smile always

happy happy^^ ^^

2008-03-21T02:09:00.007+08:00

yo!!! long long time nv c le...

so pai sai now den come back ... haha you know me de ma, i sometime very lazy to write de lor...

hehe my bdae over few days ago!!! guess what my bdae same day as my company dinner and dance!!! Wahahaha

17 mar, my direct boss and teams, kitchen staff and svc staff on that nite, ma ling, jenny, shi yun, xi wen, and cindy all come down to cnl to celerate my bdae aft their closing. and i dun even noe or no 1st hand new too. they so good at keeping!!!! we have steamboat and my area mgr(jacky) come dwn too and diva friend oso come. hehehe

i jus came back from shaw lor... xi wen have a hard time looking aft me cuz i kept on running away!!! hehe i so back!:P

haiz they made chee wei sit beside me and we all have our steamboat. my direct boss, andy tan, made me drink white wine, but still ok la. small case! mun yeong he made mi drink half glass but still okok la. i dun like white wine, bu hao he de.

den they bring me cake and sing bdae sing and take foto... hehe

den they so so so so bad!!!! chee wei, jenny, shi yun, chee hong etc... they prepared "special ingd" and throw at me!!! they hide at the delivery area.... den aft i blow candle for my cake they throw that "special ingd" at me!!:(

den i oso dun why la, among all i find chee wei for revenge!!! so choice he just around me ma... i chase aft him from bloomsonz till 1st level outside cnl without my slipper!!!! when i come back i pass by my area mgr i put some cream on his arm... and some of my staff.... until my area mgr say stop playing den i stop and go wash up..... i was so so dirty wor.... cream mix with flour, ice cream if im not wrong, even my hair oso have.... aft i wash up i was so dizzy... aft drink le and running...

i heard they say chee wei lost his psp while we do chasing den i so go help to find... in the end i think sum1 hide it la....

enjoy my "party" done by my boss and teams^^
thank you:)

i recieved alot of present lor, my direct boss oso gt buy for me. he share with mun yeong, janet, auntie alice, den shiyun, cindy, xiwen, jenny they share and buy me a dress.... ah thai buy me CJ7 so cute, chee hong buy me 2 small pooh bear wearing baseball uniform and football uniform, paulina, give me wu gui, towel, bar strip, den today(20 mar) received a necklaces fm sarah, a key chain from my xiao mei, another CJ7 fm chester, a necklaces (SK) fm my mum:), and $50 worth of accessories(necklaces, 2 pair of earring, 1 shou lian, 2 hair clip) actual price is $109 worth but i claim $50.00 la.... hehe
and all the blessing from my best friends.... thank you so much!!!!!!

i so so happy i will be going put with some1 soon..... hehe so surprise that he sms me at ard 3.30am on 19 mar sing me a bdae song using sms.... and oso say we will be going out next time.... :) :) ^^ ^^

28sept 07, fri

2007-09-29T03:25:00.000+08:00

28 sept 07, fri

hao fan lor... there is a chinese song: ai wo de ren he wo ai de ren.. now my feeling is ly that lor...
one already tell me how he feel liao but i dunno.. the other nv said anything... i really scare i ku fu ppl, y i so bad de dunno how to handle this kind of thingy...

this sun inventory!!! i have been doing inventory for the past 5 months incl this month. anyway my boss said that i will not be doing any inventory for the next 2months:) yeah!!!but dun tell me i will need to do another 5 months after my 2months rest hehe. this 5 months i do inventory got ppl come dwn audit de haiz... but still pass la:) this months most likely have lor... jia you

i think 6 oct i wld nt go k-ing with juan and the rest cuz i am takeing ugrent leave... i need and a must to visit sum1 very impt & respected by me and michelle. must have faith in her!!! not i want to cry but i really didnt expect you noe... for past 1 yrs the stupid doctor nv discover... wat kind of the doctor is that... shit him/her lor... jia you.... we all have faith in you!!!

22 sept 2007, saturday

2007-09-22T08:04:00.000+08:00

22 sept 07, sat, around 3am - 7am

hehe HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!!! around 2.41am... he called and asked if i sleep already. but i was half awake as my eye very pain. my eye got infected... 21 sept, is left eye infected and night both eye kanna liao. he msg me saying that he hungry but lazy to cook at home. so i ask if want to go out for supper, ard my area but he said go MacDonald to eat and he will meet me 10min later. while i preparing, he called and ask why i still awake and he said want to bring me to a fun place. i dun really noe that place but it really fun. we go there catch prawns and i BBQ it:)

he and quan catch prawn and i jus see... wa...the prawn got long leg de.. like crab... after they catch liao i go BBQ the prawns... it still moving while i BBQ it... he said the prawns taste good with a little bit of burn taste... haha of cuz good la becuz i cook de ma... :) jk after that we also call macdonald for delivery at sim ave. wa.. the prawns really taste good lor as it was freshly cook and catch de:)

while eating we also catch prawns... the 3rd round of prawns they give me bring home to cook. he ask me to ask ah thai to cook for me to eat... as he sure will but too bad if i wrk with ah thai at shaw den we can eat togther but my boss ydae say i wrk cnl as we need to do appraisal. haiz.. but i still bring to cnl la. ask them to cook for me. ard 20++ prawns lei:D

we hang around 6am++ then he ask quan to sent me as he will be going back to tp do ordering. then he go home 1st lor... hehe now need to go work liao.. bye....

cheers :) :D

20 sept, thur

2007-09-21T02:06:00.000+08:00

20 Sept, Thur

happy happy... oso sad.... haiz tmr last day he last day liao... jus now go shop shop with chew2, i go TMP meet her. haha i buy clothes n belt... and a msg make me feel compliate and ppl oso make me feel compliate... haiz y oso compliate lei.....

so happy he ly it... n i oso rmbr to buy the 1st aid items...

18 sept 2007, tuesday

2007-09-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

18 Sept 2007, Tuesday

HEHE today super super happy!!! today i off but i go out with a friend:) actually ask me out for movie ydae de but last min i was doing full shift... haiz den i suggest today we go moive. den he said today go i will treat you but tmr i will treat him and i was ok with it.

at night he msg and he said will treat me for dinner and ... anyway i suggest watch two movie. one is the ratatooee and the other is rogue.... we meet after he finish work and i shot watch two moive and we go dinne at fei cui ... hehe enjoying myself...

14 sept 2007

2007-09-15T01:37:00.000+08:00

13 & 14 sept

haha this few days i really super super disconnect. most of the time very high n hyper. 13 sept, i come to work and hyper/ high at night liao. dunno la my staff said de. happy for some reason lor. hehehe. but very fan in some ways lor...

fan bcuz of ppl :( happy n fan... so so compilcated!!!! the other guy is leaving soon.... been transfer out... erm... is fun and happy when he is around but....

14sept... work at 12pm but will go home late cuz later going mid nite movie with janet. ( i noe who killed me) we gt free ticket for the building mgmt. tmr work 3pm at shaw house:( i didnt really rmbr my boss put me start 3pm lucky i check the schedule if not die lor. i come at 12pm:( sian i dun wan to go shw la... sobsob. lucky tmr i close shw is not with that person if not i die. wahaha very bad lei ....

10 sept, mon

2007-09-11T02:04:00.000+08:00

10 sept, mon

when crazy i will be very crazy, emo will be very super emo. everyday mood swing de lei. are u crazy huh???

dun take advantage... ppl already warn you liao hor. you better noe how to behave hor!!! better go jiao tao yi xia, no matter wat tt person got more experiance then you do, RESPECT!!! i got nothing to say even how bu shuang i am. .... just smile and be or act happy. but i dont why i just cannot do it. why lei. some people say i becum happy liao but i just dont feel that way!!

they close the kitchen also nv tell me then hai wo go tell customer we are open. they super very bad lor. when i going to take the order then tell me in front of the customer. ya i understand that the clock is 10pm but the bloodly pos is around 9.50pm. then aswhat i noe the customer is sitting down there then the staff still told them to take thier last order but the kitchen close liao. wat the hell. if ly that they must well all go smoke 1st then come back at least i can tell the customer that the kitchen go smoke or wat. need not let them wait to tink for their order then when they decide le tell them kitchen close right. so are we going to follow the time for the timecard machine or the nets machine or the pos machine or my watch or the kitchen people timing or when i feel like closing then i close????????????????

08 sept 2007, sat

2007-09-09T19:34:00.000+08:00

08 sept, sat

since morning when i report to work i hardly talk to any of our staff, only do my own things. alvin told xiwen that i not in a good mood when she report to work. somehow im so down lor. then xiwen, shi yun, ryan they all so called scare of me cause after i have my meal around 6pm plus, my behaves totally difference before i have my meal. i suddenly turn very hyper n crazy, laugh like crazy like that.

after i finish work at 8pm i waited for shiyub n xiwen to finish work cause we are going k-box. we sing n chat at k-box till around 4am.

somehow i very fan... regarding bgr haiz i think i have a crush / admire with someone. someone that is impossible de. he is around my age range, in some way or other similar with the other other him. but i think most likely is admire him as an idol ba, then the other will be like as a friend and the other other will be ... i also not sure... but the other guy after he sent a forward msg, he will sent a msg that is written by him when read it will feel abit happy n melt but make me feel bad.... that guy is because of his voice when he sing and the feeling , like sense of security
:) the other other that feeling seem the same when i 1st him him for very long lei... haizz case close for now.

ohoh now work still okay lor. must learn to protect our own backside lor. mustn't yi lie on people too much.... very tired and my swingy mood haiz crazy lor. dont have a day that i come to work normally de. either hyper then down, normal then down or anyhow also have. i dont really care about my own image that i have build up or reputation. i think i even also hack care if i get a ca or not. or my comfirmation. haha crazy crazy lor......

:0 :) :>:O :P <:) :*) :$ :#

05 sept 07, wed

2007-09-06T01:16:00.000+08:00

ydae ( 4/9) finally reply him but i didnt give any ans to him la, jus tell him i dunno my own feeling n i m unable to give an ans but wat he reply make me wonder if i do sent the correct msg ma.... kor bcum my advisor liao wat he said same as kor... like and like but difference like... mayb ly him as frienz but like e other HIM is more then tt ba....
erm.. wat is the feelin if u r fallin for sum1?? is it u will bcum hyper if u c him, melt when heard his voice,smile when seeing his msg n r'd his phone calls...???
today (5/9) he msg mi agian... make mi feel bad but... the person i like not the person who like mi hahaha..
dis few day i stay inside cashier nv or seldom come out to help.... erm... n oso seldom tok to the staff. sumtime feel sian ya, morning ppl nv check wat nid to do or top up den clsin ppl nid to do even they do the speed is not there, i can do myself de but if i do later ppl so free walk here n there or ppl say i nv distribute job to ppl.... haiz......... den now i nv ask ppl do maintenance NO ppl do. wat the hell .. push den ppl move. everything MUST relay on myself in sum ways....

02 sept 2007, sunday

2007-09-03T02:03:00.000+08:00

or m i still can not stop tinking of him lei? the 1 tt i ly for so so long........ haha my ans is...... i also dunno lei. still cannot let go of the feeling for him and except sum1 or the other 1 wahaha so compliated.... or... i jus keeping on avoiding, when will i stop and listen to my heart ... c wat they want maybe wat they wan isnt wat i one or wat i one isnt wat they one.... sob sob feel so happy to c him or heard his voice...

erm... mayb sum day i nid to sit dwn n listen to my heart do sum reflection regarding my wrk attitude, performance wat i need to improve, wat i wan in life and many more but only maby ba cuz i dun tink i my to face it so fast ba hehe or am i going to wait until i lost it le den regret...?? ermm....

02 sept 2007, sunday

2007-09-03T01:46:00.000+08:00

haiz so fast sept liao. hehe last mth inventory i manage to finish my counting at 3am cuz we got mid night on fri ma. but end up reach home ard 4am+ cuz need to do those admin wrk, export doc and sent to bosses and the com oso xiao xiao lor. haiz this mth most likely i will be doing inventory le wor... erm this time ard is a sunday night muz finish before 11pm i dun beleive that i cannot finish by 11pm last time with uncle jef can but now y cannot ??? ermm... haiz sian la... nw i gt "new responsibility" liao jia you wor...

now feel very fan wor. becuz of tat msg... so shld i reply lei?? nv tink of it b4 suddenly pop up make me super confuse. any wrong move will leak to unexpected sitution maybe friend oso can be den how?? haiz cant believe this kind of ting happen wahaha... scare ba ??? y i ly to avoid ting lei??? erm.... later maybe go buy bubble tea.... :)

26 aug, mon

2007-08-28T00:37:00.000+08:00

haha still dun write sumthing later will nag by ah di agian liao:(

write wat lei.... ya la my ah di la... haizzz...nv bring cap to wrk, wear mgr cap summore.... anyway thank you!!! u shld noe. jus behave urself at wrk, do wat u need to do dun keep on tok n tok la.... wrk... everything i do for you!

haiz i oso dunno wat shlf i write sum of the things i cannot write here haizz:( things wasnt the same liao.. so complicated... difficult to differentiate some situation... i think most of the time i dun feel ly tok to ppl. ( u do ur tings i do my ting ) haha nvm hack care me i oso crazy liao... wahahaha

16 aug 07, thur

2007-08-17T01:47:00.000+08:00

hehe I'm back again... my PC down n i oso lazy so nv blog lor... just get back my cup:)

but i think few days later, will not see me blog liao haha

just recently we have a farewell party for our F/T gusti he go back Bali liao. just sent i off now sent another. sad!! i also when our with my xiao di, Brandon n janice, we when for movie at Cathay. then Janice & i when sakae for dinner, we sat at sakae from 6.40pm till they close. haha 1st time chat with monster for so long:)

ydae when out with shimin & Jeffery for movie. Rush hours 3, the show was funny. shimin bought a smiley, hehe cute woR:)

haiz i really no mood... just don't know how to bring myself back :( to who i use to be last time. the SPA, commitment, passion, attitude etc.. maybe i just don't wish to go back that way ba... hao fan ... miss my boss, i agree she is stressful but i really can learn alot from her. i regret not begin able to learn as much as i can when she there to guide me, because of my emotion n half way through i totally lost my myself till now ( on the way to come back ) and many many more....

1 july 2007, Sunday!

2007-07-01T08:41:00.000+08:00

30 June 2007, SaTurDay

just came back from work not long ago! My store fri, sat & eve of PH close shop at 2am. Dont forget today is MoNTH end so gOT sToCk Take!! n Im doing the iNventorY!!! Shit sia, today auditor came down. which mean i must count properly!!!

Friday, 29 jun was super super damn BUSY!! my sales nearly hiTs 9K but too bAd hust a little bit. haiz.... so so tiRed!! den today report work at 6pm. so so tired not enought Slp oso. Just wake up 1hrs+ before report to work... when reach outlet not long after, BUSY!!! haha today is MOST busY BUSY than yesterday cuz our sales nearly hiTs 10K but only can smell the 10K only la... haizz too baD! but really very tiring lor, the mgr can bcum immoral liao all No nid to eat de, i am 1 of them everyday no nid to eat one. wahaha i dun have the chance to start counting my stock until ard 1am plus plus den finally i got the chance to count. haiz... thanks to mun yeong, he help me count sum of the items at the top shelf and cupboard.

1 thing i hate about inventory is that nid to count EVERY SINGLE things and WEIGHT EVERY SINGLE THIngs... and nid to take a look out dun let ANYONE touch or take any thing that i have counted. if not later will not be tally liao. i finished all my counting and after our auditor checked is ard 5.35am going to 6am liao. lucky i only got 1 mistake. 3 + 3 = 6 but i treat it as 3+3=9 haha only that 1 wrong all correct. haha so so tired.

aft the whole things, our boss said no nid to top up for morning ppl bcuz very tired liao. so pai sai let tmr ppl die. janet & i go Mac to eat breakfast den left mac ard 7am. i dun think i will Zzz liao later still nid to go out cycling w/ juan they all. haha cuz if i Zzz i will be sleepy for the whole day haiz...

i am thinking of giving up the offer/opportunity that the co giving me i dun think i can perform to that standard le. last time im very confident but not now... started losting myself. i really dunno the things that i do really wat i use to do when i was a p/t svc crew or a p/t sm. the way im doing, my parttern??? i dunno is like watever i do oso wrong, mistake. and it becum a fear am i holding back myself or am i not performing to the full??? or is it that's all i got,my potential???? i really dunno is so so stressfull. my training excessment i haven even touch yet and the outing that my boss wanted me to do not yet done too:( haiz how ya??

its happen the the auditor is our ops mgr den he suddenly asked me, baoshan i heard that you very stress how cum u are stress? i was stock that he ask and i oso dunno how to ans his qns. i only smile at him dis wat i ly to do ma.

i dunno la, sum staff say i happy go luck, everytime very hyper & happy and i ok to get along w/ but i still dun understand y i so so not gd in ppl reletion according to my boss. i try to tone dwn liao but i dunno la. i really very tired or sian liao. i dunno la i use to ly dis job but now???? is a BIG BIG ?? if i ly it or not. i dunno who i am now and where to start to excel. i already try to do my part liao but still does not meet the standard. i oso dunno if i really try my best but i think so la.... ppl started to ask mi to leave... but i dunno

27 jun 2007, wednesday

2007-06-28T01:54:00.000+08:00

Thanks frienz :)

i suddenly wrote a super long story bcuz hv been holding for quite sum time already.

today ( 27 jun ) when dwn for mgr meeting at 2pm. reach quite early, when i reach my om hv started a bit w/ janet is regarding a training chart guideline for the three mgr. ( mun yeong, janet & me) job summary - asst mgr. all three of us will be doing the same thing but the dateline is based on us ( as individual ) how long we nid to take to fulfill the job. is a long list which divided into 4 parts and into point form. for the 1st and 2nd part we can have our own timeline and we are doing the same things but the 3rd & 4th part is a personal achivement & project. three of us r'd a diff kind of project & achivement. so which means homework nid to be done and fulfill. for the 3rd & 4th part three of us hv the same dateline, in 3 months time, result mus been shown and follow by a "report" apart fm the above mention we still nid to maintain & ensure of the smooth of the operation if not no matter how gd our project is done also no use because operation is not gd and also nid to based on our staff appraisal.

project is to increase the overall sales profit in my outlet. and my personal achievment ... haiz will try. must learn to be sharp and try not to be careless and must be sensitive in things around me, not to be emotional, must be firm, must improve in my ppl relation with co worker and team player.... i give myself 3 wk each to fulfil part 1 ( 15 jul ) & 2 ( 15 aug ). hopefully can fulfil lor.

i think i really nid to fan xin fan xin... nw my two other mgr r in gd terms with my om, they gt things to tok or share but not me. i gt nothing to tok abt or feedback or share. just sit dwn n listen. jus feel bored ba?? maybe i shld say anti social. since when i becum ly this le???

so super, shi min called mi to check on me. freakly speaking im not ok i did told her. aft my meeting i when out with her. we go makan and watch movie. when i saw her she give me a soft toy. can say is my fav character. smiley face with the word dont worry be happy:) i really dunno wat to say. thank u!! i will try. we archer ( dunno hw to spell ) she also catch soft toy and give me haha. 10u 10u:) hope we can go out nxt mth.

a gift fm shi min:)

mi and the smiley & cat

on the way hm tking bus 57

26 jun 2007, tuesday

ydae ( 26 jun ), as usual i try to smile ard le but dunno y my face still black. haiz my om come dwn during her off to do tings dis is wat i noe - stress .... when i tking over the $$ fm the safe, i was counting at the safe area but in the end i end up at the back to the store counting $$ because the area i was using ppl using computer den i move to ice machine that side but i dun wan to stand cuz stomach pain so i move to back office sit dwn on the floor to count n also will not block the way. den started to heard my om voice looking for me. haiz anyway aft i have done i quicking go outside do operation. when my om ard i jus try my best to be sharp or detail on the things that my om might catch. aft my om n the other mgr finish makan they go smoke. aft they came back my om said want to tok to me at 1st we sit dwn de but in the end we go dwn n tok.

usually go dwn n tok is not really a gd thing cuz normally i will cry haha again cry but this time my crying gt part 1 and part 2. finish crying at dwnstair, go back to store the crying mood still there lucky my om not ard. haizz maybe ly wat she say im not sensitive enough on the things or im careless. i really really dun mean to overwrite the outlet chef and using the mgrs to go up. i dun have the intention to do it and i didnt even noe i m doing it. the tone i ask the kit ppl i dun tink is harsh becuz when svc staff i oso tok ly dis de ma. bu shi ma?? i nv hv the intention or wan to use the "unknown' rite to so called command ppl mei you! or mayb i nid to change to way i present myself to ppl. m i really tt bad in ppl relation? i oso hv my bad comment by ppl and neg feedback.

last time during sec iuse to have a very good ppl relation with my prefect de, sec 2 to sec 3 and welfare oso ok de. but slow i think im not equip on those things le, since i grad fm sec & prefectorial. wat i feel is tt i most of the time dun like to interact with ppl anymore. is it i dun care or wat i jus dunno. new comer i jus intro and do wat i nid to do other than that i seldom do interaction liao. dunno wat to tok abt or say abt. sorry to say lor. i oso dunno y. i oso did notice when i with my frienz most of the time i m toking abt wrk n sum catch up. wat happen at wrk gd or not gd etc... with staff i oso didnt really tok to them. dun feel ly toking so much. how lei??? give & take ... y ppl can in front of u treat u gd or when u ask them for feedback they say mei you but behind complain. nw every1 dun ly me, the respect and relationship with ppl is bad super bad... wat kind a mgr i m, such a looser i shld say. aft the tok when i get back to the store i tok i have already cool dwn liao but seeing the ppl im working with i find that whatver i do or say mus be carefull and i oso dunno hw to face dis sitution. i oso nt very prof feeling that my tears is rollong dwn soon i inform another mgr that i when to the ladies. stay in there for ard 1/2hrs i oso nv bring my phone ard. aft thinking i shld be ok i go back for ops but y m.y cum n ask mi if im ok den i cry again this time go back office cry lor. m.y bring sum servittee ( thanks) i tok i ok liao but m.y kept asking mi to go to the ladies to wash my face etc.. i jus go but cry again haiz but aft i go back to store. feelin okok. janet, & m.y left cuz they finish wrk liao. i jus cont my operation lor.

ly i say im lost... still dun hv much ideas to walk out the maze. my style or pattern of wrkin isnt ly that since last time at funan?? is this the way i carry myself since last time or because of sum tings i change my way of carrying myself n i didnt even notice??

