Sunday, December 03, 2006
01 12 06(friday), 02 12 06(saturday)
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01 12 06, friday
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its my 2nd yr at pastamania le, hv been wrkin as a staff for 1yr 10mths+ n promote to manager for 1 mth+ it so tiring... my responsibilities heavier etc... any way i late for school AGAIN. dis my 3 time for dis wk. wat on earth s happenin to mi huh??!! terrible!! i cant believe since beginning of the yr no matter how tired i m i wil force myself to wake up de n wil b in school on time, n i always maintain it until mon(27/11) n tue(28/11) + fri(01/12) i break my records... haiz actually i off today de and i hv my own plan de. wil b meetin meiling but time n venue not decide yet. actually on 30 11 06,thur ayu ask if i can take over her on fri for clsin but i told her cannot cuz i gt plan but i feel little guilty ya anyway on fri itself i really dun feel ly stayin at hm n i wish to keep myself busy so i msg ayu say tt i wil b takin over her shift la. so i start wrk at 5pm. when i report to wrk the cashier area v messy, i really cannot take it but i no time to clear it cuz when i reach there only 1 staff n 1 manager(attachment). den the manager got sum problem w/ the cash recon so muz help her lor, alot of tings la. aft everythings ok le, she handover . dis s the time my face xpression started to change n my mood was damn bad lor.
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the staff already dunno hw many mth in p.m le the way they do things as if they are NEW, slow, outside plate so many not clear my customer sitted on a table w/ chesse all over the table, wat the hell r they doing TWO ppl runnin outside lei!! they sleeping s it. i 1 person stil can handle lor at least my customer wil not sit on a table which was dirty. den the 1 doing cashier, take his own sweet time, slowly do, slowly key in... ly i was the only person who s hurry in clearin the queue, i really piss off. den i nearly break into tears when i serve a customer. aft tt i when into the office to cool myself dwn but stil cannot cool dwn, when i serve customer i really scare i wil offence dem ya haiz. den during clsin 1 of the staff ask mi y my face ly v black ly tt, they stil dare to ask mi but i nv told dem la. but my xiao di noe y i in a bad mood cuz it written on my face v clearly lor. haiz aft i finished wrk i meet meiiling at a place there to hv supper n chat abt sumting n there s a decision for mi to make but in the end i haven give her an answer yet.
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02 12 06, saturday
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today we wil b having our bbq at changi beach carpark 6, its v far lor. dis morning b4 report to wrk i when to tp p.m to take suzuki cofy beans cuz we dun hv le. i reach store ard 10.56am. den i switch the pos and so on den go to the bank to deposit ydae sales. aft that i when to open an a/c w/ uob. by the time they finish the process its already 10.40++ le i hurry back to the store do watever i nid to do. everyting was stil ok until i realise tt i dun hv enough stock for o/j until dis cumin mon n we shld place our order b4 12pm cuz we order thro internet n we cant excess aft 12pm. den i start to jing zhang le cuz i dun hv time to place the order thro the internet cuz only gt 1 staff n mi my 12pm staff haven cum yet n i stil nid to serve customer. den i ask ah chai stil can order anot he say cannot le den he say dis mornin he ask mi gt anything to order i say dun hv cuz ayu say no nid ma n by e way im only a pt shift manager not a orderin or schedule manager. but my wrk load s more than tt lor im doin those paper wrk, mth end, inventory, orderin etc all i do, n i only get a pt manager pay den y not i get a f/t manager pay. den i started to cry le la, i cannot find havi customer contract nos, i called dem btu the nos s not in use. so i call ayu but she off her phone den i called jeff he nv pickup. den ah chai ask mi to call ah koon but i dun wan so i call meiling den i told her n ask her wat to do den i cry n cry n cry lor den those kitchen ppl noe i cry. but meiling dun hv havi nos oso so aft i put dwn the phone i go out do cashier cuz this queue le den i stil cannot stop cryin den the customer s ly shock lor. aft tt jeff call n he gave mi lawrence nos n i call him n c whether he can help mi order ma. aft a while havi called den i told dem the code nos den everythin settle le. today all our staff r attachment incl manager. lina fm cinleisure cum at ard 12.50pm+ so i cls my cashier n handover to her den i run in n out lor but in the end i stil do cashier. durin my conversation w/ lina i found out sumthing which i feel so cheated n wanted to cry. n i dunno i shld believe or not but i can tell u 100% of mi, i believe wat she say but really dunno... i finish wrk at 3pm so i when fro a drink w/ my frien at tcc den i when back to store to wait for mira n ayu to go for the bbq.
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when i was in the cab w/ dem + alif , i dunno y i feel ly i wil break dwn anytime feel ly crying , ly wat jef f said he s a fair person he wil do tings fairly but i dun think im treated "fairly" lor. i dunno i really dunno i v ruan. i msg kor, ask if i can msg or call him later at nite cuz i scare he at wrk but no reply. den at nite i did msg him but no reply. i did msg him a few times cuz i was sittin alone thinkin alot of tihngs so i msg him lor but oso no reply i was think of callin him but in the end dun hv la. i jus sit at 1 side listen to mp3. e whole bbq really dun hv e mood summore all malay n aft those chinese gal fm cpf left more malay cumin in haiz. i oso dunno wat to do so sit dwn there, starin at the sea den m.i.a 4 awhile. den i reach hm ard 2am lor cuz wait for ayu n alif go hm together ma. haiz bo bian...
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dunno y dis whole wk my emotion v unstable, cry v easy. my mood oso but hw i wrk in f n b line. i wil b servin ppl, den stil hv to put on smile muz b polite etc... everyday ly wearin a mask to wrk.... den i haven oso make the decision yet, meiling say aft i decide le let her noe, i really dunno hw i feel bad n .... mayb i conside too much ? i noe wats meiling ans but i stil dunno wan to ask kor but no reply. wan to ask mitch i haven tell her yet cuz she surely very angry de.
it got me home
3:18 AM
