Sunday, July 01, 2007
30 June 2007, SaTurDay
just came back from work not long ago! My store fri, sat & eve of PH close shop at 2am. Dont forget today is MoNTH end so gOT sToCk Take!! n Im doing the iNventorY!!! Shit sia, today auditor came down. which mean i must count properly!!!
Friday, 29 jun was super super damn BUSY!! my sales nearly hiTs 9K but too bAd hust a little bit. haiz.... so so tiRed!! den today report work at 6pm. so so tired not enought Slp oso. Just wake up 1hrs+ before report to work... when reach outlet not long after, BUSY!!! haha today is MOST busY BUSY than yesterday cuz our sales nearly hiTs 10K but only can smell the 10K only la... haizz too baD! but really very tiring lor, the mgr can bcum immoral liao all No nid to eat de, i am 1 of them everyday no nid to eat one. wahaha i dun have the chance to start counting my stock until ard 1am plus plus den finally i got the chance to count. haiz... thanks to mun yeong, he help me count sum of the items at the top shelf and cupboard.
1 thing i hate about inventory is that nid to count EVERY SINGLE things and WEIGHT EVERY SINGLE THIngs... and nid to take a look out dun let ANYONE touch or take any thing that i have counted. if not later will not be tally liao. i finished all my counting and after our auditor checked is ard 5.35am going to 6am liao. lucky i only got 1 mistake. 3 + 3 = 6 but i treat it as 3+3=9 haha only that 1 wrong all correct. haha so so tired.
aft the whole things, our boss said no nid to top up for morning ppl bcuz very tired liao. so pai sai let tmr ppl die. janet & i go Mac to eat breakfast den left mac ard 7am. i dun think i will Zzz liao later still nid to go out cycling w/ juan they all. haha cuz if i Zzz i will be sleepy for the whole day haiz...
i am thinking of giving up the offer/opportunity that the co giving me i dun think i can perform to that standard le. last time im very confident but not now... started losting myself. i really dunno the things that i do really wat i use to do when i was a p/t svc crew or a p/t sm. the way im doing, my parttern??? i dunno is like watever i do oso wrong, mistake. and it becum a fear am i holding back myself or am i not performing to the full??? or is it that's all i got,my potential???? i really dunno is so so stressfull. my training excessment i haven even touch yet and the outing that my boss wanted me to do not yet done too:( haiz how ya??
its happen the the auditor is our ops mgr den he suddenly asked me, baoshan i heard that you very stress how cum u are stress? i was stock that he ask and i oso dunno how to ans his qns. i only smile at him dis wat i ly to do ma.
i dunno la, sum staff say i happy go luck, everytime very hyper & happy and i ok to get along w/ but i still dun understand y i so so not gd in ppl reletion according to my boss. i try to tone dwn liao but i dunno la. i really very tired or sian liao. i dunno la i use to ly dis job but now???? is a BIG BIG ?? if i ly it or not. i dunno who i am now and where to start to excel. i already try to do my part liao but still does not meet the standard. i oso dunno if i really try my best but i think so la.... ppl started to ask mi to leave... but i dunno
it got me home
8:41 AM
