Saturday, September 29, 2007
28 sept 07, fri
hao fan lor... there is a chinese song: ai wo de ren he wo ai de ren.. now my feeling is ly that lor...
one already tell me how he feel liao but i dunno.. the other nv said anything... i really scare i ku fu ppl, y i so bad de dunno how to handle this kind of thingy...
this sun inventory!!! i have been doing inventory for the past 5 months incl this month. anyway my boss said that i will not be doing any inventory for the next 2months:) yeah!!!but dun tell me i will need to do another 5 months after my 2months rest hehe. this 5 months i do inventory got ppl come dwn audit de haiz... but still pass la:) this months most likely have lor... jia you
i think 6 oct i wld nt go k-ing with juan and the rest cuz i am takeing ugrent leave... i need and a must to visit sum1 very impt & respected by me and michelle. must have faith in her!!! not i want to cry but i really didnt expect you noe... for past 1 yrs the stupid doctor nv discover... wat kind of the doctor is that... shit him/her lor... jia you.... we all have faith in you!!!
it got me home
3:25 AM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
22 sept 07, sat, around 3am - 7am
hehe HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!!! around 2.41am... he called and asked if i sleep already. but i was half awake as my eye very pain. my eye got infected... 21 sept, is left eye infected and night both eye kanna liao. he msg me saying that he hungry but lazy to cook at home. so i ask if want to go out for supper, ard my area but he said go MacDonald to eat and he will meet me 10min later. while i preparing, he called and ask why i still awake and he said want to bring me to a fun place. i dun really noe that place but it really fun. we go there catch prawns and i BBQ it:)
he and quan catch prawn and i jus see... wa...the prawn got long leg de.. like crab... after they catch liao i go BBQ the prawns... it still moving while i BBQ it... he said the prawns taste good with a little bit of burn taste... haha of cuz good la becuz i cook de ma... :) jk after that we also call macdonald for delivery at sim ave. wa.. the prawns really taste good lor as it was freshly cook and catch de:)
while eating we also catch prawns... the 3rd round of prawns they give me bring home to cook. he ask me to ask ah thai to cook for me to eat... as he sure will but too bad if i wrk with ah thai at shaw den we can eat togther but my boss ydae say i wrk cnl as we need to do appraisal. haiz.. but i still bring to cnl la. ask them to cook for me. ard 20++ prawns lei:D
we hang around 6am++ then he ask quan to sent me as he will be going back to tp do ordering. then he go home 1st lor... hehe now need to go work liao.. bye....
cheers :) :D
it got me home
8:04 AM
Friday, September 21, 2007
20 Sept, Thur
happy happy... oso sad.... haiz tmr last day he last day liao... jus now go shop shop with chew2, i go TMP meet her. haha i buy clothes n belt... and a msg make me feel compliate and ppl oso make me feel compliate... haiz y oso compliate lei.....
so happy he ly it... n i oso rmbr to buy the 1st aid items...
it got me home
2:06 AM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
18 Sept 2007, Tuesday
HEHE today super super happy!!! today i off but i go out with a friend:) actually ask me out for movie ydae de but last min i was doing full shift... haiz den i suggest today we go moive. den he said today go i will treat you but tmr i will treat him and i was ok with it.
at night he msg and he said will treat me for dinner and ... anyway i suggest watch two movie. one is the ratatooee and the other is rogue.... we meet after he finish work and i shot watch two moive and we go dinne at fei cui ... hehe enjoying myself...
it got me home
11:50 PM
Saturday, September 15, 2007
13 & 14 sept
haha this few days i really super super disconnect. most of the time very high n hyper. 13 sept, i come to work and hyper/ high at night liao. dunno la my staff said de. happy for some reason lor. hehehe. but very fan in some ways lor...
fan bcuz of ppl :( happy n fan... so so compilcated!!!! the other guy is leaving soon.... been transfer out... erm... is fun and happy when he is around but....
14sept... work at 12pm but will go home late cuz later going mid nite movie with janet. ( i noe who killed me) we gt free ticket for the building mgmt. tmr work 3pm at shaw house:( i didnt really rmbr my boss put me start 3pm lucky i check the schedule if not die lor. i come at 12pm:( sian i dun wan to go shw la... sobsob. lucky tmr i close shw is not with that person if not i die. wahaha very bad lei ....
it got me home
1:37 AM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
10 sept, mon
when crazy i will be very crazy, emo will be very super emo. everyday mood swing de lei. are u crazy huh???
dun take advantage... ppl already warn you liao hor. you better noe how to behave hor!!! better go jiao tao yi xia, no matter wat tt person got more experiance then you do, RESPECT!!! i got nothing to say even how bu shuang i am. .... just smile and be or act happy. but i dont why i just cannot do it. why lei. some people say i becum happy liao but i just dont feel that way!!
