Friday, March 30, 2007
28 mar 07. wed
today go interview for job but not sucessful. aft the interview, i met shimin at novena. we long time nv go out le ma. we go tcc hv our lunch, n chit chat. we stay there quite long n oso rain heavily. the food there not bad wor... :) we took sum foto over there oso.
aft that bring mi to bring my bade gift, very paisai lei. but stil not decide yet so we proceed to somerset to watch movie 1st. when we reach there we go to more than words to c soft toys... but still nv buy anything yet. i told her we later go pmk c the bag, wwhich i saw it at ps.
while waitin for the movie, we go to OCBC bank sum where dwn th e street. on the way back to cine, i saw ah chai. hehe ly long time nv c him le.
we watch the messagers. woh... so scary!!! lucky shimin sit beside mi, i kept holdin her. haha dun mistaken ya... the sound effect power wor. scare mi to death. haiz
aft the movie we go to bugis, we go to wallet shop den go to pmk. we brought the bag, hehe but shimin paid. she buy the bag for my bdae present. hehe thank you!!! aft tt we go to the book shop buy stationery. we brought quite alot wor. but dis time ard i paid cuz pai sai ya, she paid for mi for my lunch den i paid the stationery. hehe
aft tt we walk ard den go to tcc to hv a drink again, haha cuz wait for time. cuz i wan to look for belle nid her suggestion i cannot ta han le. shimin so gd accompany mi, thank u!! once again she treat mi again. haiz make mi paisai!!
ard 10pm+ we go pmi to look for belle, n chat for awhile den we left. shimin n i took the same bus but she alight at thomson hospital there.
having fun ya... will go out together again. :)
29 mar 07, thurs
today go out w/ juan, shu zhen n her friend. meet at somerset. it rain super heavily. we go to mos to look c newspaper. when the rain stop, we oso almost done. we walk dwn to taka actually they went up to the office le but in end nv go for interview. den we walk all the way to far east n their plan s shopping haha for mi, i when to marina sq to find michelle. apply job over there, actually i dun wan to tel her de but dunno y lei i go n tell her n go there apply lor but nid to wait for 2 wks cuz her xiao da ge on leave. we catch up a little, den she brought shushi for chef leong.
so i nid to b delivery gal, deliver it to chef leong at funan cuz i oso nid to go there to hv a chat w my BOSsssss. haiz
aft the tokin session, i go tp meet my lau ma. haiz gt wrk Zzz late nv wrk oso slp late n oso super tired. 30 mar wrk at shaw hse, very "last min" they let mi noe on the 29 mar. anyway i oso agree to wrk, if not how since tue onward i dun hv any schedule for both shaw and funan, for 13 days lei. den wrk 1 day no schedule again wat to do so i go for job hunting lor.
whole wk, gt wrk or no wrk oso nid to go somerset area. haiz
it got me home
8:18 AM
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
27 mar 07, tuesday
today, go for job hunting w juan. we meet at vivo city. when we reach we when to the Mac at HFC, we sit dwn n eat ice cream n read new paper. actualy at 2.30pm we nid to go pearl central cuz there s a tok abt the tution centre. the day b4 i call the person the job s ly a tution coordinator but in the end i did not go cuz dun trust the thing. haha
aft we did sum calling we proceed to dhoby ghaut to job in the end we go shopping haha we bought blouse fm mickey mouse shop. den we proceed to somerset, in the end oso nv go for interview but we go to library borrow books.
tired lei walk for the whole day. juan, she wan to go to art frienz but they doing stock tk so nv open. den wan to go more than words, they gt co event so cls.
it got me home
1:45 AM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
26 mar 2007, monday
reach cnl ard 9.30am, as usual do the same things pack watever i nid for n walk to shaw hse. im done ard 10am n i walk to shaw, dis morning wrkin w/ ah hau. when i reach shaw, aft awhile lina called ask y nv wait for uncle david, no 1 ask mi to wait for uncle david how i noe muz wait. aft put dwn her phone unlce david called n ask the same thing. when i left the cook and CDP nv said anything so i jus go la.