26 June 2007, Tuesday

2007-06-26T02:57:00.000+08:00

all along i tok tt im very confident w/ myself de but nw is totally diff. m i really ly dis job?? where is the passion i that i use to have?? m i really stressing myself?? or m i too tired??? m i really cannot cope le?? i dunno!!!

nw wrk becuz of wrk. i oso not sure. i oso dunno if i have make a correct desicion or choice to go for this path. i totally losting myself. I am really LOST!!! y m i so so emotional?? the only thing i cry regarding wrk is during jefri times, the 20 litre ice tea tt i nid to carry back fm suntec to funan. the most unfair case i kanna and the CA that i r'd fm jefri, and when i forgot to order O/J, nv check who is wrking on the following morning during his shift and no staff turn up for opening n i nid to cum dwn to wrk and get scolded by him. everything my fault. not i in charge also my fault...

nw i dunno, have been very very emotional. all along i tok it will be okay for me cause jefri this type of mgr i stil survive nw this om shldnt b a problem too. all along i tink i can do it, can make it, things tt my om wan i got do shldnt be a problem, watever thing keep my om inform then shldnt b a problem le. dunno ask shldnt be a problem. all along i dun let myself affect by the rumors abt my om and i believe tt i will learn sumthing fm om. when my ops mgr ask if i wan to go hfc i told him tt too. 1 of the reason i dun wan to go hfc is bcuz to avoid ppl althought i gt st bus to go there. but stil perfer this outlet.

i dunno if im tking things too hard or m i pushing myself or wat. i dunno wat is wrong w me. i dunno m i avoiding my om cuz i find it diff fm i met during my 1st few days of wrk. nw is so called a fear to me to r'd msg or call fm my om. the only tings i always do is cry aft get scolded haha sumtime i dun ly to xpress myself, sumtime i si dunno hw to explain so give up, or dunno my ans is acceptable so give up, or dunno the ans so give up. just listen and not happy also listen. everything ok. not firm in everythings... y u ppl keep thinking that i affect by personal problem so cannot perform? i oso dunno. m i really so useless??? m i really okay at the end of the day i also dunno. i like among the mgr i gt nothing to do ly tt. my scheduling is taking over by my om bcuz my om wan mi to learn n understand until then i will get back my job. other than tt i oso dunno. sumtime the things i do i oso dunno is it wat my om wan. when get scolded then noe lor.

since tt day i get scolded during my attachment at pwp, jus nice my batt flat. i off my phone till the day i go back to wrk then i switch on again. feel very tired of answering calls and msg regarding wrk. because if r'd oso not good news. just wan to off my phone but when go back to wrk get scolded. mgr mus on their phone 24/7 no matter wat. i noe but i dunno if i wan to switch off muz inform. is ly during off, oso will r'd msg fm staff or fm the outlet. and most of the time is not a good one. sumtime already outside, enjoying or watch movie a msg or calls fm outlet make a great diff. bcuz fm my experienance it is always not a not sign and it always affect me and my friens cuz if is regarding schedule i will nid to worry and i stil outside or if i gt timedrive i will go to the outlet i noe to borrow com. to email schedule.

my friens keep on saying i no life, even off oso wrk. since when i so so no life??? i oso cannot rmbr liao. y i bcum ly tt?? y everytime is wrk, erveything is wrk?? m i crazy???

ppl tt i avoid for so long nw wrkin in the same outlet w/ me. how to face dis person i oso dunno. i hate wrking with this person. y must this person kept on saying that i not teng ta, last time at our prev outlet i so teng ta but not nw etc i dunno hw m i going to treat his person. i dunno...

past few wk i was really bother by that case. if ate didnt mention i wld even wan to rmbr it but y she wan to mention to me and let those memories come back to me again. and y da xiong go tell his team abt this thing and even his best frienz, a person that both me and ate noe. y ??!! this is a promise between mi and da xiong, y he tell his team? wat will they think. ate noe cuz she force mi to tell her the story. i told da xiong is becuz i told. da xiong best friend now both of us. but his frienz is closer w/ ate. so his frienz told ate. and ate promise his frienz not to tell any1 esp mi. so which mean da xiong best frienz gt a promise w/ da xiong not to tell and ate promise not to tell any1. n if i go ask da xiong y, he break the promise they will get into trouble. so in the end i the one shou ku. saw da xiong cannot ask. will there b any action taken to tt person, if there is wat will happen to tt person, n who will tk over his place. until nw i still dunno whether i wan to tk any action regard this a not. i dunno....

im baCK!!!!

2007-05-01T04:14:00.001+08:00

yo im BACK!!!!!

haha long time no c rite!! hai ya ppl busy ma. alot of things happenin on april o7. firstly, can't get into a ploy. anyway forget it le, i dun think i wan to go liao. erm... going for pravite sch most likely MBIS, sept intake. wahaha still thinking i wan to sign bond w/ my co or not. if sign bong that mean i muz wrk for dem ard 2yrs + but i dunno lei, i dun mind taking a bond but problem s can i wrk for tt long. total incl now + aft my stardee wrk for dem ard 7 yrs wor. stil thinking lor.

haiz i gt sumthing to tell but stil not the time yet. wahahaha anyway im glad tt my bosses give mi dis chance or i should say an opportunity to go to another, which is a totally new experianence for mi and a new challenge for mi to prove to myself n others whether i can do this anot. but i think it will be a tough wan.

1st time lei, i only a small small mgr oso gt ppl gossip abt mi wahahaha funny lor, they really got nothing better to do lei. for wat gossip abt mi. funny!!! but sumtime ppl gossip wil oso make ppl stress de lor.

nw alot of things to fullfil, to cherish my opportunity, use dis 3 mths to prove to ppl n myself i can pull it throught n do it well, uphold the name. nid to wrk hard, jia you!!!

Dinner & Dance - 3rd April 2007

2007-04-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

3 April 2007

PASTAMANIA DInnER & DAnCE @ Velvet underground - Zouk

i meet both auntie doris n auntie ariana, n we go there. we all dunno hw to go there, summore ppl give wrong information or dunno how to give direction. auntie ariana said if they said is behind the Grand Copthorne hotel den she will knoe where it located at liao.

we reach there quite early, we sit dwn chit chat. we saw our bosses oso cum so early to oversee the things. ard 6pm plus, slowly ppl coming in, get into their group as in they are own outlet. i so happy that my er ge n san ge did turn up for the DnD cuz they say they not coming ma.

when the whole thing started, my boss, mr rashid tok abt alot of things la, i oso cannot rmbr. the only thing i rmbr is that i was the 1st person to call on stage. cuz they are giving out the special award, dis awards is abt ppl whom get good compliment/feedback fm customer etc den have de la. haha im the 1st person to get. so pai sai lei, i oso didnt noe i received dis award, another person is fm cwp a part time staff. now ya received dis award i muz UPHOLD the name whenever i go attachment or what. stress lor. cannot relax liao, muz be gd to customer wahaha

get this awards gt $$$$ lei... den when i go attachment, ppl when ask am i the one getting the $$$. so paisai

i oso wiin a $60 taka voucher for lucky draw. the whole nite was ok la. ppl get drank, doing silly things when they drank. haha in the mid of the event, my bosses, zahrin n jefri, make mi drink 3 glass of burbun w/ coke (if im not wrong, find out fm ppl de) both auntie wworry abt mi, dunno i can go hm anot, cuz when they wan to sent mi hm, CNL CDP bring mi to the dance floor, den i saw alot of ppl do silly thing ya haha. i can say tt im not drank, i noe wat is happening ard mi, uncle david oso lookin for mi high n low scare i get drank or drink summore. but very bad lor, those ppl i noe saw mi ly blur blur den they check on mi whether im okay anot den they will mess up my hair de lor, very bad lei. during tt period of time when i blur blur a few ppl tk care/check on mi, uncle david, wei en, danny... aft that 3 cup i drank i msg kor liao, den he ask mi to find my da jie, but she oso ma bo liao hai. in the end uncle david bring tk cab hm. the nxt day i still wrk morning cuz tk over my boss, zahrin la he drank ma. den early morning my operation mgr call the store to check for causality. cuz the nite b4 alot of ppl get drank ma.

2 april 2007

2007-04-03T01:42:00.000+08:00

2nd april 2007, MONDAY

today when out with chew2, juan, shu zhen, evelyn n jac. we meet 1pm at kovan. but i xiao xiao tok i will b late so i msg juan told her i wil b late but in the end i reach there 1/2 an hour early. haiz soi sit at the bus stop read storybook.

both shu zhen n chew2 reach at the same time, follow by juan n eve & jac. we go superbowl 1st. we play 2 round. eve n jac not playing, they c us play den aft that they go but food cuz eve hungry le.

aft we finish with our game to go n find them n we go heartland mall cuz chew2 wan to eat, den dunno y all of us oso wan to eat except jac she nv eat cuz she dun use to eat so early de. juan, shu zhen, chew2 n i brought pan cake fm prima deli. wa the pancake yummy!!! crispy n hao chi!!

my pancake - yummpy!!!!

we walk a very long way to take bus to marine parade. we took bus 55, when we reach we nid to cross the bridge to walk to the east coast park. lucky i bring dem walk to the correct place if not get scolded by dem. cuz i haven begin there for very very long le. there s alot of changes le.

when we finally reach east coast park, we when to the cheapest place to rent the bicycle. we saw 1 shop rent for $2 per hrs so we went in n rent the bike but in the end we get cheated cuz it said fm $2. haiz.... we gt 2hrs to ride our bike. sobsob... i long time nv ride n summore i not really gd at it de lor. everytime ride into the bushes or nearly hit the tree. at 1st eve n juan guide mi along aft tt shu zhen follow mi behind. but i still not steady. can ride bui ALL RIDER pls be careful cuz anytime i will shi kong de. haha i scare ppl ring their bell when i ride or i heard the rider speeding i very stress de. i can fm 1 corner ride to another corner. i ride st le den later u will c mi move fm left to right den right to centre den to the left. not steady at all.

juan n shu zhen ride either in front or behind mi, den i will either ride slowly or fast but not steady. den i everytime ly to hit the tree, the pole or go into the bushes. den so unlucky i go into the bushes n fall. very pain lei!!!! sobsob:( nearly cry haha my 3/4 pant tore, my knee cap bleedin n my feet get cut .... luck i gt juan n shu zhen, my 1st aider. they help mi wash my wound n put plaster (dunno hw to spell) so long nv fall until ly tt lei:( so painful

my 3/4 pant tore

knee cap injure

cut on my left feet

cut on my left feet

but still continue to ride although still painful, juan help mi roll up my pant. ride the bike until i hand n arm aching. even now my left arm stil aching. sob:( i saw san lau ku n his family, they go for riding too. lucky today not so sunny ya, the weather is fine n windy. today my riding experiance very bad. but quite fun la haven ride for so long b4 but very tiring. so touch when juan, shuzhen n chew2 gt wait for mi. cus i very slow de ma. cycle alitte everytime hit the tree or wat i will stop n tk a break or slow walk with the bike. den cycle again.

aft 2 hrs, we r so tried and hot den i realise i gt brusies on my tight oso very pain wor. we wan to walk to mac to wash our hand on the way we took foto:)

chew2, eve, jac (behind)
mi n juan (in front)

chew2, eve, jac (behind)
shu zhen, juan (in front)

aft our wash up we took another foto @ mac

shu zhen, juan n mi (behind)
eve, jac n chew2 (in front)

shu zhen n i get sum drinks n we all chat for a while n decide to go mos burger for dinner. dinner at mos burger, as usual chew2 was the last 1 to finish. we stay there chit chat for awhile n home sweet home. i accompany chew2 to go gaint to but chix, frozen chix. aft tt we take bus hm too. we took the same bus. but in the end nv go supper. aft reach tp, i walk hm. actually my leg stil ok de but he wash with water i can cry ya, pain lei n my brusies very big oso. sob:( tmr wear slipper sure not nice le. today did enjoy myself, go out play play w/ my frienz :) :D

tmr result release le. haiz scary le. n tmr my co gt dnd, all mgrs, full timer, staff wrk more than 2yrs muz go n ppl wrk in GMX, PMI oso will be going. its will b held at zouk. n outlet under jacky muz wear white n outlet under zahar wear black. my outlet under jacky so nid to wear white but i dun think all will follow la. but i wil stil wear white anyway. tmr oso my sec prefectorial board investiture, dunno i wan to go ma lei, we are invited. but i dun feel ly going out summore i stil gt things to do:( dunno c 1st ba.

1 April 2007

2007-04-02T11:40:00.000+08:00

1 april 2007, sun

today my 2nd day wrk at peter shop. meet chew2 at 1.30pm at bugis but she said she will b late plus i came early so i shop at bugis 1st. after meeting her, we go to URS to but tt slipper den we go bugis street, she wan to buy her shoe den we go up to open our store.

for the wwhole day quite boring, nothing to do. sell little bit of the shirt n pant. i nothing to do so read storybk, chew2 chat w/ auntie. i bought a necklance fm auntie. den at nite i brought a watch from eric, the shop beside chew2 shop. saw pauline, she came dwn to look at her new shop n she bring a gal too.

after we cls shop, hm sweet hm. i saw my junior fm my sec prefectorial board, kevin. haiz he said he cannot recongise mi, we catch up alittle bit in bus cuz we took the same bus.

haiz today spent alot of $$...

wat i wan to say!!!

2007-04-01T02:06:00.000+08:00

hv been wrking in funan for so long le, i love wrkin there esp with the kitchen ppl. but now is diff story liao. the feeling over there feel so diff le, not ly last time le. mayb i was attach out for so long tt, i dun feel ly funan s my home anymore. its ly another attachment for mi jus tt the kitchen ppl still the same and all the malay staff except auntie doris. the sense of belonging is not there anymore le. the worst part is my schedule. i c le i will cry:( sum of the things tt i tell belle n michelle, i cant speak out to zahrin mayb scare later he tink i disrespect or wat so nv said. haiz aft i tok to him le, he den go sent email to bugis, bishan n cwp, 1 by 1. i noe bugis nid ppl bcuz belle told mi. at the beginning he did ask i can go attachment ma, i say can except tmp la too far le. but he only attcach mi to cine. tts all, n slowly aft lina clear her off etc... i oso slowly no schedule over there plus funan too, oso no schedule. funan gt 3 full time mgr + mi 1/2 = 3.5mgr. i was counted as 1/2 cuz i was part time ma. so no matter they go on leave, off etc... there still will b 2 full time mgr, so i bcuz extra de.

den on the 30 mar, i wrk at shaw chew2 msg mi ask if i wan to wrk at her place tt side cuz her boss nid ppl. b4 i agree w/ her, i still check w zahrin, elieen n lina. all say i can carry on w/ my plan cuz i not wrking on 1st april. so wants i confirm le, i give chew2 my reply. den 31st mar, belle called ask for attachment for 1st april, elieen msg ask mi to go shaw wrk full shift on 1st april. all i rejected, cuz i will b wrking at chew2 place ma, i already agree w. her le ma. n i hv check w/ dem le, they say NO schedule for mi so i can make my plan la. if not wat i wan to do, sit dwn n WAIT for dem meh... is ly now everything not systematic, communtion breakdwn, not well plan etc. now i oso dunno my dis wk schedule, any attachment or wat. i noe wil b going to bishan for attachment for opening wat time finish i dunno. i oso dunno if i nid to call bishan to ask wat time finish n abt sum taking over procedure(key, safe, bank etc..) cuz i dunno wat i wan to do. n summore on the 22nd apr bishan wan mi to wrk but i gt wrk on funan too, oso clsing. i msg zahrin he say he wil check, den i ask him abt wat time finish den he told mi he off will check. haiz i saw the scheldule he wrk on stock tk, but in the end i wrong la i look at the april schedule for mgr. my fault la too k.s le. zahrin said most likely there will be a movement but dunno la. anyway apply for another p/t job le at most wrk 2 places lor shld b 3 cuz plus chew2 tt side.

at least let mi noe, wat happening ard, whether u all wan mi anot, wan mi to leave or stay, at least i noe wat is going on, i feel insecure w. dis job now, cuz i dunno when i got schedule, when i dun have. if u all wan mi go let mi noe of cuz i wil b super bu suan de. but bo bian den leave lor haiz

28 mar & 29 mar 2007

2007-03-30T08:18:00.001+08:00

28 mar 07. wed

today go interview for job but not sucessful. aft the interview, i met shimin at novena. we long time nv go out le ma. we go tcc hv our lunch, n chit chat. we stay there quite long n oso rain heavily. the food there not bad wor... :) we took sum foto over there oso.

aft that bring mi to bring my bade gift, very paisai lei. but stil not decide yet so we proceed to somerset to watch movie 1st. when we reach there we go to more than words to c soft toys... but still nv buy anything yet. i told her we later go pmk c the bag, wwhich i saw it at ps.

while waitin for the movie, we go to OCBC bank sum where dwn th e street. on the way back to cine, i saw ah chai. hehe ly long time nv c him le.

we watch the messagers. woh... so scary!!! lucky shimin sit beside mi, i kept holdin her. haha dun mistaken ya... the sound effect power wor. scare mi to death. haiz

aft the movie we go to bugis, we go to wallet shop den go to pmk. we brought the bag, hehe but shimin paid. she buy the bag for my bdae present. hehe thank you!!! aft tt we go to the book shop buy stationery. we brought quite alot wor. but dis time ard i paid cuz pai sai ya, she paid for mi for my lunch den i paid the stationery. hehe

aft tt we walk ard den go to tcc to hv a drink again, haha cuz wait for time. cuz i wan to look for belle nid her suggestion i cannot ta han le. shimin so gd accompany mi, thank u!! once again she treat mi again. haiz make mi paisai!!

ard 10pm+ we go pmi to look for belle, n chat for awhile den we left. shimin n i took the same bus but she alight at thomson hospital there.

having fun ya... will go out together again. :)

29 mar 07, thurs

today go out w/ juan, shu zhen n her friend. meet at somerset. it rain super heavily. we go to mos to look c newspaper. when the rain stop, we oso almost done. we walk dwn to taka actually they went up to the office le but in end nv go for interview. den we walk all the way to far east n their plan s shopping haha for mi, i when to marina sq to find michelle. apply job over there, actually i dun wan to tel her de but dunno y lei i go n tell her n go there apply lor but nid to wait for 2 wks cuz her xiao da ge on leave. we catch up a little, den she brought shushi for chef leong.
so i nid to b delivery gal, deliver it to chef leong at funan cuz i oso nid to go there to hv a chat w my BOSsssss. haiz

aft the tokin session, i go tp meet my lau ma. haiz gt wrk Zzz late nv wrk oso slp late n oso super tired. 30 mar wrk at shaw hse, very "last min" they let mi noe on the 29 mar. anyway i oso agree to wrk, if not how since tue onward i dun hv any schedule for both shaw and funan, for 13 days lei. den wrk 1 day no schedule again wat to do so i go for job hunting lor.

whole wk, gt wrk or no wrk oso nid to go somerset area. haiz

27 mar 07

2007-03-28T01:45:00.000+08:00

27 mar 07, tuesday

today, go for job hunting w juan. we meet at vivo city. when we reach we when to the Mac at HFC, we sit dwn n eat ice cream n read new paper. actualy at 2.30pm we nid to go pearl central cuz there s a tok abt the tution centre. the day b4 i call the person the job s ly a tution coordinator but in the end i did not go cuz dun trust the thing. haha

aft we did sum calling we proceed to dhoby ghaut to job in the end we go shopping haha we bought blouse fm mickey mouse shop. den we proceed to somerset, in the end oso nv go for interview but we go to library borrow books.

tired lei walk for the whole day. juan, she wan to go to art frienz but they doing stock tk so nv open. den wan to go more than words, they gt co event so cls.