they close the kitchen also nv tell me then hai wo go tell customer we are open. they super very bad lor. when i going to take the order then tell me in front of the customer. ya i understand that the clock is 10pm but the bloodly pos is around 9.50pm. then aswhat i noe the customer is sitting down there then the staff still told them to take thier last order but the kitchen close liao. wat the hell. if ly that they must well all go smoke 1st then come back at least i can tell the customer that the kitchen go smoke or wat. need not let them wait to tink for their order then when they decide le tell them kitchen close right. so are we going to follow the time for the timecard machine or the nets machine or the pos machine or my watch or the kitchen people timing or when i feel like closing then i close????????????????
it got me home
2:04 AM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
08 sept, sat
since morning when i report to work i hardly talk to any of our staff, only do my own things. alvin told xiwen that i not in a good mood when she report to work. somehow im so down lor. then xiwen, shi yun, ryan they all so called scare of me cause after i have my meal around 6pm plus, my behaves totally difference before i have my meal. i suddenly turn very hyper n crazy, laugh like crazy like that.
after i finish work at 8pm i waited for shiyub n xiwen to finish work cause we are going k-box. we sing n chat at k-box till around 4am.
somehow i very fan... regarding bgr haiz i think i have a crush / admire with someone. someone that is impossible de. he is around my age range, in some way or other similar with the other other him. but i think most likely is admire him as an idol ba, then the other will be like as a friend and the other other will be ... i also not sure... but the other guy after he sent a forward msg, he will sent a msg that is written by him when read it will feel abit happy n melt but make me feel bad.... that guy is because of his voice when he sing and the feeling , like sense of security
:) the other other that feeling seem the same when i 1st him him for very long lei... haizz case close for now.
ohoh now work still okay lor. must learn to protect our own backside lor. mustn't yi lie on people too much.... very tired and my swingy mood haiz crazy lor. dont have a day that i come to work normally de. either hyper then down, normal then down or anyhow also have. i dont really care about my own image that i have build up or reputation. i think i even also hack care if i get a ca or not. or my comfirmation. haha crazy crazy lor......
:0 :) :>:O :P <:) :*) :$ :#
it got me home
7:34 PM
Thursday, September 06, 2007
ydae ( 4/9) finally reply him but i didnt give any ans to him la, jus tell him i dunno my own feeling n i m unable to give an ans but wat he reply make me wonder if i do sent the correct msg ma.... kor bcum my advisor liao wat he said same as kor... like and like but difference like... mayb ly him as frienz but like e other HIM is more then tt ba....
erm.. wat is the feelin if u r fallin for sum1?? is it u will bcum hyper if u c him, melt when heard his voice,smile when seeing his msg n r'd his phone calls...???
today (5/9) he msg mi agian... make mi feel bad but... the person i like not the person who like mi hahaha..
dis few day i stay inside cashier nv or seldom come out to help.... erm... n oso seldom tok to the staff. sumtime feel sian ya, morning ppl nv check wat nid to do or top up den clsin ppl nid to do even they do the speed is not there, i can do myself de but if i do later ppl so free walk here n there or ppl say i nv distribute job to ppl.... haiz......... den now i nv ask ppl do maintenance NO ppl do. wat the hell .. push den ppl move. everything MUST relay on myself in sum ways....
it got me home
1:16 AM
Monday, September 03, 2007
or m i still can not stop
tinking of him lei? the 1
tt i
ly for so so long........
haha my ans is...... i also dunno lei. still cannot let go of the feeling for him and except sum1 or the other 1
wahaha so
compliated.... or... i
jus keeping on avoiding, when will i stop and listen to my heart ... c
wat they want maybe
wat they wan
isnt wat i one or
wat i one
isnt wat they one.... sob sob feel so happy to c him or heard his voice...
erm...
mayb sum day i
nid to sit
dwn n listen to my heart do sum reflection regarding my
wrk attitude, performance wat i need to improve, wat i wan in life and many more but only maby ba cuz i dun tink i my to face it so fast ba hehe or am i going to wait until i lost it le den regret...?? ermm....
it got me home
2:03 AM
haiz so fast sept liao. hehe last mth inventory i manage to finish my counting at 3am cuz we got mid night on fri ma. but end up reach home ard 4am+ cuz need to do those admin wrk, export doc and sent to bosses and the com oso xiao xiao lor. haiz this mth most likely i will be doing inventory le wor... erm this time ard is a sunday night muz finish before 11pm i dun beleive that i cannot finish by 11pm last time with uncle jef can but now y cannot ??? ermm... haiz sian la... nw i gt "new responsibility" liao jia you wor...
now feel very fan wor. becuz of tat msg... so shld i reply lei?? nv tink of it b4 suddenly pop up make me super confuse. any wrong move will leak to unexpected sitution maybe friend oso can be den how?? haiz cant believe this kind of ting happen wahaha... scare ba ??? y i ly to avoid ting lei??? erm.... later maybe go buy bubble tea.... :)
it got me home
1:46 AM