get already with all the things and preparation, half way through esther called our a/c called ask mi to fax the cash recon for sat n sun for her. ah hau do very fast wor b4 11am he already finish erverything and Zzz le. the other cook at 11am still buzy doin the preparation. today not much sales but alot of ppl. alot of ppl queueing for the CCS ( not so sure is it correct) sum sort of games. that games worth $80 lor. is a new game la, 27 mar den wil launch to the public. today those ppl queuein are the 1st batch of ppl getting the new game.
tonite wil b doin clsing w/ kelvin. both of us go nothing to do, he play his game, i do sum wriping lor. super boring. ard 6pm+ kor suddenly appear, he oso came dwn for the game de and update the pos. hehe so happy to c him. he stay until ard 8pm+ den go home. kelvin n i slack until 9.25pm start to cls everything le. no ppl n biz...
today juan told mi abt sumthing tt make mi stock n surprise. cannot belive u noe!! really very scare if i c the real things. shit....sob sob
it got me home
11:40 PM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
25 mar 2007, sunday
haiz today nearly late for wrk! really super tired lor, full shift for 5days incl today. i did set my alarm but i switch off n continue to Zzz den i wake up look at my phone its already 9.21am le, i hurry jump up n prepare to go wrk. i start wrk at 10am lei. haiz tk cab to wrk if not how... reach CNL ard 9.42am ly tt. i hurry up prepare the things i nid for shaw and walk to shaw hse to open the store. i reach shaw ard 10.15am, done w/ my preparation ard 10.40am den i go Mac buy breakfast to eat.
today is a boring day, dun have much sales at shaw n no ppl. haiz 1hrs plus, there can b NO sales. sian lor. wrip everything le, top up everything le. den nothing to do slack lor. lucky tonite wrk w/ ah hing. can chit chat to ta fa time. haha haiz he took my hp n look see look c, wats inside. so pai sai he lor he go n c all my photo inside my hp. den we tok abt his CDP(cnl) and alot la. he goin to resign soon, on 12 april. when i 1st attach to shaw hse,i wrk w/ him b4 a few time but dis few time we nv tok de lor. he very quite den i oso dun tok to him. until 1 day he called my name n inform mi abt sumthing out of stock den fm den on we at least gt tok to each other lor.
tonite finish super fast on ppl den we sumhw cls early wor. den we leave shaw together den i go back to CNL to pass dem things. reach there ard 10pm. haha
sian lor. dis cuming wk i only wrk 1 day only wor!!! funan dun hv my schedule, shaw oso mei you. haiz muz consider to find another job le.
it got me home
11:21 PM
Saturday, March 24, 2007
23 mar 2007, Friday
reach CNL quite early. pack watever i nid for shaw le, wait for uncle david sent us to shaw hse. today wrk w/ sum1 new but gt experiance de la. last time work in scott, USQ. nw at CNL. when he tok direct alot of vuglar de lor. uncle david sumhow gt said dun tok to him. haha today wrk with him(andy lam), he ask mi alot of things. or shld say nag dunno la. ask dis thing put where, where to get dis etc ly i wrk in kitchen de. but the things i noe i wil tell him la those i dunno den no choice lor cuz i only attachment ma, how will i noe so much. he look very firece lei, ly gangster ly tt. hehe
ard 3pm+, ah hing cum to tk over him. dis few days ya cannot anyhow mention ppl de lor cuz most of the time when i mention dem aft awhile they appear. ah hing is 1 of dem same goes to havi haha. now all the kitchen staff in CNL i noe dem le only CNL svc crew i dunno. aiyo ah hing cum to wrk ly go picnic ly tt gt alot of food ya. he treat mi eat bread. haha i oso cook sum pasta to eat. gt a period no ppl so we slack ard chit chat den i oso go in help him pick clams. den bluetooth songs. he lent him my hp den he look c look c. he saw 1 photo which i taken w/ my cousin. i dunno how old is he but he is small la. he dare to say he is my son nv get scolded by mi b4.