27 mar 2007

2007-03-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

26 mar 2007, monday

reach cnl ard 9.30am, as usual do the same things pack watever i nid for n walk to shaw hse. im done ard 10am n i walk to shaw, dis morning wrkin w/ ah hau. when i reach shaw, aft awhile lina called ask y nv wait for uncle david, no 1 ask mi to wait for uncle david how i noe muz wait. aft put dwn her phone unlce david called n ask the same thing. when i left the cook and CDP nv said anything so i jus go la.

get already with all the things and preparation, half way through esther called our a/c called ask mi to fax the cash recon for sat n sun for her. ah hau do very fast wor b4 11am he already finish erverything and Zzz le. the other cook at 11am still buzy doin the preparation. today not much sales but alot of ppl. alot of ppl queueing for the CCS ( not so sure is it correct) sum sort of games. that games worth $80 lor. is a new game la, 27 mar den wil launch to the public. today those ppl queuein are the 1st batch of ppl getting the new game.

tonite wil b doin clsing w/ kelvin. both of us go nothing to do, he play his game, i do sum wriping lor. super boring. ard 6pm+ kor suddenly appear, he oso came dwn for the game de and update the pos. hehe so happy to c him. he stay until ard 8pm+ den go home. kelvin n i slack until 9.25pm start to cls everything le. no ppl n biz...

today juan told mi abt sumthing tt make mi stock n surprise. cannot belive u noe!! really very scare if i c the real things. shit....sob sob

25 mar 2007

2007-03-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

25 mar 2007, sunday

haiz today nearly late for wrk! really super tired lor, full shift for 5days incl today. i did set my alarm but i switch off n continue to Zzz den i wake up look at my phone its already 9.21am le, i hurry jump up n prepare to go wrk. i start wrk at 10am lei. haiz tk cab to wrk if not how... reach CNL ard 9.42am ly tt. i hurry up prepare the things i nid for shaw and walk to shaw hse to open the store. i reach shaw ard 10.15am, done w/ my preparation ard 10.40am den i go Mac buy breakfast to eat.

today is a boring day, dun have much sales at shaw n no ppl. haiz 1hrs plus, there can b NO sales. sian lor. wrip everything le, top up everything le. den nothing to do slack lor. lucky tonite wrk w/ ah hing. can chit chat to ta fa time. haha haiz he took my hp n look see look c, wats inside. so pai sai he lor he go n c all my photo inside my hp. den we tok abt his CDP(cnl) and alot la. he goin to resign soon, on 12 april. when i 1st attach to shaw hse,i wrk w/ him b4 a few time but dis few time we nv tok de lor. he very quite den i oso dun tok to him. until 1 day he called my name n inform mi abt sumthing out of stock den fm den on we at least gt tok to each other lor.

tonite finish super fast on ppl den we sumhw cls early wor. den we leave shaw together den i go back to CNL to pass dem things. reach there ard 10pm. haha

sian lor. dis cuming wk i only wrk 1 day only wor!!! funan dun hv my schedule, shaw oso mei you. haiz muz consider to find another job le.

23 march 2007

2007-03-24T01:37:00.000+08:00

23 mar 2007, Friday

reach CNL quite early. pack watever i nid for shaw le, wait for uncle david sent us to shaw hse. today wrk w/ sum1 new but gt experiance de la. last time work in scott, USQ. nw at CNL. when he tok direct alot of vuglar de lor. uncle david sumhow gt said dun tok to him. haha today wrk with him(andy lam), he ask mi alot of things. or shld say nag dunno la. ask dis thing put where, where to get dis etc ly i wrk in kitchen de. but the things i noe i wil tell him la those i dunno den no choice lor cuz i only attachment ma, how will i noe so much. he look very firece lei, ly gangster ly tt. hehe

ard 3pm+, ah hing cum to tk over him. dis few days ya cannot anyhow mention ppl de lor cuz most of the time when i mention dem aft awhile they appear. ah hing is 1 of dem same goes to havi haha. now all the kitchen staff in CNL i noe dem le only CNL svc crew i dunno. aiyo ah hing cum to wrk ly go picnic ly tt gt alot of food ya. he treat mi eat bread. haha i oso cook sum pasta to eat. gt a period no ppl so we slack ard chit chat den i oso go in help him pick clams. den bluetooth songs. he lent him my hp den he look c look c. he saw 1 photo which i taken w/ my cousin. i dunno how old is he but he is small la. he dare to say he is my son nv get scolded by mi b4.

today, xi ke call mi, our asst area chef called. ask mi funny funny qns. haha so kind of him, thanks for the concern. scare i will get bully. hehe anyway shld b no problem de la. ah hing and i relax relax den ard 6pm - 7pm slowly there are a constant crowd but still manageable lor. no problem de.

royston lau, my cousin when movie w. his galfriez n frienz pass by say halo to mi. aft the crowd is clear i go long john buy fries but in the end i gt a free fries. hehe actually tonite ah hing wait for mi den we can leave the store de cuz i finishin soon. but all b4 of the $$ if not can leave together le.i count so long dunno where short $$ in the end is i write wrong fig and assume it s $140, no wonder i short so much scare mi to death. short $38.80 lor. when i realise i wrote $140 but it shld b $180. but dunno y when i count the $$ physcially and manually but wrong alot of time den until sumtime den i realise the mistake. haiz mayb too tired le cannot concentrate tt much.

22 mar 07

2007-03-23T00:52:00.000+08:00

22 mar 2007,thursday

dis week frm 21 to 25 mar will be attach to shaw hse doning full shift. wahaha haiz lucky gt shaw hse cuz funan dun hv my schedule for 2wks. sob:( although s shaw hse sales not very high but oso very tired de lei. report to CNL @ 10am and do sum preparation for shaw hse, pack baked rice, lasagne, salad etc den bring to shaw hse. den reach shaw le, nid to unpack prepare to open the shop den run biz. gt ppl time wil pass quite fast but no ppl time really goes super slow. den thingd nid to do i oso do le, top up, do maintainance do until i oso dunno wat i can do den i wil keep on top up the cheese and chilli flake. so there wil b sum overstock lor. haiz busy oso die cuz 1 ppl only nid to do cashier, pack, etc.. but stil ok lor.

actually i didnt realise that the DnD fall on the 3rd april, all along i tok it was 10th april. lucky nv plan to go out w/ juan they all on the 3rd april if not hw ya. the D&D complsory all muz go de haiz. nid to wear white top cuz diff area wear diff color. jackys' area wil wear white and zahars' area wear black. die lor 3rd april result shld b out le, stress!!

haiz i misunderstood him le. anyway is not avoidin can le. haha dis few days muz tk care of my stomach if not ly tt day, nv eat still can throw out so many times and mt dizzyness. haiz muz eat regulary but wil try lor. sumtime i eat not bcuz i hungry cuz i feel ly eating wat i wan to eat ly craving for wat i wan if no craving den i will hardly eat lor. drink gassy drink la sure full de. haha sumtime s no appertite so nv eat. haiz dunno c 1st lor.

Lyric: Way Back Into Love by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett « The Life and Rants of SiwwyPig

2007-03-21T00:06:00.001+08:00

Lyric: Way Back Into Love by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett « The Life and Rants of SiwwyPig

20 march 2007

2007-03-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

20 mar 07, tue

i watch dis moive w/ my ma n sis. is a gd movie. i love the song - way back into love. stil tryin to find tt song.

Lyrics: Way Back Into Love

Cora:

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead

I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I’ve been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

Alex:

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need em again someday

I’ve been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

Chorus: [Both]

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can’t make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh

Cora:

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs

I know that it’s out there

There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

Alex:

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light

Not just somebody just to get me throught the night

I could use some direction

And I’m open to your suggestions

Chorus: [Both]

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can’t make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

Cora:

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

Both:

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can’t make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do And if you help me to start again

You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

y bcum like dis?!!

2007-03-20T00:50:00.000+08:00

y bcum like dis??!!!

acutally i still feeling bad and regret about canceling the supper on the 18 mar. is not bcuz of him i cancel is bcuz i no mood liao. chef nag at mi for the whole day, staff ly shit den my mood oso go crazy lor. haiz

i ly to wrk w/ chef leong de. he is a good shi fu, nice person but he very strict when come to work. i do respect him but most of the time i feel stress wrking with him cuz he will nag and nag to mi abt my staff doing shit things, slacking ard etc... i noe he is pushing mi to handle my staff and his helping mi. but i oso dunno wat to do. they are ppl in my age grp, same age but i higher rank, same sch w/ dem too but i grad liao. sum wrk w/ dem b4 when im a staff. mayb i shld say i scare or pai sai ba. i oso dunno. most of the time im too soft and not firm, so hw they listen to mi. when i told dem to do things or wat they ly to give excuse, give mi face. i oso angry ma. so sumtime i wil hide inside office do things den chef wil said mgr shld b at the front line not in the office etc... haiz how lei??

michelle lei she will say i cancel buz him not goin which is not true lor. the day b4 i msg him he no reply den i oso dun care. den on tt day itself i wake early wear nice nice prepare to wrk and look forward for the supper de. morning i mgs him the last time stil no reply cuz tt time he promise he wil go ma den nw msg no reply. den i oso on feelin i jus as per normal wrk. jus tt whole day chef nag at mi, staff dun listen, no respect so i no mood to go lor. so regret u noe, chef ly look forward ly tt den i cancel i nv tell him cuz the day b4 he say he mayb he cannot go, den morning he oso nv say anything abt the supper i oso pai sai to ask cuz he already noe the supper is for my bdae de. haiz

u noe sum ppl say or the book say sum ppl on matter wat only can b frenz or god bro/sis but if cross over that line that frienzship or wat ever ship is it wil bcum NOTHING. i everytime avoid ppl but i really afraid he wil avoid mi too. all along i hv ly him for ard/ almost 2yr le. he oso noe it. but he stil treat mi the same as b4 nv avoid, jus tt he dunno wat to do w/ mi. haiz i treat him ly bro ly tt, wil msg or email him if i gt problem or trouble but 99.9999% he will nv reply de. i jus msg or email cuz i jus wan to fa xie. but nw i dunno y i feel ly he s avoidin or wat, jus feel diff. scare tt i really hv cross over tt LINE le. mayb i sensitive or wat but jus feel dis way. anyway i hv decide to stop to hv crush for him le but can make it anot is another story. muz stop liao.

i gt dis 2 reg customer, 1 of dem haven c him for sumtime le. gt once his sis cum to mi ask alot of qns, in the end s she wan to get my nos for her brother but i nv give. since den when he come i avoid serving him liao. den my another reg customer. he did ask mi a few time when i wil off den let him noe cuz he wan to bring mi out and he did msg mi 3 time same msg but nv reply. haiz i think soon he will b the 1 i will avoid next le. how lei?? reg customer lei. the other s our cook but nw in another outlet le. i oso avoid when he ask mi out and msg mi. hai y i so bad do dis kind of things. avoid ppl when i dun wan ppl to avoid mi.

Outing With Ah Jie, Chew2 and Juan - 19 mar 07

2007-03-20T00:23:00.000+08:00

Outing - Kbox (19 mar 07, mon)

todae wake up very early at ard 6.45am to 7am. at 1st i tok i will b better aft sum slp but wake up stil the same. stil throw out although i tk sum milk n cracker. empty stomach stil can throw out and my head super dizzy wor.

den i go Zzzz again leave my computer on. wake up at ard 11.40++ to 12 noon. stil a little unwell but grab sum cake to eat but eat a few mouth i throw away le cuz my stomach ly cannot take it liao. haiz get prepare go out with juan they all cuz we plan to go out on monday ma.

when i step out of hse i go buy plum juice to drink and den go bus stop wait for bus to marina sq. i met chew2 first den both of us when to marina sq k-box meet juan n ah jie. both of dem pass mi their gift haha we from 2pm sing until 7pm. haha sing until very high wor. but i okok la very cold lor n i forgot to bring jacket. haiz but stil enjoy the k-ing session. 2nd time, ah jie join us for outing. everytime ask her, she either no $$ or not free haiz

aft k-ing we go for dinner, actually i feel ly eatin tim sum n my noddle soup de but my stomach ly cannot put in tim sum so i but soup noddle lor. aft we finish eating, ah jie and juan but nag at mi lor cuz i nv eat den throw out esp ah jie haiz dun feel ly eatin den i dun eat ma but seldom dis kind of thing wil happen de. haiz wil tk note lor.

after dinner juan and ah jie go home 1st mi and chew2 go walk. chew2 brought a pair of jean n i brought sumting fm young hearts. den we sit at Mac wait for michelle to go hm together ma. hehe den while waiting chew2 n i chat lor.

very bad lei. let chew2 caught mi walkin back to another bus stop tk bus 57. cuz i hv the same bus stop with michelle and chew2. with michelle is bus 56 and with chew2 is bus 57. but i walk w/ michelle ma but michelle board the bus 1st so i walk to another bus stop tk bus 57 lor. cuz bus 57 drop opp my hse ma and bus 56 nid to walk a long way.

MY Bdae Present!!!

2007-03-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

My Birthday Present From My Frienz

Water Bottle frm Dennis,
Hand Made earring, foldin paper and mermaid shoe by my honey juan,
Duck Duck paper holder and 2 lady fig frm ah jie
shoulder bag (tt i wanted for so long) frm honey chew2
Osim health sole and osim ipen by sam(osim nxt door-funan)

Surprise cake by Shidah and Diyana-thank you!!:)

Mini Curry Chix and Hot basil Chiz Calzone done by Xiao Di Nelson

Thank you so much!!! really appreciate it! so touch. muckz.... haha

WHAT A DAY!

2007-03-18T20:56:00.000+08:00

haha today my bdae wor, quite happy and lookin forward for the supper. wake up early prepared to wrk. reach funan is super early wor, brought 3 curry puff for er ge n san ge ( ah chai and tai wee) haha dis yr will b my 3rd yr wrking in funan during my bdae but dis yr no 1 noe my bdae n i nv tell too. haha

When i reach Funan i do my opening thingy, n sum to do thingy. everything run quite smoothly! At the later part of the day started to get nag n nag by CHEF liao all becuz of my staff. HAIZ As promise dennis said he wanted to visit mi and he did came down if not he surely get scolded by mi de. He came dwn with his friend and my present:) I was surprise that he know my bdae. he and his friend ate pasta and pizza. They stay for quite sumtime, i did drop by to chat with him and im running with 2 staff. i sent all my staff for makan n i do cashier. i was busy inside den CHEF came in and told mi that my staff outside read magazine and i inside busy. When she take over cashier i go into office want to do my things de but CHEF inside do his things but i stil stay in the office. Fter he okay i use the computer to do my product knowledge test for the staff, CHEF oso nag say you very free hor do this kind og things. got permission by boss ma n is for staff haiz den i close everything and go outside lor.

in the evening part started no mood le so i told michelle the supper is cancel le. Then 6pm le my the othere TWO ataff haven turn up and never call the store, summore both came in together and never explain to mi why they are late so i oso nv said anything i jus told them i will cut your hrs by 1/2hrs. den the whole nite i nv go out and help dem i stay in cashier area wrip the fridge etc. i think i crazy suddenly wan to cry den i go cry la. haha xiao le.

den CHEF suddenly oso xiao le, ask me not to b moody dun think keep quiet i dunno todae ur bdae and he ask mi so hw where we all wan to go for supper. ydae he told mi most likely he cannot den today he say can but i cancel le. haiz acutally quite regart abt not going for supper.

my 2 female staff surprise mi with a small pcs of cake for my bade. nv told dem b4 they oso noe. haha make mi cry oso. haiz den osim oso noe and sam give mi present oso (osim thingy). my xiao di do a small small curry puff for mi too. haha

i whole day nv eat anytings only 1 soup, 1 large ice milo done by ah chai n 1 cup of ice tea done by mi. den on the way home start to feel unwell le. head start to spin le i buy 1 lite of milk to drink oso no use. drink already all vomit out. eat wat vomit vomit my stomach totally reject my food, and stomach empty stil vomit all acid. die le how!!?

HAPPY:)

2007-03-17T01:33:00.000+08:00

16 march 2007, friday

wahaha

todae, wake up ard 11am cuz will b goin out w/ chew2 b4 wrk. meet her at 1pm. so i get ready le left my hse ard 12noon. reach toa payoh interchange ard 12.11pm, so i go CD shop buy CD-R 4 michelle, cuz help her burn songs. sunday stil nid 2 dwnload songs for her n put inside her mp3.

den chew2 msg mi, said tt she stil @ hm makan n wil b late. so i go popular shop lor, acutally today i wil get a FREE hp wor. sum1 left his hp @ the stationery section where i was standin n s behind mi only wor. sony phone wor hehe but i where gt so bad tk things tt r nt belong 2 mi, i continue 2 choose my pen den aft so long tt guy appeared n tk back his phone.

to my surprise, william msg mi ask if we nid to go co anot n r we goin. cuz he in sch clearin his SC thingy. den dunno in the end he said wan to meet us @ ard 3pm cuz he wan to go ps. but in the end he go far east look for us 1st la. haha

chew2 n i reach far east @ ard 1.30pm ba den we shop ard n but clothes. hehe we brought the same design of clothes bt diff color. den we look for the bag tt i hv been lookin for mths. n to my SURPRISE, chew2 said c which bag i wan the bag fm inks or the bag i wanted for so long de, she wan to buy it for my birthday gift. hehe so sweet of her. haha paisai

we brought the bag which i wanted for so long. hehe den we brought another bag at the same shop, chew2 n i buy the same bag oso. mon we wil bring tt bag for our grp outing 2 k-box:)

we meet william n we walk to ps together. actually he wan to go spotlight buy sum hand craft thingy. aft he buy wat he wan, we stil cont shopping. we when to basement, pmk, nw they gt discount wor until mth end wor. i brought 1 tee shirt, chew2 brought 2 tee shirt too.

both chew2 n i start wrk at 6pm so we left ard 5pm but chew2 at nite aft her wrk she cum dwn to funan look for mi. hehe acutally she cum dwn not to find mi de s bcuz of the haiwaiian pizza:( haiz sad:( hehe jk

scare mi jus nw, i tok my pos go crazy liao cannot checkout den i call kor but lucky small problem haha actually wan to remind him abt supper on sunday but in the end i oso nv tell him cuz he ly rushing ly tt. haiz

anyway i treat her the pizza haha wa she really hungry lei, only awhile lei she finish half of the pizza le. 1 of the cook said she s my xiao mei haha den we when hm together.... hehe todae bcuz chew2 cum dwn so i finish quiet fast n sit outside w/ her cuz my staff n uncle washer haven finish. if not i finish le i will stil slack in the office do other things n i usually stay until quiet late den go hm de. i oso dunno wat i do. haiz

anyway today v happy la. thank u chew2 for the gift. haha :)

ExAm fINallY OveR

2007-03-15T16:04:00.000+08:00

Yeah !! exam over le!! haiz my nw stress le... waiting for RESULT!!! still no confident w/ the paper. do revision paper, no problem but do actual paper... haiz

now paper over le, will start to wrk le. jus recieve a call from michelle... hehe ydae she called ask if i wan to go k-ing w/ dem but too bad preparing for auditing. den jus nw she called asked if i wrking todae cuz todae they wil b goin to party world for k-ing. hehe so later aft wrk i wil b joining dem. wahahah:) tmr wil go far east w/ chew2 b4 go wrk... we go far east shopping:)

