la. aft everythings ok le, she handover . dis s the time my face xpression started to change n my mood was damn bad lor.
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the staff already dunno hw many mth in p.m le the way they do things as if they are NEW, slow, outside plate so many not clear my customer sitted on a table w/ chesse all over the table, wat the hell r they doing TWO ppl runnin outside lei!! they sleeping s it. i 1 person stil can handle lor at least my customer wil not sit on a table which was dirty. den the 1 doing cashier, take his own sweet time, slowly do, slowly key in... ly i was the only person who s hurry in clearin the queue, i really piss off. den i nearly break into tears when i serve a customer. aft tt i when into the office to cool myself dwn but stil cannot cool dwn, when i serve customer i really scare i wil offence dem ya haiz. den during clsin 1 of the staff ask mi y my face ly v black ly tt, they stil dare to ask mi but i nv told dem la. but my xiao di noe y i in a bad mood cuz it written on my face v clearly lor. haiz aft i finished wrk i meet meiiling at a place there to hv supper n chat abt sumting n there s a decision for mi to make but in the end i haven give her an answer yet.
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02 12 06, saturday
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today we wil b having our bbq at changi beach carpark 6, its v far lor. dis morning b4 report to wrk i when to tp p.m to take suzuki cofy beans cuz we dun hv le. i reach store ard 10.56am. den i switch the pos and so on den go to the bank to deposit ydae sales. aft that i when to open an a/c w/ uob. by the time they finish the process its already 10.40++ le i hurry back to the store do watever i nid to do. everyting was stil ok until i realise tt i dun hv enough stock for o/j until dis cumin mon n we shld place our order b4 12pm cuz we order thro internet n we cant excess aft 12pm. den i start to jing zhang le cuz i dun hv time to place the order thro the internet cuz only gt 1 staff n mi my 12pm staff haven cum yet n i stil nid to serve customer. den i ask ah chai stil can order anot he say cannot le den he say dis mornin he ask mi gt anything to order i say dun hv cuz ayu say no nid ma n by e way im only a pt shift manager not a orderin or schedule manager. but my wrk load s more than tt lor im doin those paper wrk, mth end, inventory, orderin etc all i do, n i only get a pt manager pay den y not i get a f/t manager pay. den i started to cry le la, i cannot find havi customer contract nos, i called dem btu the nos s not in use. so i call ayu but she off her phone den i called jeff he nv pickup. den ah chai ask mi to call ah koon but i dun wan so i call meiling den i told her n ask her wat to do den i cry n cry n cry lor den those kitchen ppl noe i cry. but meiling dun hv havi nos oso so aft i put dwn the phone i go out do cashier cuz this queue le den i stil cannot stop cryin den the customer s ly shock lor. aft tt jeff call n he gave mi lawrence nos n i call him n c whether he can help mi order ma. aft a while havi called den i told dem the code nos den everythin settle le. today all our staff r attachment incl manager. lina fm cinleisure cum at ard 12.50pm+ so i cls my cashier n handover to her den i run in n out lor but in the end i stil do cashier. durin my conversation w/ lina i found out sumthing which i feel so cheated n wanted to cry. n i dunno i shld believe or not but i can tell u 100% of mi, i believe wat she say but really dunno... i finish wrk at 3pm so i when fro a drink w/ my frien at tcc den i when back to store to wait for mira n ayu to go for the bbq.
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when i was in the cab w/ dem + alif , i dunno y i feel ly i wil break dwn anytime feel ly crying , ly wat jef f said he s a fair person he wil do tings fairly but i dun think im treated "fairly" lor. i dunno i really dunno i v ruan. i msg kor, ask if i can msg or call him later at nite cuz i scare he at wrk but no reply. den at nite i did msg him but no reply. i did msg him a few times cuz i was sittin alone thinkin alot of tihngs so i msg him lor but oso no reply i was think of callin him but in the end dun hv la. i jus sit at 1 side listen to mp3. e whole bbq really dun hv e mood summore all malay n aft those chinese gal fm cpf left more malay cumin in haiz. i oso dunno wat to do so sit dwn there, starin at the sea den m.i.a 4 awhile. den i reach hm ard 2am lor cuz wait for ayu n alif go hm together ma. haiz bo bian...