today, xi ke call mi, our asst area chef called. ask mi funny funny qns. haha so kind of him, thanks for the concern. scare i will get bully. hehe anyway shld b no problem de la. ah hing and i relax relax den ard 6pm - 7pm slowly there are a constant crowd but still manageable lor. no problem de.
royston lau, my cousin when movie w. his galfriez n frienz pass by say halo to mi. aft the crowd is clear i go long john buy fries but in the end i gt a free fries. hehe actually tonite ah hing wait for mi den we can leave the store de cuz i finishin soon. but all b4 of the $$ if not can leave together le.i count so long dunno where short $$ in the end is i write wrong fig and assume it s $140, no wonder i short so much scare mi to death. short $38.80 lor. when i realise i wrote $140 but it shld b $180. but dunno y when i count the $$ physcially and manually but wrong alot of time den until sumtime den i realise the mistake. haiz mayb too tired le cannot concentrate tt much.
it got me home
1:37 AM
Friday, March 23, 2007
22 mar 2007,thursday
dis week frm 21 to 25 mar will be attach to shaw hse doning full shift. wahaha haiz lucky gt shaw hse cuz funan dun hv my schedule for 2wks. sob:( although s shaw hse sales not very high but oso very tired de lei. report to CNL @ 10am and do sum preparation for shaw hse, pack baked rice, lasagne, salad etc den bring to shaw hse. den reach shaw le, nid to unpack prepare to open the shop den run biz. gt ppl time wil pass quite fast but no ppl time really goes super slow. den thingd nid to do i oso do le, top up, do maintainance do until i oso dunno wat i can do den i wil keep on top up the cheese and chilli flake. so there wil b sum overstock lor. haiz busy oso die cuz 1 ppl only nid to do cashier, pack, etc.. but stil ok lor.
actually i didnt realise that the DnD fall on the 3rd april, all along i tok it was 10th april. lucky nv plan to go out w/ juan they all on the 3rd april if not hw ya. the D&D complsory all muz go de haiz. nid to wear white top cuz diff area wear diff color. jackys' area wil wear white and zahars' area wear black. die lor 3rd april result shld b out le, stress!!
haiz i misunderstood him le. anyway is not avoidin can le. haha dis few days muz tk care of my stomach if not ly tt day, nv eat still can throw out so many times and mt dizzyness. haiz muz eat regulary but wil try lor. sumtime i eat not bcuz i hungry cuz i feel ly eating wat i wan to eat ly craving for wat i wan if no craving den i will hardly eat lor. drink gassy drink la sure full de. haha sumtime s no appertite so nv eat. haiz dunno c 1st lor.
it got me home
12:52 AM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Lyric: Way Back Into Love by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett « The Life and Rants of SiwwyPig
it got me home
12:06 AM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
20 mar 07, tue
i watch dis moive w/ my ma n sis. is a gd movie. i love the song - way back into love. stil tryin to find tt song.
Lyrics: Way Back Into Love
Cora:
I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on
Alex:
I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
Chorus: [Both]
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
Cora:
I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere
Alex:
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions
Chorus: [Both]
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
Cora:
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
Both:
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end
it got me home
11:51 PM
y bcum like dis??!!!
acutally i still feeling bad and regret about canceling the supper on the 18 mar. is not bcuz of him i cancel is bcuz i no mood liao. chef nag at mi for the whole day, staff ly shit den my mood oso go crazy lor. haiz
i ly to wrk w/ chef leong de. he is a good shi fu, nice person but he very strict when come to work. i do respect him but most of the time i feel stress wrking with him cuz he will nag and nag to mi abt my staff doing shit things, slacking ard etc... i noe he is pushing mi to handle my staff and his helping mi. but i oso dunno wat to do. they are ppl in my age grp, same age but i higher rank, same sch w/ dem too but i grad liao. sum wrk w/ dem b4 when im a staff. mayb i shld say i scare or pai sai ba. i oso dunno. most of the time im too soft and not firm, so hw they listen to mi. when i told dem to do things or wat they ly to give excuse, give mi face. i oso angry ma. so sumtime i wil hide inside office do things den chef wil said mgr shld b at the front line not in the office etc... haiz how lei??