13 March 2007, Tuesday

2007-03-13T19:49:00.000+08:00

today s our a/c paper. not very confident w/ my a/c paper. really scare cannot make it to poly. haha fm the days i started to count dwn 4 my exam, even i have not get started i dun feel any worry lei, i still can slack n Zzz 4 the whole day. haiz how?! if i continue ly tt no nid go ploy le. very lazy wor... :(

thur, 15 mar will b auditing exam le wor.... haven finish stardee yet... muz jia you le!!! jus nw aft the paper juan, ah jie n chew2, we when to find mrs thanni but she not in so we stand outside chit chat for awhile, toking abt the a/c paper den i suddenly break dwn. wahaha i xiao xiao de ma, really scare ma. cuz dis the final paper to determine i can get my cert. haiz so pai sai cry in front of dem haha

24 Feb 2007, Saturday

2007-02-24T23:22:00.000+08:00

wow... long time nv write blog le!! busy ya, i oso dunno i busy abt?! wrk n sch n wrk n sch haha tt's my life. alots of things happened ya. hehe

i get audit by my 2 area mgr, mr zahar n mr jacky, mr loke, mr rashid. scare mi, 1 shot 4 top management ppl cum dwn. hai but i pass my audit. i get 81.75% hehe actually can get higer de but the modelrate my result.

den i when out supper w/ ah leong n michelle last mth cuz stock tk ma. 1st time go supper with ah leong. den not long ago go supper with michelle aft wrk at ard cineleisure the kopi shop. the following day, when supper again with kor, michelle at ard national library aft our wrk. hehe:) long time nv hv supper w/ kor n michelle le.

feb onward i keep on goin for attachment, i go shaw hse for attachment and sumtime go cineleisure for attachment too. now suppotin tt side summore top up my hrs. sad lei, seldom go back to funan. sobsob is ly go attachment for too long when go back to my own outlet the feelin is diff. is ly another attachment. cuz over at funan things change. the only ppl i stil familar w/ are the kitchen side. but chef ah leong everytime very firece to mi wan. hai everytime get scolded by him de lor:(

cny i oso wrking cuz i cant celebrate dis yr so i wrk la. nothing to do.hehe everyday wrk n wrk n wrk.... very soon my final yr exam is cuming!!! 13 mar n 15 mar my final yr exam. aft tt i grad fm ITE le.

haven stardee for exam lei how??!!!

muz wrk SUPER hard le!! i choose NP, and my 1st choice for the course s accountancy, follow by bankin and finance and biz studies.

think abt it i hv been wrkin fm 3 feb until now. haven off yet. hehe wil off on the 27 feb cuz go eat steamboat w/ my classmate. den off on 1 mar and 2 mar cuz gt performance for chinese orchestra. i think i wil not be at wrk for the 2nd week of march cuz prepare for my exam. aft my exam i will wrk until my ploy start hehe.

lucky my bade is aft the exam ya haha. but i plan to wrk on tt day 100% i will b wrking :)

25 Jan 2007

2007-01-26T00:58:00.000+08:00

25 Jan 2007, Thursday

lucky today start school at 10am. i wake up at ard 9am, very tired ya, summore the weather is so cooling:) haiz today gt wrk, zahrin s our new asst outlet mgr. jefri go tampines le, he surely hate mi so much de haiz.

24 jan, heard fm vicky tt jefri called him n say tt he nid not go tampines w/ him le, he wil stay at funan. for mi, i oso stay in funan. zahrin told mi tt ydae jacky n jefri hving a meetin. den today i report to wrk, aft awhile sum1 called, he recorgise my voice but he is looking for zahrin. tt person s our asst area mgr, jacky. he called ask zahrin hw's everything n wat i overheard is tt i will b staying in funan for the moment:) hehe tt's gd news for mi:)

actually when i saw my mgr schedule for feb i can cry ya, my schedule really really very little compared to wat i hv last time. haiz bo bian we gt 3 full time mgr lei n jefri hv warned mi le ma, n he wan to bring mi to tampines w/ him but in the end i turn him dwn the very last min. mayb i wil go for attachment to top up my hrs lor. haiz :(

sumtime i jus wan to find ppl to listen to mi but if i tell mitch she wil ask mi stop tokin abt jefri haiz. cuz i really disagree w/ the way he say abt my ren ke lei. say until i ly tt. buit over le den forget it lor. wrkin w/ jefri for 1yr plus, wat i can say abt him i oso dunno. wat i always think of him is tt he very fierce. n i dun ly him the very day he take over funan. i dunno y,jus dun ly him bcuz... mayb ly wat belle say as frienz stil can but not as a collegues ba. mayb i hv been baise i oso dunno. i think i hate abt him is that i dun ly him sayin he s a fair person, i oso forget y le. i jus feel bad for not informin him tt i have informed jacky tt am i not goin to tampines w/ him. n sum of the things he said to mi. i jus feel bad abt it. but if i told dem they wil scold mi or ask mi to stop tokin abt him de.

today, whole nite get scolded by ah leong. haiz bcua of the potato salad. vicky la, say ah kun say tt potato salad 5days den i go ask ah leong, he say 4days. den ah leong say ask vicky to call ah kun to find out how many days. den comfrim s 4days. den ah leong angry la, he say i e 1 in charge, u dun believe mi den nxt time dun ask mi go ask ah kun. den e whole nite he keep on sayin ly tt. haiz last time i use to call ah kun, lau da de. den since tt day onwards when i c him i dun even wish to call him but bcuz of wrk sumtime i wil call him, ah kun lor. n im not tt cls w/ him anymore le.

will b staying in FUNAN...

2007-01-25T01:08:00.000+08:00

will b staying @ FUNAN 1st

gd news!! wil stay in funan 1st nid to wait c whether wil b movin out anot. when n where i oso dunno but comfirm not TAMPINES.

actually ah chai remind mi tt whether i wil b go to tamp or not wil sure get scolded. n if i unlucky go tamp i wil get scolded + suffer over there. nw not goin but get scolded lor. i oso dunno hw to explain. haiz long story. feel bad la... haiz

anyway, power to mi late for sch 3days st. nv go assembly n lesson. mon late for 2hrs, tue late for 1hrs. wed late for 1 hrs sumore gt auditing test n i nv attend lesson. die la if i ly dis everytime. sumore last semt of my sch term grad soon stil do dis kind of tings. later debar hw??! haiz bo bian i very sleepy sumore lazy to wake up how lei. dis few days feel sleepy n tired. my energy ly flat.

fright for it

2007-01-22T01:26:00.000+08:00

21 jan 2007, sunday

dis morning i wrkin w/ ah leong n tai wee. i finally tell dem i wil b moving out le. but ah leong say dun tell mi. cuz he say im the person who s complaintin n yet i stil go w/ him. den he go smoke so i tell tai wee only he listen to mi. haiz ah leong say im findin excuse for myself... maybe he s rite. ly wat michelle said i scare of changes. i rather suffer w/ him n refuse to go 4 changes. haha i very ruan. i dunno y im so afraid of changes. mayb i scare, scare of wat i oso dunno, scare to be alone, scare to start all over again...

when i was a main committee member in the prefectorial board i always tell my prefect tt as a leader, u muz b confident w/ urself, begin able 2 attempt 2 the changes ard u, believe in yourself etc... the qualities of a leader but it seem tt the above mention s not w/ mi anymore.

felt super tired todae, wrkin FULL shift n im quite lazy to wrk, slack ard go office sit dwn look at the computer n fax machine n do sum paper wrk, go thro every folder in the computer. sent my staff for makan except tt i nv myself 4 makan. the whole day i oso didnt really rmbr wat i ate for 1 whole day. haiz

dun feel ly goin to school later (22 jan 2007, monday), feel ly slp at hm, but later gt auditin prjoect haiz bo bian muz go, at most i nv go assemble ma. haha

decide to tok to jacky le, tok to him c if there s any turn over for me. n wat s the plan for mi. where will i b moved, wat the management intend to do w/ mi. i hv no idea at all. nw waitin for jacky to comfirm a time so tt we can tok. n im not wrkin tmr, so we cannot tok in the store haha i cant let him noe i tok to jacky ma, cuz if dis thing s nt approved i will stil b wrkin w/ him lei. i dun wan to die so fast. haha changes...!!!

sad

2007-01-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

moved out

when jefri told mi tt he wil be transfer out i was so happy in the sense tt i wld b wrkin w/ him le. but at tt point no 1 noe who wil b cuming in to tk over. n i happily announced to kor n mitch, haha

until thur(18 jan) jefri msg mi ask if i can cum in early cuz he wan to tok to mi den i reply ask s it i did anything wrong again n he wan to scold mi. but in the end he is tellin mi tt he s bring mi along to tampines. he did explain to mi y he wld ly to bring mi along but i dunno am i making the rite decision.

little stress abt dis cuz moved out of FUNAN to a totally new place, new ppl, a high vol store ... i did heard tt mayb the management plan to put mi as floated, when the outlet not enuf mgr i wil go sumting ly tt. den sau mayb go cwp. but i nv expect it to b so SOON n i nv even prepare oso. the feelin v complicated. leavin my comfort zone, the ppl im wrkin w/, ppl in the kitchen side n both aunties. all along they help mi alots in 1 way or the other be it when im a svc crew or a mgr nw. they help mi alot, give mi advise n support n encourgement. very se bu de lei. esp cum to my emotion, can say tt im a emtional person.

actually i stil plan not to tell sum of the kitchen ppl de but i tink jefri tell dem le lor, cuz i wld ly to tell dem personally but dunno hw to kuai kou. goin sumwhere far fm my hse n wil b wrking w/ jefri agian. same boss diff outlet. i scare they scold esp kor n mitch haha but mitch da jie nv scold la, she say dis s wrk so she wld scold. hehe

my feelin very diff when i comfrim tt i wil b moved out. i feel very heavy, esp when i started to pack sum of my things, do sum paper wrk for handling over. feel very despress. can feel my tears rollin but in the end stil gt cry, when i stay in the office alone la haha cuz i hv been stayin in that place for 2yrs plus le i have developed a strong feelin over there ma, gd memories, frienz, my reg customer. everything nid to restart again go back to the beginning n start all over again which i really hate it. i oso dunno i can i survive w/ my emtional feelin for the nxt 10 days.

MISS DEM n SE BU DE haha
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18 jan 2007

2007-01-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

18 Jan 2007, Thursday

im back aft so long. many many things happened fm 1 jan until nw. wats my plan for dis whole yr i stil clueless. i only noe i wan to go ploy aft grad fm ite. haiz i haven really enjoy myself 4 super long time le. wrk, sch, hm everyday same rountine. i bcum wrkholic liao.

since i was a svc crew i use to c mgr come n go, staff come n go until i promoted oso the same. i hv heard tt there will b movement 4 mi but dunno when. but now im the 1 leaving FUNAN, a place tt i have been there 4 such a long time, 2 yrs 1 mth. i hv gain experiance, make frienz w/ my cook, chef, both auntie, many many memories. chef ah leong jus cum back now i go haha sob sob. the feelin 4 mi s super complicated. i really love dis place n the ppl, i mean the chef, cook n both auntie. i really miss dem really cant bare to leave dis outlet. i really hate it when there is movement cuz ppl i ly to wrk w/ wil go, n nid to make new changes etc... i will b stayin at FUNAN until end of dis mth den nxt mth i wil b in the new outlet le. nid to attemp new ppl, changes, environment .... sobsob haha dunno will cry on my last day ma haha i so emotional de

todae i already started to go little bit crazy le dun hw i will ta han until end of dis mth.... haha when i c my reg customer i muz rmbr to tell dem i will b transfer out. haven c dem 4 so long nw c dem s sayin farewell haha miss my reg customer wor. dunno y when i saw my reg customer i feel v happy n usually i wil chat w/ dem catch up alittle bit.

if i tell mitch n kor abt i will b transfer out n wil stil wrk w/ him, they wil scold/shout at me/shake their head haha bo bian meiling da jie wil b goin 4 hybrid.

i really scare of the new changes tt i wil b facing.... meetin new ppl, new environment....

yr 2007

2007-01-01T15:12:00.000+08:00

01 01 07, Monday

1 yr hv passed, everything s so happenin. meet new friends, new challenges...but to mi i ly no feelin abt those festive session le not ly last time. s ly whether it s a festive session or not its the same to mi nothin much special haha dunno y... haiz

yday kor came dwn to update our pos system cuz sum of our item price hv been increase and there wil be GST incl. dun hv a chance to tok to him oso i busy w/ my inventory thingy, he nid to rush to other outlet to updated their pos system cuz today we wil be using a NEW menu haha

ydae stay until very late den jefri, ayu n the rest of my clsing staff will be goin for movie @ 1.40am den im not goin cuz the movie i wil b watchin w/ juan on 3rd jan 07. so they say i wil share cab w/ chef ben lor. haiz all of us left the store at ard 1am. den chef suggest tt we go makan cuz i oso haven eaten 4 the whole day. den we when to clarke quay to makan lor.

aft tt we walk ard the area to wait for the cab but every where ppl oso waitin for the cab. we even call cab oso no use ya haiz wait until 3am++ stil waitin 4 cab at CHIJMES, 3.40AM++ den we finally board a cab. i was so tired lor...

ayu resign le ydae was her last day. mary ann wil b join e team but she wil b at cpf n alif wil b cumin back to funan.

i hv been wrkin fm 22 12 06 till now, 01 01 07 for 104hrs le, tmr wrk den finally 03 01 07, wed i off haha but i wil b goin out w/ juan n yl. we wil b goin sentoas den go 4 movie, n the nxt day 04 01 07 wil b goin back to sch 4 orientation n go to wrk haha haiz

:)

2006-12-26T01:27:00.000+08:00

16 dec 06

2006-12-16T02:35:00.000+08:00

15 12 06, friday

its ly i so long nv blog liao le, very tired to blog, no feeling wor. aft sch gt time i wil go slp for awhile den go wrk by the time i reached hm fm wrk its already 12am++ den stil nid 2 do laundry, do hmwrk no time. too tired haiz

today actually dun wan to go to sch de cuz today s last day of sch hehe but bcuz of accountin so go back to attend mrs wee lesson. aft lesson we went hm 1st, n we meet up at 1pm, w/ juan, yl. we go kbox marina sq, we meet at 1pm so can go there walk walk:)

in the end im the 1st to reach follow by yl n juan. haiz i hv been waitin to go kbox for so long but today i go there ly no mood to sing ly tt haiz... aft kkbox we walk ard m.sq wait for sijie cuz she said wan to pass us sumthing. its our early xmas present:)

aft meetin sijie to get the present we walk ard suntec b4 proceed to bugis to hv our dinner cum takin neo-print cum window shopping. i brough a few xmas card, look c for things to buy for my 4 ate. haha hw? i very lazy to but gift dunno wat to buy n really dun hv the mood to shop for gift. haizyo...

dunno wat to buy 4 dem, headach... i walk ww/ juan n yl to the busstop but i nv take bus hm i go back to bugis to look for my ate at bugis p.m, nv c her 4 so long. i go there visit her n wait for her to finish wrk so we can walk to the same busstop:)

life at wrk very bad n stress, i hate to call dem de. cuz they either switch off thier phone or nv answer. cuz usually i dun called jefri de usually i called ayu but very pai sai to call dem i oso dun y. cuz sumtimes they nv say properly or wat so i call to comfirm or called dem 4 help. haiz

everyday muz remind myself to check for orderin feel quite stress later miss out hw?! summore if stock nt enough i suffer lor. wil get scolded by 2 person, nid to go tk stock fm other outlet n usually im e 1 doin clsin. i tink i can bcum a wrk holic, if i gt nothin to do i can bcuz crazy de. ppl in the kitchen say they oso same wearin black y they can relax relax, go smoke, stay in office, go walk2 but y i ly do non stop de. wan to sit dwn to hv a meal oso v difficult 4 mi ly tt... haha tt my life wat to do. tong ren bu tong min.

12 dec 2006

2006-12-12T01:09:00.000+08:00

11 12 06, monday

dis morning wake up late actually stil can make it for assembly de but i really dun feel ly rushin so i take my own swt time. lucky i take my time cuz no assembly. i feel very sleepy summore stil gt so many wrk to do. haiz hmwk...

when i reached home fm sch, i go laid dwn for awhile and did not switch on any alarm. suddenly i blur blur wake up at ard 2pm+ i go take my uniform n perapre to go wrk and i dunno am i wrking 4 or 6pm. i bring my uniform to my bedroom and put it aside and i continue to sleep. at most later they called and asked y i haven report to wrk.

i woke up at 4plus, i prepared everything and get ready to wrk. suddenly it rain heavily, haiz. when i reach city hall i c stil gt time so i planned to go uob bank to do sumthing. when im opp the road of the bank i suddenly realised that the bank clos at 4.30pm and now is only 5.15pm haiz den i slowly walk to funan lor and stay in the office for awhile den ayu ask mi to start wrk cuz outside no ppl n she nid to tok to diyana regarding the loyalties thingy.

today everything stil ok la, my sales s super bad no ppl at all. all the shop cls ard 8.30pm sum even early. all the f&B outlet oso no ppl even the food court haiz s ly ghost hse ly tt lor.

dunno y i ly caving for food esp chicken feel ly eating chicken. i fm hm until 9.52pm thinkin of kfc cuz i wan to eat chicken. so b4 kfc cls when to buy 2pcs chicken meal to eat. i but the chicken hm to eat the rest i eat in the office while i do my clsing hehe

tired ya, haven do my hm wrk, nw waiting for laundry, scare later i go slp nv do hmwrk. everyday wrk, give mi 24hrs oso not enough haiz, not slp not enough time everything not enough. i p/t but wrk ly f/t only my hrs lesser. haiz dunno can handle anot. i scare i cannot perform well and get scolded again. i overlook for the 22oz logo cup i 4gt to order. i only rmbr other thing but 4gt 22oz logo cup. when i realise it already 11pm++ le. i hv write a msg to inform ayu n i did msg her. but i think sure get scolded by her de. haiz already ask her to double check le ma. how lei... i unlucky lor:(

10 dec 2006

2006-12-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

10 12 06, sunday

dis past few days im quite tired n lazy to blog la. today s super not happy so cum here fa xie fa xie...

ly wat i say really dis pass 2 wks so many things happened. get scolded by jefri, get shoot by ayu, my staff do stupid things, sumthin nt gd happen to mi, life really not good for mi. i do wrong i get scolded fine, but ppl do wrong i get scolded aft get scolded the person tt did wrong shoot mi back the very next day, she say no nid to order but if there really a nid to order den she ask mi to order. so i didnt really care. firstly s not my duty n im only a PART-TIME manager lei. e things i do s wat a full time mgr do. i really dunno who is rite or wrong sum say part-time mgr no nid to do those things but sum say nid. but my asst area mgr say my job shld b the same as the full time shift mgr. ppl call kor to tok but in the end get scolded by him!! noe him ard 1yr++ dis s my 1st time get scolded by him lor, ppl very sad le stil scolded ppl. haiz i noe he oso very angry cuz he nicely say to mi so many time but i stil bu ting hua. haiz

i nw muz b all rounded de, orderin, schedule, run shift everythin i nid to hv a look out. every nite i nid or shld i say a muz to check c if nid to do orderin ma, if not nv order say i nv check or wat n get scolded again. i stress de lor, i nid to remind myself to check cuz i really scare to be scolded again. everytime i get scolded i wil cry haiz too emotional le hw lei? when things dun wrk out oso cry ly today lor. haiz y i so emotional ???

i dun mind learnin new things but if all bcum my responsiblities den it wil b a diff story le. they can put their schedule showin tt they r wrkin but at the actual day they r not wrkin. ly tt oso can de. as long my pay s correct i dun care so much but i stil protect myself by photocopy the schedule n my timecard in case of anything i gt evidence ma.

i dun really dare to call other outlet to transfer things or the check w/ dem abt attachment thingy but bo bian stil nid to do sumtime stil nid to call the supplier or wat haiz den wat i hate most when i nid help fm dem n i nid to call dem they either nv pickup or off their phone.

today hana appeared to wrk but she dunno she was terminted by ayu cuz no show on fri, n i saw her a p.s watchin happy feet. so i nid to tell her n sent her back hai. den syed shld cum at 2pm but he nv turn up, he was late but he nv called im the 1 callin at tt pt of time i already danm piss off w/ alot of things le. den he late nv called to store n nid mi to call him n ask when s he, he overslept den cum late, wat kind of reason s tt?! n he didnt noe tt if they wil b late for wrk or sumthing held up they shld jolly well call the store to infrom the mgr but he didnt he say he dunno!! den when he reach he stil slowly slowly change make mi really feel ly shoutin at him.

