Friday, January 26, 2007
25 Jan 2007, Thursday
lucky today start school at 10am. i wake up at ard 9am, very tired ya, summore the weather is so cooling:) haiz today gt wrk, zahrin s our new asst outlet mgr. jefri go tampines le, he surely hate mi so much de haiz.
24 jan, heard fm vicky tt jefri called him n say tt he nid not go tampines w/ him le, he wil stay at funan. for mi, i oso stay in funan. zahrin told mi tt ydae jacky n jefri hving a meetin. den today i report to wrk, aft awhile sum1 called, he recorgise my voice but he is looking for zahrin. tt person s our asst area mgr, jacky. he called ask zahrin hw's everything n wat i overheard is tt i will b staying in funan for the moment:) hehe tt's gd news for mi:)
actually when i saw my mgr schedule for feb i can cry ya, my schedule really really very little compared to wat i hv last time. haiz bo bian we gt 3 full time mgr lei n jefri hv warned mi le ma, n he wan to bring mi to tampines w/ him but in the end i turn him dwn the very last min. mayb i wil go for attachment to top up my hrs lor. haiz :(
sumtime i jus wan to find ppl to listen to mi but if i tell mitch she wil ask mi stop tokin abt jefri haiz. cuz i really disagree w/ the way he say abt my ren ke lei. say until i ly tt. buit over le den forget it lor. wrkin w/ jefri for 1yr plus, wat i can say abt him i oso dunno. wat i always think of him is tt he very fierce. n i dun ly him the very day he take over funan. i dunno y,jus dun ly him bcuz... mayb ly wat belle say as frienz stil can but not as a collegues ba. mayb i hv been baise i oso dunno. i think i hate abt him is that i dun ly him sayin he s a fair person, i oso forget y le. i jus feel bad for not informin him tt i have informed jacky tt am i not goin to tampines w/ him. n sum of the things he said to mi. i jus feel bad abt it. but if i told dem they wil scold mi or ask mi to stop tokin abt him de.
today, whole nite get scolded by ah leong. haiz bcua of the potato salad. vicky la, say ah kun say tt potato salad 5days den i go ask ah leong, he say 4days. den ah leong say ask vicky to call ah kun to find out how many days. den comfrim s 4days. den ah leong angry la, he say i e 1 in charge, u dun believe mi den nxt time dun ask mi go ask ah kun. den e whole nite he keep on sayin ly tt. haiz last time i use to call ah kun, lau da de. den since tt day onwards when i c him i dun even wish to call him but bcuz of wrk sumtime i wil call him, ah kun lor. n im not tt cls w/ him anymore le.
it got me home
12:58 AM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
will b staying @ FUNAN 1st
gd news!! wil stay in funan 1st nid to wait c whether wil b movin out anot. when n where i oso dunno but comfirm not TAMPINES.
actually ah chai remind mi tt whether i wil b go to tamp or not wil sure get scolded. n if i unlucky go tamp i wil get scolded + suffer over there. nw not goin but get scolded lor. i oso dunno hw to explain. haiz long story. feel bad la... haiz
anyway, power to mi late for sch 3days st. nv go assembly n lesson. mon late for 2hrs, tue late for 1hrs. wed late for 1 hrs sumore gt auditing test n i nv attend lesson. die la if i ly dis everytime. sumore last semt of my sch term grad soon stil do dis kind of tings. later debar hw??! haiz bo bian i very sleepy sumore lazy to wake up how lei. dis few days feel sleepy n tired. my energy ly flat.
it got me home
1:08 AM
Monday, January 22, 2007
21 jan 2007, sunday
dis morning i wrkin w/ ah leong n tai wee. i finally tell dem i wil b moving out le. but ah leong say dun tell mi. cuz he say im the person who s complaintin n yet i stil go w/ him. den he go smoke so i tell tai wee only he listen to mi. haiz ah leong say im findin excuse for myself... maybe he s rite. ly wat michelle said i scare of changes. i rather suffer w/ him n refuse to go 4 changes. haha i very ruan. i dunno y im so afraid of changes. mayb i scare, scare of wat i oso dunno, scare to be alone, scare to start all over again...
when i was a main committee member in the prefectorial board i always tell my prefect tt as a leader, u muz b confident w/ urself, begin able 2 attempt 2 the changes ard u, believe in yourself etc... the qualities of a leader but it seem tt the above mention s not w/ mi anymore.
felt super tired todae, wrkin FULL shift n im quite lazy to wrk, slack ard go office sit dwn look at the computer n fax machine n do sum paper wrk, go thro every folder in the computer. sent my staff for makan except tt i nv myself 4 makan. the whole day i oso didnt really rmbr wat i ate for 1 whole day. haiz
dun feel ly goin to school later (22 jan 2007, monday), feel ly slp at hm, but later gt auditin prjoect haiz bo bian muz go, at most i nv go assemble ma. haha
decide to tok to jacky le, tok to him c if there s any turn over for me. n wat s the plan for mi. where will i b moved, wat the management intend to do w/ mi. i hv no idea at all. nw waitin for jacky to comfirm a time so tt we can tok. n im not wrkin tmr, so we cannot tok in the store haha i cant let him noe i tok to jacky ma, cuz if dis thing s nt approved i will stil b wrkin w/ him lei. i dun wan to die so fast. haha changes...!!!