michelle lei she will say i cancel buz him not goin which is not true lor. the day b4 i msg him he no reply den i oso dun care. den on tt day itself i wake early wear nice nice prepare to wrk and look forward for the supper de. morning i mgs him the last time stil no reply cuz tt time he promise he wil go ma den nw msg no reply. den i oso on feelin i jus as per normal wrk. jus tt whole day chef nag at mi, staff dun listen, no respect so i no mood to go lor. so regret u noe, chef ly look forward ly tt den i cancel i nv tell him cuz the day b4 he say he mayb he cannot go, den morning he oso nv say anything abt the supper i oso pai sai to ask cuz he already noe the supper is for my bdae de. haiz
u noe sum ppl say or the book say sum ppl on matter wat only can b frenz or god bro/sis but if cross over that line that frienzship or wat ever ship is it wil bcum NOTHING. i everytime avoid ppl but i really afraid he wil avoid mi too. all along i hv ly him for ard/ almost 2yr le. he oso noe it. but he stil treat mi the same as b4 nv avoid, jus tt he dunno wat to do w/ mi. haiz i treat him ly bro ly tt, wil msg or email him if i gt problem or trouble but 99.9999% he will nv reply de. i jus msg or email cuz i jus wan to fa xie. but nw i dunno y i feel ly he s avoidin or wat, jus feel diff. scare tt i really hv cross over tt LINE le. mayb i sensitive or wat but jus feel dis way. anyway i hv decide to stop to hv crush for him le but can make it anot is another story. muz stop liao.
i gt dis 2 reg customer, 1 of dem haven c him for sumtime le. gt once his sis cum to mi ask alot of qns, in the end s she wan to get my nos for her brother but i nv give. since den when he come i avoid serving him liao. den my another reg customer. he did ask mi a few time when i wil off den let him noe cuz he wan to bring mi out and he did msg mi 3 time same msg but nv reply. haiz i think soon he will b the 1 i will avoid next le. how lei?? reg customer lei. the other s our cook but nw in another outlet le. i oso avoid when he ask mi out and msg mi. hai y i so bad do dis kind of things. avoid ppl when i dun wan ppl to avoid mi.
it got me home
12:50 AM
Outing - Kbox (19 mar 07, mon)
todae wake up very early at ard 6.45am to 7am. at 1st i tok i will b better aft sum slp but wake up stil the same. stil throw out although i tk sum milk n cracker. empty stomach stil can throw out and my head super dizzy wor.
den i go Zzzz again leave my computer on. wake up at ard 11.40++ to 12 noon. stil a little unwell but grab sum cake to eat but eat a few mouth i throw away le cuz my stomach ly cannot take it liao. haiz get prepare go out with juan they all cuz we plan to go out on monday ma.
when i step out of hse i go buy plum juice to drink and den go bus stop wait for bus to marina sq. i met chew2 first den both of us when to marina sq k-box meet juan n ah jie. both of dem pass mi their gift haha we from 2pm sing until 7pm. haha sing until very high wor. but i okok la very cold lor n i forgot to bring jacket. haiz but stil enjoy the k-ing session. 2nd time, ah jie join us for outing. everytime ask her, she either no $$ or not free haiz
aft k-ing we go for dinner, actually i feel ly eatin tim sum n my noddle soup de but my stomach ly cannot put in tim sum so i but soup noddle lor. aft we finish eating, ah jie and juan but nag at mi lor cuz i nv eat den throw out esp ah jie haiz dun feel ly eatin den i dun eat ma but seldom dis kind of thing wil happen de. haiz wil tk note lor.