zul wrk here 4 ard 4 to 5 mths le lei , but the way he wrk to mi s ly 1st day lor. he's not performing, tk he own swt time to do the cashier serve the customer he dun hv the sense of ugrency, things tt he shld make mistake but he did, things tt he shld noe but he dunno dis really make mi danm piss off. feel ly terminate him but stil nid to go thro jefri haiz ydae he make a refund to $44.00 plus lei, i dis my 1st time get so to hv a high refund all bcuz of him. i hv informed ayu but both their conversation were in malay i shld i understand wat they r tokin n she nv tell mi wat she say to him but i think he gt sumthing abt mi tt i dun smile, y shld i smile at him when he give mi all those shit n i stil nid to clean it up 4 him. all bcuz of him i nid to handle a few customer "feedback" n did sum service recovery. haiz customer wait 4 b.b for 15min they already finished their meal le lei, den the loyalties cards thingy, den when i serve the customer i heard the other cutomer at zul cashier saying that very slow etc... so aft i finishin servin the customer i go outside chat w/ the customer n give svc recovery for her but she dun wan, ke si in the end stil take. den b4 they left she say she wan to c mi, she return mi the $$ n say no nid, she say overall s gd jus tt she jus wanted to buy sumtin n it took so long so she pass dis comment. she gave mi a tap on my shoulder n ask mi not to worry. hopefully there will not b any complaint sent up to hq if not i wil get it fm jefri de... wat i can slove i slove le wat i can do i oso do le but if stil gt complaint den really i unlucky lor.

aft settle w/ everythin i stil nid to do alot of things call cwp to confirm sumthin, i oso i busy w/ wat. i sent all my staff to eat le den finally my turn to eat at ard 5pm plus. haiz i tok i can hv a quiet meal n enjoy my food but... cannot, jefri called den ayu called. eat until half nid to settle my handover etc... wan to makan oso so difficult so dis s y i dun eat usually. not i dun wan to eat s no time to eat cannot let mi sit dwn there n enjoy my meal de. if not wil b i eat n i do my things.

ydae (fri) when out w michelle da jie. she treat mi for lunch at sakae, den we catch up w/ each other n in the end she go to the main pt, she wan to noe wat happened.... haiz but i did told her n she was suprise n shock. haiz aft tt we when for a movie at p.s, happy feet, dis time i treat her for moive. very funny u can heard the laughter in the cinima itself, musical, its a gd show, but i didnt really enjoy it or lunch at it cuz i dun really hv the mood. everythin i dun voice out to the rite person n everythin i jus swollow haiz ah chai oso say mi haiz

so studdorn, emotional, ly to stress up myself.... haiz

07 dec 06

2006-12-07T01:30:00.000+08:00

06 12 06, wednesday

hai today really very sleepy. dun feel ly goin for auditing lesson de but in the end i stil attend lesson. today wrk at 2pm but i cum in at 2.30pm ayu nv say i muz cum wat time so i slowly lor. sian attachment staff again. haiz now most of our staff for lunch wil b attachment staff cuz all my staff stil schoolin muz wait until 18 dec our school holiday for ite den gt ppl.

haiz today david, lawrence m felix came dwn. felix stay for awhile den leave le. david n lawrence stay until 5pm+ den leave. both of dem discuss alot of thing la, abt the lasgnes, garlic bread, baked chix etc... david n i oso did chat awhile. he keep on praisin sayin that our sales very good n hope tt tonite wil heard gd new regardin our sales. but today dispointin ya, my sales only $3.79K compared to ydae drop by $200++. ydae we did $4046 n we sold ard 16packets of garlic bread den today only sold 13packets dispointin.

aft ayu left ard 3pm+ , i only left auntie attachment staff fm SSC n CWP. staff fm CWP dunno hw to do cashier n SSC noe cashier but slow. haiz SSC staff left at 5pm so im the only 1 doin cashier den auntie and cwp staff do outside lor.

5.30pm onward i started to hv big grp cuming in n my queue s gettin longer but manager to clear the queue quite fast. when my staff came they told mi got 2 cuisine xpress both pickup at 6.30pm but i dun hv the time to key in the order so i ask my staff to write manual n pass to the kitchen side 1st. i gt 5 large pizza n ard 20 pasta to take away for cuisine xpress.

i take ard 5min to clear my queue ard 6ppl, den when finally my queue s clear i key in the orders for cuisine xpress and i go outside check to c if everything s correct. lucky i gt check nearly they wan to tie the pizza together w/ the other order. at 1sti stil ok but in the later part i started to bcum ruan le. i cannot forcus anymore n my mind s blank de. i dunno wat im doing. i check the pasta accroding to the receipt but i cannot find the pasta , ly sumthing missing n the cuisine xpress ppl cum le den i hack care le i only count the nos of items n pass it to dem. cuisine xpress contributed $272.40. but oso nv affect much to our sales, haiz

i ly long time nv had a proper meal le, when i eat either i stomach pain or i a bit den i dun feel ly eating le. haiz y ly tt? today i saw 2 of my reg customer, 1 of dem wil b flyin off tmr. very sleepy but stil nid to wait for laundry.... jus now nearly forget to alight fm bus ya if not nid to walk hm le. haiz

06 dec 06

2006-12-06T01:28:00.000+08:00

05 12 06, tuesday

today i feel very sleepy. very tired. i report to wrk at 2pm on the spot, haha by rite im wrkin at 6pm de cuz ayu say she not feelin well wan to take mc so ask mi to cum in early. (if kor noe abt dis his wil shake his head again le)

aft i punch my card, she started to shoot mi back le. she tell mi how to c wat r the stock goin to deliver wats the items etc actually i already noe le. den she started to say y last time i as a staff will prom her wat nid to order n now i nv do it, she ask mi s it bcuz too busy i nv notice or i everytime outside dunno wat s out of stock etc... den she say there s a reason y we promote u bcuz u can do dis etc... but y u nv. last time as a staff my job s to do cashier or runner. when i do cashier of cuz when things when low i wil top up. den if the stock i wan dun hv or left little bit of cuz i inform the manager. cuz last time im the only 1 wil top up everythin full in the cashier cupboard. den when i cum back fm my off day the cupboard s empty n i nid to top up.

now i stil nid to run shift, run in n out, flow ard nid to do those inv, wastage, report den summore i hardly stay in the office de i always outside only at ard 9pm+ i wil go into office do the sales n wages. den summore c the staff wrk i oso cannot take it so slow, den c dem wrk i rather do it myself. haiz sum of dem wrk here dunno hw many mths le but the way they do things or wrk ly their 1st day. all kinds of pattern cum out when wrkin w/ mi. make mi feel very piss off.

everthing i ,muz check n do. later dun hv i wil can scolded. everythin my fault, tt person miss out the item nv do i oso get scolded not i in charge oso get screw. scolded by him le den nxt dae she wil shuan wo, jiang wo etc... wat to do!?

feel very tired wrkin w/ dem, very stressfull, muz b 200% tip top, observe enough everythin muz b nice nice if not get scolded.

today i expect her to ask mi how i manage to transfer the 20 litre ice tea, how i bring back etc. but she nv even ask. wat the hell s tt. she jus now ask mi to check if the stationery s enough anot but i forgot when i in the bus den i rmbr haiz

den she oso nv write in the com book regardin tmr(6/12) xmas promo n the donation box. all i write de. n dun she or him nv tell mi tt the key for the xmas promo hv been set in the pos le, s im the 1 call kor n check w/ him de. if not later the settin s not in the pos i get scolded again or the promo s hv not inform the staff i oso kanna. haiz...........

den today super gd better than ydae we sit $4046+ if our sales remind $4k - $3.5+ we surely wil hit our budgeted sales de. my dinner sales $1.7+k nearly $2k. our sales hv been improved since last sun(3/11) until now hopely it wil maintain at dis level.

dis evenin he msg mi, said tt he cook curry n he hv ask the cook to brin it to funan for mi to eat n the rest la. n he said make sure i eat but in the end i oso nv eat although im hungry but no time so many things to do, havi cum, nid to top up a lot of thing cuz since ydae i already dun hv 1oz container n lid le den we dun hv take away cheese n chilli flake cuz no lid. so now stock came we all r busy to do the toppin up. den summore gt queue. den when the queue so long the stock for beers came i stil nid to run out to check n sign the inv haiz tired lor...

05 dec 06

2006-12-05T00:54:00.000+08:00

04 12 06, monday

actually i oso dunno wat happen to mi, i dunno s it healthly tt my weight sudden drop i oso dunno since when.fm 60 to 58 den to 55 sumtime 54. dunno s it ok anot. haiz

anyway dis aftnoon b4 going to funan to meet ayu i when to the bank to meet my friend do to sum paper wrk fm my bank a/c. we chat 4 awhile aft tt i make a move to meet ayu.actually im not wrki today den i only nid to attand the training den go hm den but dis morining jefri ask mi to wrk aft training so which mean aft the trainin i nid to go back to funan.ayu do morning, jefri take over ayu while she n i go 4 training n i wil take over aft i came back 4 training. haiz when i reach there she stil not ready yet, she when to hp shop to look for phone and oso brought a new phone. we going to be late for the s.p.a training at hq le. we took a cab dwn to meet alif at redhill mrt taxi stand, we reach there jus nice la.

the trainin was ok, david chat w/ mi for awhile n he say we did a gd job, our sales for sunday was super gd. aft the training alif, ayu n i took the same bus. alif n i wil b goin to funan. i wil b wrkin n alif wil b meetin jefri at funan n go hm together. on the way back, alif r'd a called aft tt he ask mi where s the ice tea den i look at him. n he ask ayu n she say dun hv wat u wan mi to do, ydae sales v gd wat unexpected. den at tt point of time i noe i surely get scolded when i when back to store le.

everything my fault de, everytime i get scolded de n everytime i wil surely break dwn de. ya say there shld b enough stock to last until mon so i oso didnt bother to check. the stock tt cum on sat she say wil last until mon ma den so unlucky sun those stock is out le. i try to ask for transfer den PBJ oso dun hv so i nv called le, i did write in the manager com bk n i hv write pls double check so she ahld check ma, den she can oso ask for transfer.

when i reach the store jefri start to scold mi ask y no ice tea. he ask mi n ayu to settle n he say y ayu nv cum back. n he say he wan the ice tea by TODAY. den i when into the office, i goin to cey le but i hold my tears n called ayu. she SWITCH OFF her phone wat the hell s tt. leave all the shit to mi. @#%& wat the hell s tt. i call suntec c they gt any ice tea to spare us lucky they hv den i go take myself lor. 20litre of ice tea lei!! i walk to suntec, while walkin i called kor, i really cannot le i really cry ly hell lor, fm funan cry until suntec, 25min ++. kor oso scolded mi :( when i reach suntec danny the outlet manager help mi to carry the 220 litre of ice tea to the taxi stand. so pai sai. i really appreciated it. the queue s damn long lor so i call the cab when i reach funan i alone carry the ice tea along w/ the 16oz logo cup. jefri n alif sit outside the smokin area there. i ask jefri if i can claim the taxi fare he say wat do i think so tt mean cannot lor. he ask mi to split the bill w/ ayu. aft tt he n alif left n i do the clsing.

ayu is the asst outlet manager cum orderin n schedule manager. she forget to order or schedule not enough ppl i oso kanna fm jefri. he wil say u wrk clsing y u nv check, y nv ask for transfer, y nv dis y nv tt. im not in charge of any of the orderin nor the schedulin lei, the person tt in charge miss out any or screw up i oso get scolded wat the hell s tt. im in between the 2 ppl, very tired n stress lor. everytime muz b in tip top make sure i did no mistake. i wan to learn but s she willin to teach anot. they only assume i can do dis i can do tt. sumtime wat i wan s ppl to appreciate my hard wrk but they dun. they only noe hw to took advantage of mi. to earn their $$ very difficult all the wei qu, shou qi etc... actually i ly dis job but it make mi... haiz

04 dec 06

2006-12-04T02:05:00.000+08:00

03 12 06, sunday

haiz today i wake up at 3pm+ den get prepared to wrk. b4 tt i when to tp to get my new spect:) i reach funan ard 5pm+. den i chat w/ lina for awhile, actually its a long chat haha today all my clsin staff are fm PBJ except jimi fm cpf cum funan. actually today i hardly when to the office. i hang ard only sumtime go office do sum filing n smsing haha

today sales s super good, break the record for our normal sunday sales:) good job. mostly likely due to the cease for the food court. the food court wil b movin up to level 5 on 7 dec. n there s a marathon goin on dis morning or aftnoon so it push up our sales. haiz nw i can write so gd in my actual report i oso dunno wat im writin.

dunno y everytime i v unlucky de, everytime kanna the net settlement not telly w/ cash recon. nw s both cash recon n nets settlement got an excess of $0.80. haiz i leave it to ayu to settle for mi. surely get scolded by her de.

haiz i got alot of thing out of shock n nid to order. surprisingly our potato salad of stock in the evening. ydae jus pack de wor. den alot la, my 1oz lid n container, cofy bean, logo cup n lid etc... a long list tmr (04/11) let ayu order.

aft the staff frm PBJ left i check their clsin if not tmr wil get scolded de, nv top the fridge lucky jus now i top up the things in the cashier cupboard. wat to do they r attachment staff but they r old bird lor hv been in dis co 4 ard 6mths+++ le wor. so i finish wat they haven finish n do my report n sent email to jackie regardin the nos of cutleries at funan n cpf.

all the staff hv left im the only 1 in the store. i type in the report at ard 11.53pm den i jus email the sales n wages and the promo set to both our a.m n marketing executive at ard 11.58pm n the email to jackie at ard 12am+. den i check wats wrong w/ the check out dne suddenly the phone rang n at dis hrs who on earth wil call the store. when i pick up sum1 on the other side qns mi le so i ask who s he n it was jackie our asst a.m haiz xia si wo. den he ask y i so late etc... n i ask him notto tell jefri if not wil get scolded de. haiz den jackie ask mi hows wrk, hws everything etc.. n we chat for awhile la. den i continue w/ my things, countin the cash n write dwn the things tt nid to order for later. haiz

i finish at ard 1am+ den i left the store. took a cab hm n reach hm 15mins later. i msg jackie tell him i already left the store le den he say dun do dis again le ya... v ruan wat lina say s diff fm jefri n jackie. n wat lina do s difff fm jefri, i mean the standard procedure. i really dunno my wrk load s gettin heavlier le, responsiblities s heaviler le n more stress. im in between ayu n jefri, HOW?! 1 thing haven settle another things cum. keep botherin mi really cannot lei. wan to find ppl tok oso so difficult!!! haiz

today a reg customer sister ask her son to ask mi if im attach n ask abt my age haiz she wan to intro sum1 to mi wor n tt person s his brother . little bit crazy wor. haiz ly tt very pai sai lei how lei??

03 dec 06

2006-12-03T03:18:00.000+08:00

01 12 06(friday), 02 12 06(saturday)

01 12 06, friday

its my 2nd yr at pastamania le, hv been wrkin as a staff for 1yr 10mths+ n promote to manager for 1 mth+ it so tiring... my responsibilities heavier etc... any way i late for school AGAIN. dis my 3 time for dis wk. wat on earth s happenin to mi huh??!! terrible!! i cant believe since beginning of the yr no matter how tired i m i wil force myself to wake up de n wil b in school on time, n i always maintain it until mon(27/11) n tue(28/11) + fri(01/12) i break my records... haiz actually i off today de and i hv my own plan de. wil b meetin meiling but time n venue not decide yet. actually on 30 11 06,thur ayu ask if i can take over her on fri for clsin but i told her cannot cuz i gt plan but i feel little guilty ya anyway on fri itself i really dun feel ly stayin at hm n i wish to keep myself busy so i msg ayu say tt i wil b takin over her shift la. so i start wrk at 5pm. when i report to wrk the cashier area v messy, i really cannot take it but i no time to clear it cuz when i reach there only 1 staff n 1 manager(attachment). den the manager got sum problem w/ the cash recon so muz help her lor, alot of tings la. aft everythings ok le, she handover . dis s the time my face xpression started to change n my mood was damn bad lor.

the staff already dunno hw many mth in p.m le the way they do things as if they are NEW, slow, outside plate so many not clear my customer sitted on a table w/ chesse all over the table, wat the hell r they doing TWO ppl runnin outside lei!! they sleeping s it. i 1 person stil can handle lor at least my customer wil not sit on a table which was dirty. den the 1 doing cashier, take his own sweet time, slowly do, slowly key in... ly i was the only person who s hurry in clearin the queue, i really piss off. den i nearly break into tears when i serve a customer. aft tt i when into the office to cool myself dwn but stil cannot cool dwn, when i serve customer i really scare i wil offence dem ya haiz. den during clsin 1 of the staff ask mi y my face ly v black ly tt, they stil dare to ask mi but i nv told dem la. but my xiao di noe y i in a bad mood cuz it written on my face v clearly lor. haiz aft i finished wrk i meet meiiling at a place there to hv supper n chat abt sumting n there s a decision for mi to make but in the end i haven give her an answer yet.

02 12 06, saturday

today we wil b having our bbq at changi beach carpark 6, its v far lor. dis morning b4 report to wrk i when to tp p.m to take suzuki cofy beans cuz we dun hv le. i reach store ard 10.56am. den i switch the pos and so on den go to the bank to deposit ydae sales. aft that i when to open an a/c w/ uob. by the time they finish the process its already 10.40++ le i hurry back to the store do watever i nid to do. everyting was stil ok until i realise tt i dun hv enough stock for o/j until dis cumin mon n we shld place our order b4 12pm cuz we order thro internet n we cant excess aft 12pm. den i start to jing zhang le cuz i dun hv time to place the order thro the internet cuz only gt 1 staff n mi my 12pm staff haven cum yet n i stil nid to serve customer. den i ask ah chai stil can order anot he say cannot le den he say dis mornin he ask mi gt anything to order i say dun hv cuz ayu say no nid ma n by e way im only a pt shift manager not a orderin or schedule manager. but my wrk load s more than tt lor im doin those paper wrk, mth end, inventory, orderin etc all i do, n i only get a pt manager pay den y not i get a f/t manager pay. den i started to cry le la, i cannot find havi customer contract nos, i called dem btu the nos s not in use. so i call ayu but she off her phone den i called jeff he nv pickup. den ah chai ask mi to call ah koon but i dun wan so i call meiling den i told her n ask her wat to do den i cry n cry n cry lor den those kitchen ppl noe i cry. but meiling dun hv havi nos oso so aft i put dwn the phone i go out do cashier cuz this queue le den i stil cannot stop cryin den the customer s ly shock lor. aft tt jeff call n he gave mi lawrence nos n i call him n c whether he can help mi order ma. aft a while havi called den i told dem the code nos den everythin settle le. today all our staff r attachment incl manager. lina fm cinleisure cum at ard 12.50pm+ so i cls my cashier n handover to her den i run in n out lor but in the end i stil do cashier. durin my conversation w/ lina i found out sumthing which i feel so cheated n wanted to cry. n i dunno i shld believe or not but i can tell u 100% of mi, i believe wat she say but really dunno... i finish wrk at 3pm so i when fro a drink w/ my frien at tcc den i when back to store to wait for mira n ayu to go for the bbq.

when i was in the cab w/ dem + alif , i dunno y i feel ly i wil break dwn anytime feel ly crying , ly wat jef f said he s a fair person he wil do tings fairly but i dun think im treated "fairly" lor. i dunno i really dunno i v ruan. i msg kor, ask if i can msg or call him later at nite cuz i scare he at wrk but no reply. den at nite i did msg him but no reply. i did msg him a few times cuz i was sittin alone thinkin alot of tihngs so i msg him lor but oso no reply i was think of callin him but in the end dun hv la. i jus sit at 1 side listen to mp3. e whole bbq really dun hv e mood summore all malay n aft those chinese gal fm cpf left more malay cumin in haiz. i oso dunno wat to do so sit dwn there, starin at the sea den m.i.a 4 awhile. den i reach hm ard 2am lor cuz wait for ayu n alif go hm together ma. haiz bo bian...

dunno y dis whole wk my emotion v unstable, cry v easy. my mood oso but hw i wrk in f n b line. i wil b servin ppl, den stil hv to put on smile muz b polite etc... everyday ly wearin a mask to wrk.... den i haven oso make the decision yet, meiling say aft i decide le let her noe, i really dunno hw i feel bad n .... mayb i conside too much ? i noe wats meiling ans but i stil dunno wan to ask kor but no reply. wan to ask mitch i haven tell her yet cuz she surely very angry de.

