Saturday, September 30, 2006
its a gd dae 2 slp, so coolin...lucky todae nt wrkin cuz stock take, sian of doin stock take le. last time aft stock take we use 2 go supper ard serangoon garden de. dunno since when we started 2 go 4 supper aft wrk, but we stop goin 4 supper aft our om been transfer out last yr (05). e last outlet chalet we had was @ pasir ris ard mid feb during chinese new yr session, tt isnt a fun wan n not really worth it, paid ard $20++ lei, hai:( anyway bcuz ate n lau da r goin so i go along too aft clsin w/ kor.
suddenly i was thinkin of sum1 fm my pri sch, his was my classmate, shuan, who s 1yr older den mi. during our hao gong ming lesson we wil b sittin beside mi, his a fun loving person, ly 2 joke ard, helpful. his e only child. his suffering fm asthma but dis does nt affect much abt him.
its a fri evenin, i didnt expect it will b my last time seeing him le. we r havin our last lesson(hao gong ming) as usual he s sittin beside mi, suddenly i saw his face turn very pale, i ask him s he alrite nid mi 2 inform 2 e teacher ma. he say no nid. i put my hand on his forehead he s havin a fever but he dun wan mi 2 inform e teacher, if tt time i insisted on reportin dis 2 e teacher mayb it wldnt turn up dis way...
e following mon our form teacher told us tt shun was admitted 2 e kk hospital emergency ward. he was unconscious. for a wks den our jun holidae started le, he stil lying there unconscious, my classmate they all when 2 visit him. i wan 2 go too but my lau ma dun allow mi 2 go, wen i gt a chance 2 visit him s when my auntie nid 2 go there 4 appointment but in e end i was unable 2 go cuz e doctor changed e date of appointment 4 my auntie. im very sad tt y cant i visit him.
when sch reopen, shun s stil nt back 2 sch yet, but e news tt our form teacher told us s a stockin new. shun had passed away durin e holidae.... i feel very sad, i cry, im very regret nt 2 inform e teacher abt it, nt been able 2 visit him when he s in e hospital, i pray 4 him everyday hope tt he will wake up. i feel very gulity y didnt i insist n report 2 e teacher tt he s nt feelin well y muz i listen 2 him dun tell e teacher. y!!
tt dae was my last time seeing him. if he s stil ard, he shld b 20 yr old, either schoolin or NS le, a gd future... yet dis wat he get! y!? so sorry... really very sorry... we muz learn 2 cherish n treasure every1 n every moment in our lives....tmr may nv come n ppl tt u care n luv may nt b ard...
it got me home
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