after dinner juan and ah jie go home 1st mi and chew2 go walk. chew2 brought a pair of jean n i brought sumting fm young hearts. den we sit at Mac wait for michelle to go hm together ma. hehe den while waiting chew2 n i chat lor.
very bad lei. let chew2 caught mi walkin back to another bus stop tk bus 57. cuz i hv the same bus stop with michelle and chew2. with michelle is bus 56 and with chew2 is bus 57. but i walk w/ michelle ma but michelle board the bus 1st so i walk to another bus stop tk bus 57 lor. cuz bus 57 drop opp my hse ma and bus 56 nid to walk a long way.
it got me home
12:23 AM
My Birthday Present From My Frienz
Water Bottle frm Dennis,
Hand Made earring, foldin paper and mermaid shoe by my honey juan,
Duck Duck paper holder and 2 lady fig frm ah jie
shoulder bag (tt i wanted for so long) frm honey chew2
Osim health sole and osim ipen by sam(osim nxt door-funan)
Surprise cake by Shidah and Diyana-thank you!!:)
Mini Curry Chix and Hot basil Chiz Calzone done by Xiao Di Nelson
Thank you so much!!! really appreciate it! so touch. muckz.... haha
it got me home
12:08 AM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
haha today my bdae wor, quite happy and lookin forward for the supper. wake up early prepared to wrk. reach funan is super early wor, brought 3 curry puff for er ge n san ge ( ah chai and tai wee) haha dis yr will b my 3rd yr wrking in funan during my bdae but dis yr no 1 noe my bdae n i nv tell too. haha
When i reach Funan i do my opening thingy, n sum to do thingy. everything run quite smoothly! At the later part of the day started to get nag n nag by CHEF liao all becuz of my staff. HAIZ As promise dennis said he wanted to visit mi and he did came down if not he surely get scolded by mi de. He came dwn with his friend and my present:) I was surprise that he know my bdae. he and his friend ate pasta and pizza. They stay for quite sumtime, i did drop by to chat with him and im running with 2 staff. i sent all my staff for makan n i do cashier. i was busy inside den CHEF came in and told mi that my staff outside read magazine and i inside busy. When she take over cashier i go into office want to do my things de but CHEF inside do his things but i stil stay in the office. Fter he okay i use the computer to do my product knowledge test for the staff, CHEF oso nag say you very free hor do this kind og things. got permission by boss ma n is for staff haiz den i close everything and go outside lor.
in the evening part started no mood le so i told michelle the supper is cancel le. Then 6pm le my the othere TWO ataff haven turn up and never call the store, summore both came in together and never explain to mi why they are late so i oso nv said anything i jus told them i will cut your hrs by 1/2hrs. den the whole nite i nv go out and help dem i stay in cashier area wrip the fridge etc. i think i crazy suddenly wan to cry den i go cry la. haha xiao le.
den CHEF suddenly oso xiao le, ask me not to b moody dun think keep quiet i dunno todae ur bdae and he ask mi so hw where we all wan to go for supper. ydae he told mi most likely he cannot den today he say can but i cancel le. haiz acutally quite regart abt not going for supper.
my 2 female staff surprise mi with a small pcs of cake for my bade. nv told dem b4 they oso noe. haha make mi cry oso. haiz den osim oso noe and sam give mi present oso (osim thingy). my xiao di do a small small curry puff for mi too. haha
i whole day nv eat anytings only 1 soup, 1 large ice milo done by ah chai n 1 cup of ice tea done by mi. den on the way home start to feel unwell le. head start to spin le i buy 1 lite of milk to drink oso no use. drink already all vomit out. eat wat vomit vomit my stomach totally reject my food, and stomach empty stil vomit all acid. die le how!!?
it got me home
8:56 PM
Saturday, March 17, 2007
16 march 2007, friday
wahaha
todae, wake up ard 11am cuz will b goin out w/ chew2 b4 wrk. meet her at 1pm. so i get ready le left my hse ard 12noon. reach toa payoh interchange ard 12.11pm, so i go CD shop buy CD-R 4 michelle, cuz help her burn songs. sunday stil nid 2 dwnload songs for her n put inside her mp3.