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dunno y dis whole wk my emotion v unstable, cry v easy. my mood oso but hw i wrk in f n b line. i wil b servin ppl, den stil hv to put on smile muz b polite etc... everyday ly wearin a mask to wrk.... den i haven oso make the decision yet, meiling say aft i decide le let her noe, i really dunno hw i feel bad n .... mayb i conside too much ? i noe wats meiling ans but i stil dunno wan to ask kor but no reply. wan to ask mitch i haven tell her yet cuz she surely very angry de.
it got me home
3:18 AM
Friday, December 01, 2006
29 nov 06, wednesday n 30 nov 06, thursday
finally our ca s over le. my accountin get full mark:) but my auditing jus pass 10/20. haiz anyway life stil move on juz tt my emotion not really stable. haiz... how lei... wrk n wrk wil not let me think too much cuz im busy ma... wil try to keep myself occupy buzy s 1 way.
at 1st i tok 30 nov, i wil b runnin shift den ayu do stock take but in the end ayu run shift n i do stock take. xiao lor my 1st time do stock take as a manager wor. den she do full shift cannot do stock take meh? haiz
30 nov
jefri mash mi ask mi to cum early at ard 4 - 5pm den i tok his wrkin cuz it suppose to be ayu ma. but when i reach funan at ard 4.37pm, i saw ayu in the office. she s not feelin well. den she ask mi if i can wrk for her tmr(011206) so she can get MC but i told her that i havin an appointment n wil b meeting my frienz. but i feel quite bad to reject her lei. my appointment s at 3.30pm if wan mi to wrk shld b no problem cuz haven comfrimed w/ my frienz abt e venue n time ma. at most we go for supper lor. haiz
today quite heavy lor, ayu at 1 go ask mi to do dis n tt. ordering, stock take, drief mi abt the petty cash, wastage form, invoices etc... those end of the month paper wrk lor. summore my eye my tired wor.... den she suppose to run shift bcum i run shift. i do cashier n do stock take juz tt nv go do runner. she ard 8.30pm goin to cls 1 cashier le. den i go posb bank to check my a/c when i cum back she cls mira cashier le. den i do the stock take lor. do the stock take until half go do the petty cash den to the invoices etc... stress lor...
again i stl nv eat. dun feel ly eatin aftnoon i ate the noodles little bit only than dun feel ly eating le. haiz i dunno ly tt for how many days le.
it happened tt i noe tt mitch da jie wil b goin supper w/ ah leong n ppl but i did not go cuz i dun wan due to sum reason.... anyway very tired i finish doin the inventory its already goin to 12am le. ayu jus left not ago. mira n shidah doin the xmas tree den i go office do my paper wrk for wastage etc... den smsing haha kor n meiling da jie say pt manager nid to do so much meh. mth end paper wrk done by pt manager le meh actually i oso dunno. they ask mi to do den i do lor but its quite heavy for mi lor. dis only my 20days aft my trainin as a manager lor so many many responsibilities so many wrk load. slowly i wil learnin to do scheduling, orderin... haiz pt manager do so many responsibilities i oso dunno. ayu say althought im a pt manager but basicly my responsibilities s the same as a full time shift manager jus tt i dun have those benefit tt a full time manager shld have la. haha kor ask mi to make sure tt im not wrkin for mth end on dec but too bad im wrkin clsing w/ jefri.
i finish everything thing ard 1am. den i take cab w/ the gals lor. i drop dem off 1st cuz bu fan xin they all ya. both stay at the west side so aft drop dem off the driver wil drive back to my hse which was the north side haha. the cab fare s abt $31.20. lucky can claim fm petty cash. haiz ayu say wan to teach mi filin for the end of mth thingy but she 4get.
later(011206) most likely wil b meetin meiling da jie n a decision shld b make... i really dunno wat to do. haiz if ly tt i dun tell dem le cuz wo bu xiang hai ren jia. things wasnt feel the same any more since.... haiz
it got me home
2:16 AM