1 dec 2006

2006-12-01T02:16:00.000+08:00

29 nov 06, wednesday n 30 nov 06, thursday

finally our ca s over le. my accountin get full mark:) but my auditing jus pass 10/20. haiz anyway life stil move on juz tt my emotion not really stable. haiz... how lei... wrk n wrk wil not let me think too much cuz im busy ma... wil try to keep myself occupy buzy s 1 way.

at 1st i tok 30 nov, i wil b runnin shift den ayu do stock take but in the end ayu run shift n i do stock take. xiao lor my 1st time do stock take as a manager wor. den she do full shift cannot do stock take meh? haiz

30 nov

jefri mash mi ask mi to cum early at ard 4 - 5pm den i tok his wrkin cuz it suppose to be ayu ma. but when i reach funan at ard 4.37pm, i saw ayu in the office. she s not feelin well. den she ask mi if i can wrk for her tmr(011206) so she can get MC but i told her that i havin an appointment n wil b meeting my frienz. but i feel quite bad to reject her lei. my appointment s at 3.30pm if wan mi to wrk shld b no problem cuz haven comfrimed w/ my frienz abt e venue n time ma. at most we go for supper lor. haiz

today quite heavy lor, ayu at 1 go ask mi to do dis n tt. ordering, stock take, drief mi abt the petty cash, wastage form, invoices etc... those end of the month paper wrk lor. summore my eye my tired wor.... den she suppose to run shift bcum i run shift. i do cashier n do stock take juz tt nv go do runner. she ard 8.30pm goin to cls 1 cashier le. den i go posb bank to check my a/c when i cum back she cls mira cashier le. den i do the stock take lor. do the stock take until half go do the petty cash den to the invoices etc... stress lor...

again i stl nv eat. dun feel ly eatin aftnoon i ate the noodles little bit only than dun feel ly eating le. haiz i dunno ly tt for how many days le.

it happened tt i noe tt mitch da jie wil b goin supper w/ ah leong n ppl but i did not go cuz i dun wan due to sum reason.... anyway very tired i finish doin the inventory its already goin to 12am le. ayu jus left not ago. mira n shidah doin the xmas tree den i go office do my paper wrk for wastage etc... den smsing haha kor n meiling da jie say pt manager nid to do so much meh. mth end paper wrk done by pt manager le meh actually i oso dunno. they ask mi to do den i do lor but its quite heavy for mi lor. dis only my 20days aft my trainin as a manager lor so many many responsibilities so many wrk load. slowly i wil learnin to do scheduling, orderin... haiz pt manager do so many responsibilities i oso dunno. ayu say althought im a pt manager but basicly my responsibilities s the same as a full time shift manager jus tt i dun have those benefit tt a full time manager shld have la. haha kor ask mi to make sure tt im not wrkin for mth end on dec but too bad im wrkin clsing w/ jefri.

i finish everything thing ard 1am. den i take cab w/ the gals lor. i drop dem off 1st cuz bu fan xin they all ya. both stay at the west side so aft drop dem off the driver wil drive back to my hse which was the north side haha. the cab fare s abt $31.20. lucky can claim fm petty cash. haiz ayu say wan to teach mi filin for the end of mth thingy but she 4get.

later(011206) most likely wil b meetin meiling da jie n a decision shld b make... i really dunno wat to do. haiz if ly tt i dun tell dem le cuz wo bu xiang hai ren jia. things wasnt feel the same any more since.... haiz

28 nov 06

2006-11-29T01:26:00.000+08:00

(26 11 06, sunday), (27 11 06, monday), (28 11 06, tuesday)

i supposed to wrk at 3pm, i wake up at ard 10am+ cuz our dear ayu called. she asked mi to look for 2 staff ugrently cuz she get screwed by jefri. so i did wat she say called every1 but no 1 answered my called. den jefri called scolded mi n ask mi to find staff n ask mi to take my time n cum dwn to wrk. so i continue to call my staff but no 1 answer, aft awhile jefri msg mi n ask mi to cum dwn asap, the staff he wil settle. so i quickly get bath n take a cab dwn. n i dunno can claim anot. when i reach store at ard 10.42am, i help out w/ the opening, doin top up etc... when vicky cum i when to office den jefri s inside. he scolded abt the schedule, said tt i shld check who s wrkin today(26/11) whether there s enough staff anot. cuz when he reach there r totally no staff, fadli shld cum in at 10am but he did not turned up and r NO 12pm staff cuming in. only hana cum in at 2pm n mi. ayu s the asst o.m cum orderin and schedule manager. jefri said he had scolded her le now my turn to get scolded. he scolded until half he say abt i can get a c.a n dunno stealin $$ etc. i totally blur cuz forgot to check tt schedule wil get dis kind of punishment mei. aft tt i realise tt he s saying abt wat had happened on fri(24/11) abt the checkout, net settlement n i forgot tt i have not print my report. hai den i started to cry lor so pai sai vicky n chef ben saw mi crying. he supposed to b on duty but he run here n there bcum vicky n i wrkin. he only help up durin late lunch where there r sum crowd n when hm at 2pm. i took a order of 8 10" pizza and 15 sets of garlic bread. den pizza side super busy 3 ppl do pizza. ard 3pm+ i msg mitch n kor, told dem i get scolded by jefri. n i told mitch wat happened on sat a short wan. wat she noe kor oso noe. both of dem wan to know in detail but i nv reply dem. when i on my way hm in the bus, 232 i r'd a msg fm meiling da jie. kor had told her but i dunno how to reply n tell her. so i nv reply. when i reached hm i msg both kor n mitch tt not to tell any1. den kor reply n asked wan to go for supper. aft a while he called n we decide to go lor 8 to eat. he wil give mi a ride to there. so while waitin i stardee my auditin but cannot go in so i watch tv but i dun hv e mood to watch neither. kor called ard 1.50am n we reached lor 8 quite fast cuz quite near my hse. if walk ard 15min. he told mi meiling da jie wil b cuming. den we hv sum causal tok.... aft tt both of dem wan mi to tell dem wat happened but i only say little bit n meiling wil do e guessing. everythin drag ard 6am (27/11). den kor sent mi hm. the whole day i nv get a gd slp. when i reached hm i lay dwn awhile den forgot to wake up. i wake up at 7.30am den i take bus to school. i was late for assembly. feel quite sleepy the whole day summore nid to attend the studentleader dialouge session at macpherson ite. when i reached hm ard 6pm i go slp for a while n wake up at ard 8pm. i saw 2 missed called... n ..... den i msg kor n told him abt tt. aft tt i do my laundry n stardee my auditin ca for tue, 28/11 but in the end i fall a slp le n end up nv stardee. mitch da jie kept on msg mi asked wat is the story n i really dunno how to tell her. it so happenin that i late for school today, 28/11 again. i wake up ard 8am. i quicky get changed n take a cab to school. hai wat happened to mi!!! no matter hw tired i am i wont b late for school de. haiz in sch i only look throught the notes. when i do the paper i completely blank sum i cannt even rmbr although i noe i did c it b4. haiz fail le how C.A lei carried 20%. but accountin exam get full mark long time nv get full mark le. when i reach hm today i go slp b4 go wrk. but i really no mood feelin v heavy... when i reach funan i open my drawer i saw a letter, its regardin my promotion n pay raise. den a nite i take an order of 9 10" pizza n 5 sets of garlic bread. tai wee was so angry cuz he was abt to go hm le... oop so sorry. den ard 9pm+ i open the drawer fmthe safe i saw a letter inside is my name tag n hana's name tag too. finally i get my manager name tag le:) i finished everything quite early den i go aloha to do the pmix report to track my 22oz ala carate n set/combo. n oso set the correct time for the pos. i go in the office to do e aloha den i did called kor to ask him abt trackin the drink for combo. so i track the 22oz drink for the whole mth fm 1 nov til 28 nov lor. i finished ard 11.30pm++ i was alone in the store as i hv ask my staff to leave 1st, if not i v pai sai to let dem wait for mi. aft tt i fo internet check sumthing n leave the store ard 12am. i walk to my busstop beside raffles hotel to take bus 57. i msg both da jie n kor abt my letter n name tag. den mitch da jie msg mi ask mi regardin tt thing again but i stil nv reply. meiling da jie msg mi oso. i ask her to tell mitch da jie cuz meiling da jie s e only person noe but not in full detail. she say she wil tok to mitch da jie n she wan to meet mi up to tok in detail but i stil thinking....

25 nov 2006

2006-11-26T01:37:00.000+08:00

25 11 06, saturday

today s the a day tt i hope i wil FORGET n wish tt it wil not happen. i really dunno who to tok to, or how shld i xpress it. and i really HATE IT!!!!!!!!!! i HATE it those damn image keep on flashing n flashing. i hv try to keep myself busy but how busy i can go... i really wan to .... dis how 8 hrs plus i nid to pretent nothin happen smiling, wrk as per normal. i very stupid walk to the busstop to take bus but i didnt board any bus i jus sit dwn there msg kor but i dunno hw to tell him. i sit at the busstop for quite sumtime i can feel my tears rolling.... ard 12am++ i slowly walk to bugis, fu lu shou building to take bus. i dunno how shld i face it. avoid, act as normal or wat?! i dunno. i really dunno how to judge ppl, kan cuo ren xin cuo ren !!!!!

24 nov 2006

2006-11-25T01:03:00.000+08:00

24 11 04, friday

today actually s my OFF de but in e end still nid 2 wrk 2 replace my boss. i hv been wrkin 4 st TWO wks le, 93.5hrs! den sat n sun shld b wrkin 6-11pm(5hrs each) de bcum sat cum in @ 3pm til clsing and sun cum in @ 2pm til clsing, whichmean i wil b wrkin 4 st 16days, 110.5hrs lor. den MON, 27 nov wil b my OFF day as requested cuz i wil b attendin a cca dialogue session. tue wil b wrkin until thurs den fri off cuz gt orchestra den wrk all the way most likely no off. mayb i wil nid to put juan fei ji le. hai wan to go watch 1 movie ly very DIFFICULT ly tt. 8 dec most likely wil b wrkin, 9 and 10 dec mostl likely will b wrking FULL shift. cuz our outlet at CPF wil b renovate for dis 3 days.

i really pei fu myself, everyday wrk stil can wake up on time to go for school w/o fail. hopefully i can continue ly dis. today jus finish our accounting ca. tue, 28 nov wil be auditing ca. i stil haven study yet hai. usually my off day i wil go slp until i auto wake up de, nw my off day dun look ly 1 dunno gt time 2 stardee anot. i hv not had enough slp 4 very long time le. i got alot of movie wan to watch but no time. i wan to watch happy feet, flushed away, 1 more cartoon, step up. juan surely scold mi de put her fei ji hai, how?!

today not really my day, zul bu xiao xin split hot tea on my hand. i do banana pizza 4 myself, when its ready i burn my finger. i nid 2 pay $8 cuz my cashier short $$. my net settlement excess $5.90 and my total gross sales short of $5.90. my total nets fm cash recon is not telly w/ the nets settlement. my short of 1 nets receipt fm my drawer. wat happen!!!!

later (25 11 06) i wil b goin out for lunch or breakfast w/ lau da b4 i report to wrk at 3pm. actually wat i plan s go lunch w/ lau da le den go back to cpf help up w/ the preparation for the food for the caterin den report to wrk at 6pm. nw due to the changes my plan change le. lau da, he noe that i wil b buying bdae cake for him for his bdae so he ask mi to waste $ on that so tmr i wil treat him for lunch/breakfast.

22 nov 06

2006-11-23T01:05:00.001+08:00

22 11 06, wednesday

aft 12 days n 83 hrs, 1 more day wil b my off day le, fridae, 24 11 06:) haha finally.

today lau da came dwn to do the timecard for kitchen side. svc side ayu hv key in in the evening le. although i not a trainee manager anymore but i stil learning bit by bit. ayu wil b the 1 to coach me but not i 1 to say sumthing bad abt her but s jus tt teachin ppl oso muz c mood de. tired n not enough rest den cannot teach ppl properly n muz wait until she hv a good rest n not tired den can teach mi properly hai... how lei? sumtime wan to ask her things, she ly wan or dun wan ly tt make mi oso dunno wan to ask her anot. nw i wil b wrkin w/ her almost all the time as alif wil b at cpf n jefri on leave. hai y ly tt lei

hai sat lau da go catering wil not b cuming dwn to funan to wrk. but i wil b meetin him for lunch n help him up w/ sum of the catering thingy b4 i report to wrk at 6pm. haha but too bad my "shi fu"(ah wong) wil not b cumin he busy.

hai gt alot of things to be done. muz upsell combo n 22oz drink, TA muz b 14.00 n above (forget the actual fig le), nxt mth sales muz hit $11k, i 4gt s 11k or 110k liao le. alot of fig to rmbr, jefri set alot of target. dis wk 22oz drink ala carte muz sell 50 everyday. nxt wk ya his target s to sell 100 cups of 22oz drink wor. so nw everyday muz remind my staff to UPSELL UPSELL hai. today my combo set gt 101 set wahaha. muz keep it up. summore the S.P.A thingy oso muz practice. esp nxt mth aft me, ayu n alif when for the S.P.A training at HQ, by then all the staff muz noe wat s S.P.A n do it. n muz heard dem bid farewell n greet customer loud n clear. hai...

den ydae i gt msg lau da ma, den he noe tt i having headach den dis aftnoon he reply n the way he reply v fierce say wat make mi headach n wat bother mi so much tt i hv a heachach. den my reply to him s tt y u so fierce den i told him the reasons. den his evenin he called n tok to mi la den aft he finish his wrk at cpf he came dwn to funan to do the timecard n chat w/ mi lor. haha

20 nov 2006

2006-11-21T00:52:00.000+08:00

20 11 06, monday

today i really dun hv e mood to talk to any1. sch as usual, quite tired but stil survive. aft sch i reached hm ard 2pm+ cuz i go do sumthing.

when i reach hm i do my laundry and grad sum food to eat i scare later dizzy again. aft tt i when take a short nap but cannot slp, im tired but cannot slp. i jump out fm bed when i heard my hp ringing. ayu called said that jefri want us the managers to go back to funan for meetin. jefri went for op meeting today. so i quickly wake up n hand all the clothes quickly den ayu called again said that it change to tmr instead. so i slowly take my time. i reached funan ard 5.30pm+

when i reached ayu asked me to called ah hai y they haven come cuz they shld cum dwn to funan by 5pm but its goin to be 6pm le. than the havi oso haven cum. hai kitchen side asked mi to called ben n to tell him that havi haven turn up yet. awhile later ben called said that havi wil be cumin at ard 7 to 8pm+

ayu is doing appraisal for vicky so i hurry up go count the $ fm the safe when i jus took out all the $ fm the safe ah hai came n i nid to put back all the $ back into the save again n c wat he wil be doin for my garlic bread toaster. i do runner for awhile, while ayu is talkin to vicky. aft ah hai have done finished his job n tmr he will be coming again. and ayu is done with vicky n she go hm le. i when back to the office to count my $ again, i bring out everything le havi came. they timing very gd ya!! they bring in the plain bread n they r told NOT to push in the trolley n yet they stil push in. i told that guy not to den he when off with the trolley, kitchen side said they will come back later so while waiting i go do my QSC. my mood was not very good le n i quite tired already, do QSC n do cashier. my that cashier stil not very steady stil nid to guide her hai. my QSC do until half havi back again with the goods n tt trolley. i told him not to push in n he asked mi who say de. den i told him my outlet manager, jefri said de n he oso hack care n bring tt trolley in. at tt pt of time i really piss off le den ayu say nvm tmr they wil deal with dem. cuz jefri say they cannot oush tt trollry in and he have bring dis matter up to ah wong and lawrene, our asst area chef. aft finished with havi i finally can sit in the office to count the $ in the safe le.

i very moody today, dun feel ly tokin jus wan to b alone n do my own things but i bu fang xin to let my cashier to be alone. her product knowledge not good, slow. hai so i nid to be outside as n when. i really feel ly cryin i can feel my tears rollin. mayb i haven been too emotional i dunno. jus wan to find sum1 to tok but in the end oso nv find 1 to tok to. i really scare 1 day i wil break dwn... i tink i goin to fall sick le not feelin well. how?! tmr stil got meetin with jefri at 4.30pm hai dun tink i can get sum slp b4 cumin to wrk. haven start revising for my accountin CA on fri and auditing CA for next tue. all the best to me ya.

18 n 19 nov 06

2006-11-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

181106, sat

ydae start wrk at 1pm actually shld b 6pm de den jefri ask mi to come in at 1pm n he go back at 3pm, he say he not feelin well. actually i oso not feelin very well the day b4, dizzy summore vomit hai... when i wake up ydae stil dizzy wor but stil go to wrk. ydae nite wrk w/ lau da:) he cook lunch for mi hehe:) imagine my lunch at 5pm goin to be 6pm le den no nid to eat dinner. lau da noe tt im not feelin well he ask mi to drink more water and go office rest but i stil run here n there. ydae sat lei, later got huge crowd how, i scare those ppl outside cannot handle. hai they all take their own sweet time, 2 ppl clean 1 table shit dem lor.

ydae i really feel tired n little bit dizzy dun feel ly wrkin. i do my clsin very slow but stil manage to finish at 10.47pm. ard 9pm+ lau da cook sumthing for every1 to eat only kitchen side have n he bring sum 4 mi:) linguini w/ mussel, prawns, green peas, egg, chix, spicy... i eat very slowly i finish eatin at ard 10pm. ydae sales stil ok. early crowd but they dun spent much den ard 7 to 8pm not much ppl.

191106, sun

today i wrk opening, came in ard 9am. nothin better to do so cum early lor. do computer wrk type wastage n timecard write everybody name in the time card for 23 nov.

today ayu wil b cumin at 2pm. i wil finish wrk at 3pm!:) todae luch super slow not much ppl oso, sian. i got nothin to do so walk here n there, go talk w/ ben they all. 2pm+ i started to cls my cashier le waitin for ayu to cum n i go count my save again n handover to her:) den i go key in my lunch n ben cook 4 mi. i key prawn aglio olio spg add ham den he cook little bit diff 4 mi but nice stil gt extra prawn :) aft wrk i go j8 walk 4 awhile go find bdae gift for my brother today his bdae.

ben say i look very shagged ask mi to go hm rest . lau da oso say the same thing he say muz have a good rest drink more water. wrk so many days summore stil schoolin wor. hai dis my 1st time wrk st 13 days wor haha wrk 2 full shift (13hrs each back to back), 5hrs shift, 6.5hrs shift, 10hrs shift oso have. haha shld b no prob de la. stil got 4 more days to go.... my off day, fri 241106.

im BACK

2006-11-18T10:54:00.000+08:00

haha im back again le! 1 wk nv update my blog le, hai. everydae wrk n sch no time 2 update le not ly wat i use 2 last time.

aft 1 wk n 52hrs, haha i stil survive haha stil gt 6 more days, 35 or more hrs 2 go b4 i off on fri...

i started to run shift alone since last sat(111106) for 13hrs. wrk 2 full shift sat n sun. haha crazy rite... nothin much happened dis few days la everything stil ok n sum of e things i 4got liao la. wed (151106), i was doin clsing. my staff n i finish ard 10.30pm++ while we prepared 2 leave, my phone rang i tok who call mi ya. 2 my surprise kor s e 1 callin mi, he ask mi where m i n ask mi 2 wait 4 him. den i ask mira n shidah go 1st lor den xiao di wait 4 mi 4 awhile. xiao di go osim massage.

kor came dwn 2 fix e computer, systemwide 4 e whole p.m. long time nv c him le. he look happier le den b4. thur(161106) irin came dwn! she off 4 2days. she came dwn 2 c auntie doris n e rest and havin dinner w/ her frienz. so happy 2 c her. we catch up w/ each other....:)

on e same day instruction was pass dwn fm jeff regardin our discount. dis invovle a few ppl quite serious if dis tings bcum big la.

den aunties say yday (171106) kor came dwn 2 fix e printer or wat, den he hv lunch w/ auntie they all. both aunties say kor grow fatter le, happy 2 c him.

ydae scare mi i tok my doc lost ya. nw i noe the pos s connected to e computer. all becuz of the checkout hai anyway prob solve. dunno y yadae i dun hv time to makan hai suddenly my head spining when i in the bus. not feelin v well. when i reach hm i go do laundry n slp v late. my head keep on spinning:( den stil vomit hai lucky todae stil ok if not die ya. last min i wrk at 1pm actually s 6pm de...

self entertain..

