Sunday, April 01, 2007
hv been wrking in funan for so long le, i love wrkin there esp with the kitchen ppl. but now is diff story liao. the feeling over there feel so diff le, not ly last time le. mayb i was attach out for so long tt, i dun feel ly funan s my home anymore. its ly another attachment for mi jus tt the kitchen ppl still the same and all the malay staff except auntie doris. the sense of belonging is not there anymore le. the worst part is my schedule. i c le i will cry:( sum of the things tt i tell belle n michelle, i cant speak out to zahrin mayb scare later he tink i disrespect or wat so nv said. haiz aft i tok to him le, he den go sent email to bugis, bishan n cwp, 1 by 1. i noe bugis nid ppl bcuz belle told mi. at the beginning he did ask i can go attachment ma, i say can except tmp la too far le. but he only attcach mi to cine. tts all, n slowly aft lina clear her off etc... i oso slowly no schedule over there plus funan too, oso no schedule. funan gt 3 full time mgr + mi 1/2 = 3.5mgr. i was counted as 1/2 cuz i was part time ma. so no matter they go on leave, off etc... there still will b 2 full time mgr, so i bcuz extra de.
den on the 30 mar, i wrk at shaw chew2 msg mi ask if i wan to wrk at her place tt side cuz her boss nid ppl. b4 i agree w/ her, i still check w zahrin, elieen n lina. all say i can carry on w/ my plan cuz i not wrking on 1st april. so wants i confirm le, i give chew2 my reply. den 31st mar, belle called ask for attachment for 1st april, elieen msg ask mi to go shaw wrk full shift on 1st april. all i rejected, cuz i will b wrking at chew2 place ma, i already agree w. her le ma. n i hv check w/ dem le, they say NO schedule for mi so i can make my plan la. if not wat i wan to do, sit dwn n WAIT for dem meh... is ly now everything not systematic, communtion breakdwn, not well plan etc. now i oso dunno my dis wk schedule, any attachment or wat. i noe wil b going to bishan for attachment for opening wat time finish i dunno. i oso dunno if i nid to call bishan to ask wat time finish n abt sum taking over procedure(key, safe, bank etc..) cuz i dunno wat i wan to do. n summore on the 22nd apr bishan wan mi to wrk but i gt wrk on funan too, oso clsing. i msg zahrin he say he wil check, den i ask him abt wat time finish den he told mi he off will check. haiz i saw the scheldule he wrk on stock tk, but in the end i wrong la i look at the april schedule for mgr. my fault la too k.s le. zahrin said most likely there will be a movement but dunno la. anyway apply for another p/t job le at most wrk 2 places lor shld b 3 cuz plus chew2 tt side.
at least let mi noe, wat happening ard, whether u all wan mi anot, wan mi to leave or stay, at least i noe wat is going on, i feel insecure w. dis job now, cuz i dunno when i got schedule, when i dun have. if u all wan mi go let mi noe of cuz i wil b super bu suan de. but bo bian den leave lor haiz
it got me home
2:06 AM
