Monday, January 22, 2007
21 jan 2007, sunday
dis morning i wrkin w/ ah leong n tai wee. i finally tell dem i wil b moving out le. but ah leong say dun tell mi. cuz he say im the person who s complaintin n yet i stil go w/ him. den he go smoke so i tell tai wee only he listen to mi. haiz ah leong say im findin excuse for myself... maybe he s rite. ly wat michelle said i scare of changes. i rather suffer w/ him n refuse to go 4 changes. haha i very ruan. i dunno y im so afraid of changes. mayb i scare, scare of wat i oso dunno, scare to be alone, scare to start all over again...
when i was a main committee member in the prefectorial board i always tell my prefect tt as a leader, u muz b confident w/ urself, begin able 2 attempt 2 the changes ard u, believe in yourself etc... the qualities of a leader but it seem tt the above mention s not w/ mi anymore.
felt super tired todae, wrkin FULL shift n im quite lazy to wrk, slack ard go office sit dwn look at the computer n fax machine n do sum paper wrk, go thro every folder in the computer. sent my staff for makan except tt i nv myself 4 makan. the whole day i oso didnt really rmbr wat i ate for 1 whole day. haiz
dun feel ly goin to school later (22 jan 2007, monday), feel ly slp at hm, but later gt auditin prjoect haiz bo bian muz go, at most i nv go assemble ma. haha
decide to tok to jacky le, tok to him c if there s any turn over for me. n wat s the plan for mi. where will i b moved, wat the management intend to do w/ mi. i hv no idea at all. nw waitin for jacky to comfirm a time so tt we can tok. n im not wrkin tmr, so we cannot tok in the store haha i cant let him noe i tok to jacky ma, cuz if dis thing s nt approved i will stil b wrkin w/ him lei. i dun wan to die so fast. haha changes...!!!
it got me home
1:26 AM