it got me home
1:26 AM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
moved out
when jefri told mi tt he wil be transfer out i was so happy in the sense tt i wld b wrkin w/ him le. but at tt point no 1 noe who wil b cuming in to tk over. n i happily announced to kor n mitch, haha
until thur(18 jan) jefri msg mi ask if i can cum in early cuz he wan to tok to mi den i reply ask s it i did anything wrong again n he wan to scold mi. but in the end he is tellin mi tt he s bring mi along to tampines. he did explain to mi y he wld ly to bring mi along but i dunno am i making the rite decision.
little stress abt dis cuz moved out of FUNAN to a totally new place, new ppl, a high vol store ... i did heard tt mayb the management plan to put mi as floated, when the outlet not enuf mgr i wil go sumting ly tt. den sau mayb go cwp. but i nv expect it to b so SOON n i nv even prepare oso. the feelin v complicated. leavin my comfort zone, the ppl im wrkin w/, ppl in the kitchen side n both aunties. all along they help mi alots in 1 way or the other be it when im a svc crew or a mgr nw. they help mi alot, give mi advise n support n encourgement. very se bu de lei. esp cum to my emotion, can say tt im a emtional person.
actually i stil plan not to tell sum of the kitchen ppl de but i tink jefri tell dem le lor, cuz i wld ly to tell dem personally but dunno hw to kuai kou. goin sumwhere far fm my hse n wil b wrking w/ jefri agian. same boss diff outlet. i scare they scold esp kor n mitch haha but mitch da jie nv scold la, she say dis s wrk so she wld scold. hehe
my feelin very diff when i comfrim tt i wil b moved out. i feel very heavy, esp when i started to pack sum of my things, do sum paper wrk for handling over. feel very despress. can feel my tears rollin but in the end stil gt cry, when i stay in the office alone la haha cuz i hv been stayin in that place for 2yrs plus le i have developed a strong feelin over there ma, gd memories, frienz, my reg customer. everything nid to restart again go back to the beginning n start all over again which i really hate it. i oso dunno i can i survive w/ my emtional feelin for the nxt 10 days.
MISS DEM n SE BU DE haha
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it got me home
1:28 AM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
18 Jan 2007, Thursday
im back aft so long. many many things happened fm 1 jan until nw. wats my plan for dis whole yr i stil clueless. i only noe i wan to go ploy aft grad fm ite. haiz i haven really enjoy myself 4 super long time le. wrk, sch, hm everyday same rountine. i bcum wrkholic liao.
since i was a svc crew i use to c mgr come n go, staff come n go until i promoted oso the same. i hv heard tt there will b movement 4 mi but dunno when. but now im the 1 leaving FUNAN, a place tt i have been there 4 such a long time, 2 yrs 1 mth. i hv gain experiance, make frienz w/ my cook, chef, both auntie, many many memories. chef ah leong jus cum back now i go haha sob sob. the feelin 4 mi s super complicated. i really love dis place n the ppl, i mean the chef, cook n both auntie. i really miss dem really cant bare to leave dis outlet. i really hate it when there is movement cuz ppl i ly to wrk w/ wil go, n nid to make new changes etc... i will b stayin at FUNAN until end of dis mth den nxt mth i wil b in the new outlet le. nid to attemp new ppl, changes, environment .... sobsob haha dunno will cry on my last day ma haha i so emotional de
todae i already started to go little bit crazy le dun hw i will ta han until end of dis mth.... haha when i c my reg customer i muz rmbr to tell dem i will b transfer out. haven c dem 4 so long nw c dem s sayin farewell haha miss my reg customer wor. dunno y when i saw my reg customer i feel v happy n usually i wil chat w/ dem catch up alittle bit.
if i tell mitch n kor abt i will b transfer out n wil stil wrk w/ him, they wil scold/shout at me/shake their head haha bo bian meiling da jie wil b goin 4 hybrid.
i really scare of the new changes tt i wil b facing.... meetin new ppl, new environment....
it got me home
11:24 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
01 01 07, Monday
1 yr hv passed, everything s so happenin. meet new friends, new challenges...but to mi i ly no feelin abt those festive session le not ly last time. s ly whether it s a festive session or not its the same to mi nothin much special haha dunno y... haiz
yday kor came dwn to update our pos system cuz sum of our item price hv been increase and there wil be GST incl. dun hv a chance to tok to him oso i busy w/ my inventory thingy, he nid to rush to other outlet to updated their pos system cuz today we wil be using a NEW menu haha
ydae stay until very late den jefri, ayu n the rest of my clsing staff will be goin for movie @ 1.40am den im not goin cuz the movie i wil b watchin w/ juan on 3rd jan 07. so they say i wil share cab w/ chef ben lor. haiz all of us left the store at ard 1am. den chef suggest tt we go makan cuz i oso haven eaten 4 the whole day. den we when to clarke quay to makan lor.
aft tt we walk ard the area to wait for the cab but every where ppl oso waitin for the cab. we even call cab oso no use ya haiz wait until 3am++ stil waitin 4 cab at CHIJMES, 3.40AM++ den we finally board a cab. i was so tired lor...
ayu resign le ydae was her last day. mary ann wil b join e team but she wil b at cpf n alif wil b cumin back to funan.
i hv been wrkin fm 22 12 06 till now, 01 01 07 for 104hrs le, tmr wrk den finally 03 01 07, wed i off haha but i wil b goin out w/ juan n yl. we wil b goin sentoas den go 4 movie, n the nxt day 04 01 07 wil b goin back to sch 4 orientation n go to wrk haha haiz
it got me home
3:12 PM