2006-11-12T00:59:00.000+08:00

nothin to do aft wrk so take foto lor:)

dis my temp name tag:)

while waitin for PE....
we self entertain ourself.....
taking foto:)
foto of the 4 JOKERS:)

while waitin for mr ng...

chew chew play erhu???

im bacK

2006-11-12T00:30:00.000+08:00

hai 1 wk nv blog le.... not free. wrk 6 days a wk, reach hm 12am le where got time to blog summore nxt dae stil schoolin nid to wake up at 6.15am latest 6.45am. hai...

alot of thing happen ya... since wed(081106) jeff started to put mi run shift alone le although im stil a trainee but so far so good lor, except i everytime count the $$ wrongly den muz waste time recount again... haha den today i wrk FULL shift 10am to 11pm alone. tmr(121106) wil b my last day of trainin le.

wed dunno wat i did to the computer when u click on the internet explorer iron it only show internet proprieties n not the webpage. den thur i m wrkin so jefri ask wat did i do w/ the computer.... i told him i wil try to fix it la, so i find all the resources i have to fix tt computer. i call mitch but she dunno n she ask mi to call kor. so i call him. when kor ans my call he ly not happy ly tt make mi oso feel v unhappy but he say he wil call mi back later. i waited i tok he forgot but in the end he did called back:) he teach mi step by step wat to do but cannot find tt file(iexplore.exe) den he sak mi when i wrk he find out le den wwil cum dwn to funan to help mi fix. i told him i wrk sat full shift but i wil let him noe when i go to wrk on sat whether the com s fix le mei you. but jefri called mi on fri saying tt he hv fix tt com le. hai y he noe lei if not kor wil cum dwn n can c him le..... hai:(

i dunno i can make it anot... very tired ly not enough slp sum more i think i too heaty le but i dun ly to drink plain water.

todae v happy jackson n dennis cum dwn. jackson cum dwn to osim to take his things cum tmr he wil b goin to sim lim sq, we chat for awhile long time nv c him n tok to him le ma. den dennis, todae s his last day at loyalty sport. actually he wan to cum dwn to eat w/ his colleague, he wan to treat dem for lunch but last min cannot so he ask his friend to ta bao lor. he work at raffles city. n he promise to cum dwn to funan at ard 10pm but he give mi a surprise he came at ard 8.15pm+ cuz he gt sumthing on later. he screatly cuum n visit mi de. so swwt of him haha we chat for awhile cuz he got to go back to his store:( miss him ya. dennis s my sec sch schmate n ex pasta colleague. he promise to cum visit mi ard dec... lookin forward:)

4th dae

2006-11-05T08:22:00.000+08:00

haha it hv been such a long time i haven write my blog le. quite busy n tired dis few days, even my off day, i finish school le st away go slp liao.

my 2nd day of wrk(01 11 06), hehe stil manageable. smooth operation. i finish all my clsing n sendin email 2 my area manager, all by 10.25am which s early den expection. :) gd job!

my 3rd day ( 04 11 06) which is ydae, oso okie:) ydae do full shift wor, w/ jefri. he actually wan to leave the store to mi at ard 6pm de but my dinner crowd came early n he wan to leave but dun have a chance to leave cuz the rugdy team came for dinner, 14paxs. aft he settled w/ tt grp he left the store to mi le. he came back ard 10.15pm+ to c my clsin. but everything stil ok, no problem so he left le. i finish quite early but syed n unlce washer have not finish yet so nid to wait for dem lor:( reach hm ard 12am hai last time as a staff finish i can go hm le no nid to wait now diff le muz wait for every1 to finish den i can go:( muz jia you wor:)

haha todae my 4th dae le wor, doin openin w/ ayu. muz properbly she wil let mi run the operation alone cuz jefri say de. jefri s my outlet manager n ayu s my ass outlet manager. we in-charge of two outlet funan n CPF. all the best to mi:)

1st day of wrk as a management

2006-11-01T07:13:00.000+08:00

31 oct 2006

yeah today s my 1st day of wrk as a management! alittle bit stress but stil can manage:) everything goes well. ayu give mi the outlet key le, heavy responsiblities le. tonite i run my shift and alif do stock take. i was a little bit boring cuz i got nothing to do. i cant stay in cashier to do cashier wrk, n go outside to do runner wrk anymore. if there s a crowd they nid my help i wil go in n out. cuz we r pay not to do their wrk, we have other things to do. ly make sure everything goes smoothly on my shift, oversee the staff... aiya i oso dunno la. todae do until v late wor. got meeting w/ jefri n staff n stock take. finish ard 12am+. i share a cab / ayu, mira. tired.

dis mi:) w/ my new uniform n responsibilities

new challenge

2006-10-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

ydae s my last day wrkin as a staff. tmr onward, 31 oct 06 wil b mi stil wrkin at funan but w. diff job scope le. i been promoted to part-time shift manager le. feelin quite stress 4 mi, as a staff to a manager. feel little bit funny. wrk at P.M as a staff ard 1yr 10mths le, i join in e co since 3 dec 04(if im not wrong) cuz my train class s on 30 nov 04. either 2nd or 3rd dec la, til 29 oct 06. 31 oct 06 wil b my 1st day wrkin as a manager, i muz jia you le. cuz my boss s a tough boss. hai:(

it wil b a new experience 4 mi in e management role n a new challenge 4 mi as well. wil learn watever i can wil dem, hopefully everything turn well. really nid 2 thanks lau da 4 all his support n advice, if not i oso dunno hw ya. at a point of time im cls w/ alot of manager. w/ meiling, irin, ate, kor... but they r not in funan anymore, nw ppl im comfortable w/ s kitchen side n lau da. hes our outlet chef, frienz, 2 mi his ly a father 2 mi haha i treat him w/ lots of respect:)

todae when to our hq 2 get my uniform, it at 12 jln kilang barat n tt place i hv when there b4, s durin cmc course it jus tt cmc s located at 16 jln kilang hai. when i walk in i saw uncle david we chat 4 awhile den i when to level 5, our HR dept, i saw jefri. he cum dwn 4 meetin at e same time gave the HR my appraisal form. i saw jackie alot of ppl la, chef fm bishan n ah roy, ah wong... b4 i left oso did chat w/ ah wong 4 awhile. cuz when i do catering, ah wong wil b there de ma, he s catering in-charge n oso chef but more on admin side, doin orderin of equipment 4 kitchen etc...

sTress

2006-10-29T23:47:00.001+08:00

dis mornin i report 2 wrk quite early. im doin openin, watever i nid 2 do 4 openin, i hv finished ard 10.30am. so i slack ard. den suddenly ayu ask abt e thing tt she wan mi 2 consider. i told her i shld b no problem only e salary. i try 2 get a better price 4 myself. :)

todae everything happen so quickly, feelin v stress. ayu started 2 train me le. i nid nid 2 take dwn note n she told mi she wil do my apprasial todae. i was so shock. so fast. den mon go hq take uniform. wa.

todae our SCO cum dwn 2 do sum spot check, lucky everything stil ok wor. i get to sit dwn w/ ayu 4 "lunch" s ard 5pm+ i was so hungry but i dun feel ly eatin so i drink sum soup, cuz anyway i wil b having dinner w/ lau da they all at ard 7pm.

aft our "lunch" ayu start 2 write my appraisal le, she explain 2 mi on wat shld i nid 2 improve n maintain. my job scope etc.. we discuss 4 ard 1hrs plus all bcuz of e pay la. ly wat ayu say i sign a contract ly wan my life ly tt. n bcuz of mi e dinner push 2 8pm so pai sai. aft i comfirm everything i rush 2 take mrt 2 chinese garden 2 meet lau da they all 2 hv dinner.

everytime go out w/ chef 4 makan, their standard v high de. they wil eat sumthing worth de price de, if the thing they cook my chef can oso cook at hm, my chef wil not order de. n when they eat they wil oso comment on the food whether s good or not. or say tt the ppl cookin put too much black soya sauce, using those cheap soya sauce 2 cook etc... we spent $50 4 our makan 4 six ppl. each pay $10 cuz we treat ah leong ma:)

left: my outlet chef (lau da), CTP(ah leong)

they r really make a good team:) both of dem v firece esp ah leong. but actually they friendly de. im closes 2 lau da n ate s closes 2 ah leong. dunno y always scare of ah leong de cuz he v firece toward mi de:( wil mis ah leong lor, hai he go habourfront but he wil b cuming back on tue:)

actually i tok i wil b wrking on dis cuming fri de as a staff but i tmr wil b goin hq taking my new uniform. n tue i will nid 2 start wrk as a manager le. hai v de fast lor. i haven even ready yet. tue stock take hai but can wrk w/ ah leong. i wil b attach 2 my manager 4 2wks den aft tt i wil b on my own if everything go smoothly. alvin n desmond fm osim, their last day wil oso b on tue. desmond wil b goin suntec n alvin wil b in-charge of rdshow. sam n jackson stay at funan dis wat alvin say de. hai

oFF dae:)

2006-10-27T22:56:00.000+08:00

finally todae s my off dae:) i nearly 4get tt i nid 2 wake up early cuz i will b meetin juan n yl @ parkway parade at 2pm. i wake up ard 11am++ very tired haven had enough slp 4 e past few days:(

dis aftnoon, jefri msg mi ask if i can come dwn 2 funan at 4pm cuz he wan 2 speak 2 mi but im not free so he say mayb tmr or wat lor. now he s havin his off 4 e past few days too. so he wil nid 2 come dwn 2 funan 2 tok 2 mi personally.

actually we plan 2 go cyclin at east coast park de but it rain so we go 4 plan 2, k-box. haha its cheap each person ard $11 for 5hrs until 7pm:) but facilities NOT GOOD. e mic not wrking v well wor, we call dem 4 two time regardin e mic but they nv come n look c look c until juan n i angry le we go counter find e ppl.

aft k-ing we walk ard parkway parade den go 4 dinner at Mac. aft havin our dinner we go hm le.

i msg lau da 2 discuss sum matters n seek 4 his advice, he heng teng wo de. really thanks him 4 e support. hope 2 c meiling da jie in msn cuz nid 2 ask her sumting n take sum advice fm her n mayb kor. haven discuss w/ yet wan 2 c wat she say but when i c her s on sun le wor n mayb tmr or sun mornin i will c jefri le. hai

tIRiNG...

2006-10-27T03:01:00.000+08:00

26 oct o6

todae rain v heavy @ ard 2pm+, i so ben2 lei audit lesson finish lesson early oso nv check wat time finish den i st away go wrk. when i reach city hall den i noe s only 3.26pm. if not i can go hm take a shower den go wrk cus i start wrk @ 5 pm ma. hai

dis evenin ayu tok 2 me abt sumting, wil confirm le den let u all noe, anyway i hv seek advise fm auntie doris, ain n lau da le. it wil b a top secret:)

dis evenin do runner, ok la not so busy. todae a bit slow ya, i super tired le. finish ard 10.30pm to 10.40pm ba. lau da came dwn 2 funan cuz e airverice wil come n do e exhaust aft e outlet cls. i accompany lau de 2 wait 4 dem 2 do e fix e new exhaust. ayu they all go hm 1st. e specialist finish ard 2am+. lau da n i share a cab, he drop mi dwn 1st. lau da insist on walkin me 2 e lift ya, hai pai sai lei. reach hm 2.30am. my eye cannot take it le.... later wil b goin out w/ juan n yl. dunno go cyclin or k-ing cuz depandd on e weather. hai ya 4get 2 bring my cap hm, i oso 4get where i place it le, i only rmbr i place it in e office but wwhich part of e office 4get liao.

2nd fULL sHiFt

2006-10-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

wa ydae Zzz late, dis morning v tired dun feel ly wakin up summore so coolin:) but i reach sch ard 7.30am hai cuz gt assembly @ 8am ma. todae my bag quite heavy wor, i bring my uniform, slipper n hm clothes cuz later nid 2 go wrk aft sch. todae do full shift, lucky tmr sch start @ 10.15am:) if nt dunno can wake up ma, cannot oso muz can. no problem de.

lesson finish ard 11am, i go st 2 wrk aft sch. reach my wrk place ard 11.45am. i wrk 12-11pm, i do cashier all e way til clsing:) aft i get change i go grad sum garlic bread 2 eat 1st v hungry wor :( todae wrk w/ ah leong, auntie ariana, tai wee, auntie doris, jimmy, kelvin, ayu n mary ann.

todae lunch quite ok ard $1.2k, $200 fm cusine xpress de( if im nt wrong), tea time only $520++, dinner worst $680++. net sales only $2.4k++. e sales inside my drawer 4 whole day gt $1336.08. hehe

dis aftnoon, make alots mistake, take-out i key eat-in lucky ah leong nv scold. tired, stand 4 e whole 10.5hrs wor, e only time when i sit dwn s when i hv my staff meal @3.18pm. hai my leg aching... :(

aft nite, our co2 tank no gas le, all fountian drink cannot sell le even ice lemon tea, italian soda, smoothie tt nid sprite de all cannot sell. so nw s a gd chance 4 us 2 upsell our coke light, o/j, l/j, ice monutain, hot drink haha

todae finish early, ard 10.15pm+ but i punch my card ard 10.30pm la, only 10.5hrs hai tonite i take train w/ mary ann 2 bishan den i take bus hm. todae s her last day of attachment wor.

tmr aft sch st away go wrk, start wrk @ 5pm- 11pm. prower 2 mi ya, stil survive. 1 more day, fri off but stil gt go out w/ juan n yl 2 parkway, we go east coast park 2 cycle. i dun think e whole of dis wk i wil get a chance 2 hv a gd rest le wor. cuz sat stil nid 2 go shaw hse find gaius 2 do sumting aft tt go wrk @ 6pm. sun wrk mornin, 10am- 6pm aft tt meet lau da they all 4 dinner, dis s wat i hv been waitin 4:) den nxt wk le. stock take coming, pay dae coming:) hahaha nxt wk stil dunno my schedule yet but mon, thur n fri confirm no wrk de. cuz mon go macpherson 4 cca dialogue session, thur attend a talk, fri co practice but if nid 2 wrk it wil b 7pm. hai ah leong goin 2 habourfront soon.... 1st nov:(

fULL sHiFt

2006-10-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

todae wrk full shift, 12 - 11pm, i finish ard 10.34pm so todae i wrk 10.5hrs. todae, desmond n jackson wrkin. i went in chat w/ dem den jackson transfer sum song fm his handphone 2 my mp3. i do cashier all e way until clsin, gd ya den i can 2 my pre-clsing aft lunch crowd when it s nt busy wahaha:)

todae wrk w/ mary ann(fm scotts), vicky(cpf), jimmy(cpf) n mi all fm svc side. we all wrk full shift. kitchen side wrk morning wil b ah leong, auntie ariana, auntie doris(svc), den nite wil b lau da:), ah chia n kelvin.

dis aftnoon we hv a late lunch crowd, ard 1pm den start 2 hv ppl, lunch not tt gd but tea time there r constant crowd we do ard $1k++ den slowly quiet le. dinner stil ok. todae net sales nearly $3k only $2.9k+. inside mary n my drawer gt ard $1.3k to $1.4k wor.

dis aftnoon havi come den gt fresh prawn ya, lau da keep sum 4 mi, so sweet of him. when i hv my staff meal he cook special 4 mi w/ those prwans:) todae we launch our new pasta farfalle so i told lau tt i wan my pasta 2 b farfalla:) he cook farfalle w/ prawns, medi veg, mussel, squids, onion, pepper, basil leave in white wine base.... yummy :P declious:)

mary ann, really remind us abt mitch, cuz both of dem ard e same height, e way they tok sum how e same, make mi feel ly she s ate. we hv a long chat:) hehe i oso take train w/ her 2 bishan den i take bus hm. miss ate ya.

haha jackson n desmond finish wrk at 9pm ma, aft they clse e shop le, jackson pass put sumting on e tray den say give mi de. when i open n c s a pen, small small pen, quite nice v cute. funny out of e blue give mi a osim pen haha:) anyway thanks:)

wat shld i do?

2006-10-24T02:48:00.000+08:00

dis ting hv been on my mind 4 quite sum time le. but i dunno hw 2 tell ppl. i wan an advise but i dunno how 2 put it, feel quite pai sai. ydae wheen i msg ate, i did ask her if i can call her 2 talk but she s too tired, say we wil tok on sun. den i say ok lor. i dunno s it i too sensitive, or really ppl --- -- --- -- lor. i really dunno. its not e 1st time le lor, i wan 2 avoid, keep a distance but stil e same. hw 2 aviod in a way tt when we c each other wil not feel pai sai, awkward. we wil c each other most of e time de. e problem s i dun dare! im not sure hw shld i react 2 e action. i hv told jackson little bit le but i wil c only on wed if im not wrong den i wil c tt person todae, tmr n e day aft... not mean 2 offend him in 1 way or e other. i really dunno. very tired le, later stil nid 2 do full shift...

NoT iN a VeRy gD mOOd

2006-10-24T01:33:00.000+08:00

23 October 2006

dis morning very lazy 2 wake up, v tired but stil nid 2 force myself 2 wake up 2 go sch. finally i gt my own mp3 le haha anywaysch as usual, lesson end b4 12pm,haha.

when i get hm, i did sum laundry, transfer those songs in my mp3. ard 2pm i go 4 nap but cannot get into e mood 2 slp. hai but i really nid 2 get sum slp b4 i go wrk, cuz i wan 2 try 2 get enough slp if not i dunno how i wil survive 4 e nxt few days. full shift 4 e nxt 2 days + schoolin on e followin day. hai shld b able 2 go thro de ba.

when i reach wrk, i go osim 2 say hi w/ desmond n alvin n hv sum casual tok. todae gt attachment manager fm scotts. she's mary, in sum ways she remind mi of michelle, my former manager cum ate(big sister in tagalog). i wrk w/ ah leong, tai wee n kelvin, jimmy(fm cpf) todae.

everytime tai wee c mi do cashier wil surely scold mi de. say i got a pizza face, everytime customer come wil order pizza n usually e pizza order come constently. dunno y lei, when ah leong or tai wee do pizza station there usually pizza order wil come constently.

very unlucky, everytime do cashier i wil not short $ de, but todae unlucky short $10. hai dunno y short, nets transaction correct, no void or refund. bo bian pay lor:( my clsin oso very slow, finish very late ard 10.47pm. its not my usual record. nv since 'he' came in, 'he' keep pushin mi 2 finish ard 10.30pm as fast as possible. now all e senior left/been dismiss le, only left mi n auntie all r new. n they ly abit relax relax when doin clsin. dunno la... dun really care le

ard 9pm+, our outlet phone ring, i tok i heard ate voice so i call her. but no ans, 2nd time it ring, i oso tok is her i jus tok 2 her w/o comfirm who s e other parties. until when i find tt it sound differently n i ask who s on e line n i noe s ayu, shit lor. hai wat s done s done. summore i was very excited when i tok s ate callin hai pai sai

bAd Dae:(

2006-10-22T21:51:00.000+08:00

todae wrk aftnoon, 12-6pm, jus report 2 wrk manage 2 count my float n there a crowd le but manage 2 clear la hai. 1 man show again. anyway todae ly gt alots of ben ben（笨笨）customer de dunno y. hai ask 笨笨(ben2）qns, headach. summore wrkin w/ zul hai. sumtime really nid 2 use ayu method, treat our customer as if they r 笨笨(ben2) de. haha lol

yeah wrk w/ ah leong, he 1 nov wil b goin 2 habourfront le:( :( wil miss him de lor, althou he v fierce but he treat mi oso v gd. he todae ask mi 2 help him but e norton anti virus package, $35, student price. he ask manager on duty tt he borrow mi 4 15min n we go up buy 4 him. hehe tmr, tue n wed wil b wrkin w/ him. yeah:)

todae, ah chai say sumthing similar 2 wat kor had told mi b4, same thing! miss wrkin w/ him wor @ least life wil b a bit better den wrkin w/ dem. ah chai sold mi ma, say y i so 笨笨 finish wrk le punch card den go hm y stil help dem let dem do, help dem they wil increase ur pay meh or appreciate it meh but if i dun do tmr auntie doris wil nid 2 do tmr morning ma so i rather do it lor. i noe among all e malay staff im e only chinese n e 笨笨 (ben2) one do so many thing. e same king of job, dunno y they v relax relax, eat snake, tok n i v busy wan gt so many thing 2 do. they can push they push but watever i do i muz think twice, if i dun do auntie doris wil nid 2 do e next dae. so everytime e wil try my v best 2 do my clsing super nice so tt auntie doris wil not nod 2 do double job.