den chew2 msg mi, said tt she stil @ hm makan n wil b late. so i go popular shop lor, acutally today i wil get a FREE hp wor. sum1 left his hp @ the stationery section where i was standin n s behind mi only wor. sony phone wor hehe but i where gt so bad tk things tt r nt belong 2 mi, i continue 2 choose my pen den aft so long tt guy appeared n tk back his phone.
to my surprise, william msg mi ask if we nid to go co anot n r we goin. cuz he in sch clearin his SC thingy. den dunno in the end he said wan to meet us @ ard 3pm cuz he wan to go ps. but in the end he go far east look for us 1st la. haha
chew2 n i reach far east @ ard 1.30pm ba den we shop ard n but clothes. hehe we brought the same design of clothes bt diff color. den we look for the bag tt i hv been lookin for mths. n to my SURPRISE, chew2 said c which bag i wan the bag fm inks or the bag i wanted for so long de, she wan to buy it for my birthday gift. hehe so sweet of her. haha paisai
we brought the bag which i wanted for so long. hehe den we brought another bag at the same shop, chew2 n i buy the same bag oso. mon we wil bring tt bag for our grp outing 2 k-box:)
we meet william n we walk to ps together. actually he wan to go spotlight buy sum hand craft thingy. aft he buy wat he wan, we stil cont shopping. we when to basement, pmk, nw they gt discount wor until mth end wor. i brought 1 tee shirt, chew2 brought 2 tee shirt too.
both chew2 n i start wrk at 6pm so we left ard 5pm but chew2 at nite aft her wrk she cum dwn to funan look for mi. hehe acutally she cum dwn not to find mi de s bcuz of the haiwaiian pizza:( haiz sad:( hehe jk
scare mi jus nw, i tok my pos go crazy liao cannot checkout den i call kor but lucky small problem haha actually wan to remind him abt supper on sunday but in the end i oso nv tell him cuz he ly rushing ly tt. haiz
anyway i treat her the pizza haha wa she really hungry lei, only awhile lei she finish half of the pizza le. 1 of the cook said she s my xiao mei haha den we when hm together.... hehe todae bcuz chew2 cum dwn so i finish quiet fast n sit outside w/ her cuz my staff n uncle washer haven finish. if not i finish le i will stil slack in the office do other things n i usually stay until quiet late den go hm de. i oso dunno wat i do. haiz
anyway today v happy la. thank u chew2 for the gift. haha :)
it got me home
1:33 AM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Yeah !! exam over le!! haiz my nw stress le... waiting for RESULT!!! still no confident w/ the paper. do revision paper, no problem but do actual paper... haiz
now paper over le, will start to wrk le. jus recieve a call from michelle... hehe ydae she called ask if i wan to go k-ing w/ dem but too bad preparing for auditing. den jus nw she called asked if i wrking todae cuz todae they wil b goin to party world for k-ing. hehe so later aft wrk i wil b joining dem. wahahah:) tmr wil go far east w/ chew2 b4 go wrk... we go far east shopping:)
it got me home
4:04 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
today s our a/c paper. not very confident w/ my a/c paper. really scare cannot make it to poly. haha fm the days i started to count dwn 4 my exam, even i have not get started i dun feel any worry lei, i still can slack n Zzz 4 the whole day. haiz how?! if i continue ly tt no nid go ploy le. very lazy wor... :(
thur, 15 mar will b auditing exam le wor.... haven finish stardee yet... muz jia you le!!! jus nw aft the paper juan, ah jie n chew2, we when to find mrs thanni but she not in so we stand outside chit chat for awhile, toking abt the a/c paper den i suddenly break dwn. wahaha i xiao xiao de ma, really scare ma. cuz dis the final paper to determine i can get my cert. haiz so pai sai cry in front of dem haha
it got me home
7:49 PM