aft wrk i go osim, alvin n jackson wrkin 2dae. chat w/ alvin 4 awhile n i go massage. den i tok 2 jackson. at 1st we hv a causal tok but slowly we tok abt sumthing little more serious n sum advise. n sum thing tt i keep 4 quite long n wld wan 2 or nid tok 2 sum1. i hv try 2 tok 2 yl but dunno hw 2 put it but when i wan 2 ask jackson, i dunno how 2 put it oso n little bit pai sai but he make mi say it. thank 2 him. i get wat he mean but 2 put in action i dunno can ma. hai cuz both r ppl i wil b seein quite often de. hai how

happy deepavali :) crazy ppl

2006-10-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

actually todae i suppose 2 do caterin de but due 2 sum reason i nv go. i wrk 6pm todae n s a PH. haha cuz sum1 hv make lau da little bit piss off. anyway todae alot xiao xiao ppl, 1 of dem s zul n a customer.

zul, malay staff no big no small, no respect 2 ppl. tokin rubbish, summore do cashier w/ him kanna shit. den e customer really little bit mentaly unwell, ask alot of qns regardin e beef bolo, those logic qns, aft placin order le stand in front of osim tokin 2 e air. hai...

todae crowd ok la, stil can manage, e was ard 3.2K @ ard 8pm+ alvin eat @ P.M todae, again i serve him @ cashier. he buy maraina spg add chilli, i give him my 30% staff discount, drink n soup. 1 thing abt alvin s tt i ly e way he smile, i find it v sweet n 他很耐看(ta heng nai kan). hehe

dis comin wk de schedule comfirm le. mon: 6-11pm, tue: full shift(PH) haha, wed: at sch come dwn 12-11pm, thur oso aft sch: 5-11pm, fri off, sat: 6-11 n sun 10-6pm aft tt go dinner w/ lau da n e rest:) haha mayb until wed u wil c mi ly zombi( dunno how 2 spell) le lolx, propberly wil b too tired. anyway jis you wor:)

nt gOinG le

2006-10-21T02:13:00.000+08:00

20 oct 2006(friday)

dis morning rain wor, lucky no assembly:) i dun ly 2 go assembly v ma fan nid 2 wake up early summore so hot. anyway todae lesson end early but stil gt co. dis aftnoon gt a talk by e ngee ann ploy, fm 12.30pm to ard 1.30pm. ah jie, juan, yl n i involve in e talk.

my co start @1.30pm n i suppose 2 open e door @ or ard tt time but i 4gt le. haha den mrs chew look 4 mi @ e auditorium 2 get 2 music rm fm mi. hai since e 2 major performance over le, my members only left ard 10 ba cuz e rest s help us de. todae only 7 attend e practice. aft co, yl n i accompany mr ng go bj8 2 buy goggles.

dunno y feel v tired or mayb no mood. thinkin tt nxt wk, hai... nxt wil b a pack a v pack wk 4 mi. go 4 sch, wrk, sch. wrk.... haha wrk gt $$ but wil be super tired especially 4 e st 6 days only rest on fri but stil got go out w/ juan n yl. muz confirm my schedule again on sat cuzeverytime gt last min changes who noe.

lau da, msg mi ask if i gt wrk anot on sat if gt wat time i wil reach cpf. i told him i stil hv not rec'd any news yet den lau da hot liao. cuz he hv already tell dem le n stil gt mention my name regardin e caterin but they stil haven call. so he say, if they call last min say not free. cuz hv inform dem early le ma, they stil dun find ppl n assume tt i can make it. i always b e backup 4 dem, no ppl wrk, not enough ppl wrk, last min, always wil look 4 mi. they gt so many their own ppl dun call den look 4 mi. hai nothin 2 say. den really they call ard 10.30pm++ i did not ans e phone, my battery flat le really. they did msg but i haven reply yet, most properbly later ba. sorry ya, bo bian ma. dis time rd they nid 2 find their own ppl le wor.

althou i try 2 earn as much as i can cuz those $ s 4 my own expenses ma, 4 sch fees, hp bills, ins (2), groceries, transport etc... i nv get any $ fm my parent de lor. i @ least my earn ard 450 n above den enough. last time i use 2 brin hm max 800 to min 600. now my max 500 n min 350 hai... bo bain muz wrk hard, both in stardee n wrk haha

bUy nEW pEnCil Box:)

2006-10-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

e feelin of start sch late s great! can Zzz late:) haha anyway todae lesson start @ 10.15am, a/c 4 2hrs follow by lunch n 2hrs of auditin. 4 our class we wil hv our lunch in e sch canteen once a wk haha cuz usually our lesson end @ 11am or 12noon ma no break in btw.

todae stil gt coop @ nite, aft sch yl n i go tp buy pencil box, big wan v nice. gt disney princesses, pooh bear, thomas e train etc... when i reach hm get 2 rest 4 awhile b4 go back 4 coop. but i xiao xiao de, go out so early 4 wat am nt meetin yl @ bj8, hai. anyway i reach quite early, i wen 2 e library 2 renew my storybk, wa nid 2 pay $0.50, i pay by ezlink card. den aft tt i go buy chix rice 4 my dinner. the chix rice not bad.

when i reach coop, i start 2 count e $ 1st, den listen 2 radio n do nothin, i nearly 4gt 2 open e shop when i realise it already 6.12pm n yl jus arrrive lor. i oso dunno how both of us spent our time in coop de, we listen 2 music, serve customer, chat n so on....

n i rec'd a call fm lau da, saidin tt sat there wil b a caterin n most properbly i wil b involve. i was so happy cuz can c lau da, uncle david n my shi fu can do pizza le. hehe sum more sat s PH wahaha:) cuz usually when there s caterin i wil surely b involve de n i wil get e 1st hand information fm lau da den my manager wil inform mi abt tt. lookin 4ward... but stil no phone call when i reach hm hai... dun tell mi they wan 2 inform mi last min de wor! hai everytime ly tt. althou most of e time im free but oso cannot ly tt de ma, anything last min wil b mi.

i wan 2 GO 4 both e annual camp n selection camP!!

2006-10-18T23:58:00.001+08:00

i reach wrk ard 5.30pm n i when 2 osim 2 say hi 2 sam n desmond. todae they got 3 person wrkin, sam, desmond n alvin. alvin s my 1st customer 2 help mi make donation 4 student w/ financial difficulties etc... actually really wan 2 thanks him de, he give mi face den help mi donate if not he dun wan de, hai pai sai lei.

dis evenin jus receive a sms fm winnie sayin tt bty prefectorial board annual camp n selection camp dates r comfirmed. Annual camp wil b 23 to 24 Nov 2006. Selection Camp wil b 27 to 29 Nov 2006. she wil email us e detail soon. Cant wait 2 go 4 e camp, but dunno can go ma stil schoolin lei. muz c can get approve leave fm sch anot. miss my exco member so... much!! long time nv go 4 camp le. miss dis type of camp. miss all e FUN time we had durin our sec sch daes in e prefectorial board.

it really a memoriable xperienance, i really learned alot thro those activites... life isnt tt easy 4 mi @ e beginnin mayb i stil haven mix well w/ dem ba n im e only normal techincal student in e exco all r fm e xpress class de wor. summore i stil get into e top 4 position in e main committee. im e quatermistress (QM) in-charge of e stores of e prefectorial board e welfare n discipline of e prefect.

actually i hv been a prefect since i was sec 2 n it s not easy 2 b a prefect. we nid 2 bear alot of responsibilities althou we hv sum privileges. i feel v honour 2 serve e sch as a prefect. althou i dun hv much talent but im glad tt i hv e opportunity 2 show others wat im capable of, which in dis case r my leadership qualities:) durin my more den 2 1/2yrs of begin a prefect, i hv oso bonded well w/ dem, especially e sec 2 n 3, they r ly my babies, we do interact w/ each other regardin sch matters, personnal matters. i really miss dem. they usually noe my pattern de, im naggy at time especially when i wan my job 2 b done on time n it oso my duties 2 nag @ dem when they nv fulfill their duties or break e sch rules. as a prefect i dun allow any of my prefect 2 break e sch rule even my exco member!! dis s mi. everything black n white. i do gain respect n trust fm e teachers n prefects which im really v happy abt it.

we r ly a BIG family n i value e times of fun n stress tt we share, especially w/ my exco members. we bonded well together, going thro all e plannin n organisin sch events no matter big or small events or prefect gathering. thro e precess we r having fun, fun n fun. every event tt we plan, we r gettin closer n our bond gettin stronger. growin up as a prefect has enriched my life n given me insights into human relationships:)

our 4 master ly 2 grab sum food fm my locker n actually those food r not mend 4 dem s f my prefect de wor but nvm in side stil gt spare de, sum time i will buy cracker n pack it in a plastic bag n put it in their locker so tt they gt food in their locker n wil not take mine haha. they r really fun-loving person, they have a good voice, sumtimes u wil b able 2 heard dem singing. songs fm linkin park, all kind of singer male to female. they ly 2 act oso, great actors, they can change their voice very well especially amritpal:) our exco members usually ly 2 stay back in sch aft lesson n stay up v late until e sch cls le den we go hm. stay in e prefect rm 2 do hmwrk, play fm scoccer to basketball to volleyball haha, sing... we do many many thing in our prefect rm. we even paint e wall b4 our last prefect investiture. we treat tt paintin as our backgraound 4 foto taking 4 our guest fm other schools prefect n us haha drawin done by kelvin n paintin by meow meow(karene), quack quack(mervy) etc...

playin basketball

k-ing:)

gathering:)

my exco members

bdae party:) sec 3 prefects, mrs goh (DM) n exco

teacher's day backdrop

prom nite

prefects rm e painted wall:)

nice dae:)

2006-10-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

dis aftnnon, not almost late 4 wrk but s my stomach upset wor hai, i think eat wrong thing wor but nv late 4 wrk hehe. todae wrk w/ OM again n shida, ah chai, unclke larry n kelvin. todae i do cashier, shida runner.

auntie doris, ah chai n i was standin @ e cashier chit chat den alvin fm osim jus us w/ e conversation but dunno y suddenly he look @ mi n my eyebrow make mi v pai sai lor n oso nv say y he look @ mi until ly tt, v pai sai lei...

i saw my 2 disciple, sean n young xun. ex-staff fm P.M bcuz of studies they resign hai... but gd la they left gd 4 dem rite choice:) sean s my most outstandin disciple tt i trained, most satisfied w/:) :) i give dem my 30% staff discount n i give dem drinks hehe

todae my mood quite good la, everything quite smooth:) den ard 8+ my reg customer came 2 makan dis time rd he ate veg pizza, ice montain n mixed side salad we chat 4 awhile den he go sit dwn le lor. aft tt alvin oso wan 2 eat his dinner le. he order spicy chix but dis time i gt no 30% discount 4 him le la. i ask if he wan soup n drink i give it 2 him lor hehe anyway i key it as my staff meal lor...

as usual finish super early, finish everything b4 10pm but dunno y i punch my card @ ard 10.20pm haha. actually dis sat i shld b off de but last min gt wrk nvm la dis sat PH. nxt wk , hai wrk 6 days, mon: clsing, tue: full, wed: 12-6pm (shld b if nt wil b till 11pm lor), thur: 6-11pm, fri: OFF, sat: 6-11pm n last but not least SUN: 10-6pm (mayb aft wrk wil go dinner w/ both auntie, lau da, ate, ah leong n ah chia 4 dinner stil nt confirm yet) lookin 4ward:)

:)

2006-10-17T12:02:00.000+08:00

dis mornin aft i finish writin my blog, jeffery chat w/ mi @ msn aft awhile i saw kor online so i chat w/ him. it has been a long time i haven chat w/ him online le. we seldom contact each other, usually im e 1 keep in touch w/ him de lor hai... anyway we hv a causal chat n i told him abt 1 of e svc staff been dismissed, ex-staff promoted 2 part-time manager resign n kitchen side, 1 of e colleague promoted but transfer out, etc...

i slpt ard 1am but manage 2 wake up on time 4 sch la... reach v early. feel quite sleepy in class hai but lucky got sweet n choc in my bag:) hehe durin auditin, yl n i nv really listen 2 mr lim, we r playin w/ our stationery. e game we r playin v lame ly small kid ly tt haha

hai later stil gt wrk. lesson finish @ 11am n i reach hm ard 11.40am+. do laundry 1st aft tt go 4 a nap n wake up ard 4pm+ dis time i rmbr 2 on my alarm le...

hA hA

2006-10-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

todae, finish sch ard 11am+, den yl n i wen 4 lunch @ yoshinoya. i reach hm ard 12pm++, i go take a nap b4 i go wrk @ 6pm. i Zzz 4 awhile wake up c e time, 1300hrs+ Zzz again n wake up only 1400hrs++ n i continue 2 Zzz. dis time ard i sudden jump up of bed, its already 1702hrs, die le la, late liao. i go wash up n change my uniform n go 2 wrk. i wait 4 e bus n take train fm bradalle mrt. reach wrk ard 5.55pm, heng lor nv late but wrk w/ my OM hai...

heng tt my OM give mi wrk outside. tonite ard 6pm+ to 8pm+ quite buzy, there s a crowd nt a constant wan. he(OM) sent 2 of his malay staff 4 makan( they do cashier), den he do cashier. @ 1st e queue was quite ok de, but sudden wa e queue super long lor, his 2 staff sit down there slowly makan n chit chat so i oso hack care lor i walk ard serve food n act nv c there s a long queue lor... little bit bad but NO CHOICE! ren bu wei ji tian zhu di mie

if he put mi cashier, den his 2 staff go makan, they can makan n serve food n most likely he wil stay in e office n i wil die lor... anyway todae oso finish very early ard 9.50pm but stil got a last customer order pizza den nid 2 wait lor, reach hm ard 11.26pm.

nOthInG MucH

2006-10-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

todae, everything quite smooth:) dis mornin wake up le do sum laundry, check my mail, read storybk, slack ard n Zzz again, time up den go 2 wrk.

if im nt wrong, jus recent fri(13 oct), heard fm my family members tt sum1 commite suicide sumwhere, where e letter box located. no wonder tt nite when i reach hm i go check our letter box, e place was wet, smelly n even inside our letter box. lucky inside s jus flyer n its wet so i hack care wait 4 my little brother 2 clear it:) den dis aftnoon my mum ask my little brother n i 2 "wash e letter box" w/ lime leaf, i dun hv much feelin jus pai sai n my brother s scare 2 do e washin, but in e end he stil do e washin n i asst him only. there s little bit of blood stain, eeee :! aft e cleanin, we when back hm.

ard 4pm, i wake up n prepare 2 report 4 wrk. todnite, i wrk w/ ah leong, uncle larry n xiao di, they r fm e kitchen side. svc side s e 2 fm cpf, mi n ayu. tonite i dun hv a chance 2 count my cash den i start doin cashier le, there s a constant crowd, i clear e crowd le aft awhile part 2 4 mi n so on. actually i stil can handle de but all bcuz of e tt haven decide wat 2 eat order a little bit think 4 awhile n jam up my queue. hai... part 3 crowd oso ly tt, but stil ok lor. ard 8+ not much crowd le, i start doin my pre-clsing. todae, osim alvin, sam n jackson wrkin but no time 2 chat w/ sam, haven c him 4 quite sumtime le, actually gt c him but no time 2 catch up w/ him, only manage 2 chat w/ jackson 4 awhile.

haha i ard 9+ finish everything le, scarp e floor, top up all finish le except those things ly e fountain drink, garlic machine( actually i wrip n sent 4 washin le) n wait 4 uncle 2 wash my cutlery. i finish ard 10+ but ayu said wait 4 awhile if nt later nid 2 count us as 4hrs, actually i dun really mind de cuz use 2 it le. but i wait lor, ard 10.19den i punch my card n leave le. when i walk out i saw xiao di, we r quite a distance away but stil c him waitin 4 traffic light. i reach hm ard 11pm.

nw waitin 4 laundry n surf net lor n most impt 4 e timetable, stil not out yet:(

WaT a LoNg DaE...

2006-10-15T12:29:00.000+08:00

ydae(14 oct), go out w/ janice 4 movie. shes my neighbour, she live in e 5th floor. its really a concidence 2 noe her, it happpens tt she s my pri sch, sec sch n ite senior, xue jie haha

we went 4 a movie @ dhoby ghaut nel eixt. i was late, she went 2 buy ticket 1st. her e other frien wil join us aft our movie, she s jia wen. our movie show @ 1.55pm so we walk ard ps we went into a $2 shop, it sell a lot of things, we shop until we 4got our time.

janice treat mi 4 movie n tibits, hai ya v pai sai when ppl treat mi. we watch You, Me and Dupee. its a nice show, madness i can say:) dis my 3rd movie 4 dis wk! mon: rob-b-hood, tue: world trade centre n last but nt least: You, Me and Dupee, but ok la i do enjoy de show:)

aft e movie, we when 4 our lunch @ kfc, dis time rd i treat 4 lunch:) aft we brought our food, jus sitted down her friend, jia wen lai le. we hv a great chat, nice 2 meet her:) ard 5.30-5.40pm i nid 2 make a move cuz nid 2 go paris ris 2 meet yl, jeslyn.

we r going 2 celine 21st bdae party @ aranda country club 4 bbq n buffet. i dunno wat time i reach paris ris but e 2 ladies were late lor, so i go white sand jalan 4 awhile lor. den i when into a asscessioes shop, when in look c look c lor n buy 3 pair of earnin. den yl called mi ask where m i hehe

we took bus 12 only 1 stop. when we reach aranda country club, we cannot find e place n when we find tt place le, they r nt there. they r @ e bbq pit, 3 ppl oso cannot find e bbq, it jus in front of us n we walk all e way 2 e end n so we U-turn back n saw e pit. there alot ppl but we dunno dem, only those co members fm mr ng orchestra de. we hv our food, chat w/ celine, mrs chew, liying 4 awhile n we mia 4 awhile. hehe we gt nothin 2 do n very warm down there so we when 2 e lobby 2 enjoy e air-con n chit chat lor. we heard tt mr ng wil b comin @ ard 10pm so we wait 4 him 2 come. ard 10pm we when back 2 e pit, celine give us cake 2 eat, we chat w/ her, n oso help her 2 call mr ng if he wil b comin anot but he nv ans e phone hai everytime ly tt de. when he finally ans e phone, he told us tt he s @ tampine wil b takin cab down n ask us 2 wait 4 him cuz he dunno how 2 come in. so yl, jeslyn n i wait 4 him @ e entrance where e car come in lor. den we saw da pang oso waitin 4 mr ng. when mr ng saw us, he psyco yl n i 2 help him @ his orchestra again. hai its already 11.20+pm le, we nid 2 make our move 1st if nt no bus 2 go home wor.

yl n jeslyn take bus fm there n i nid 2 take bus 12 back 2 interchange n take bus 88 2 tp. lucky i manage 2 catch e last bus 4 bus 88, their last bus 11.45pm 4 sat. when i reach tp, it already 12.30am le my last bus 4 232 s 12.30am. den i walk fast fast n i saw ppl stil wait 4 232 den i finally relief. bus came n i board e bus, when i reach hm i msg dem lor. yl wait 4 her e other bus 2 change but no bus n she dun wan 2 waste $ 2 take cab so she walk hm. i wait until 12.50+am msg her no reply so i wait lor, 1.30am+ msg again no relpy den finally she msg @ ard 1.50++am say tt she 4get le, she reach hm @ ard 1am. aft r'd her msg le den i go Zzzz lor:)

cute rite, taken @ white sand:)

BAD News:(

2006-10-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

todae when i report 2 wrk, auntie ariana jus come back fm korea. tt mornin i will wrk ah chia, auntie doris n auntie ariana n ah leong wil come @12.30pm. durin e converstion w/ dem they say tt ah leong, will b transfer out n promoted 2 asst outlet chef:) he will b goin 2 habourfront nxt mth but stil nt sure of e actual date.

both auntie n ah chai suggest tt we hv a meal 2 together w/ ah leong n lau da, we plan 2 treat ah leong 4 makan:) venue n when we let lau da decide.

tt time jefri called me say tt i wil b wrkin 12pm -4pm de but when i saw my schedule s until 6pm... hai lucky i dun hv any plan tt evenin. aft wrk i jalan ard funan. look 4 sumthing... aft tt i when 2 raffles city jalan 4 awhile oso:)

no rojak:(

2006-10-12T19:36:00.000+08:00

erm... todae s e last day of e cmc course. next wk wil b sch reopen le.... when we reach e cmc office we hv our grp discussion regardin our presentation. alot funny thing happen:)

b4 e presentation, when go 4 a practical, rayson s e customer n we r e 3rd party, call him regardin e outstandin payment. we take trn 2 try 2 do e practical, rayson act as a vuglar customer, unreasonable customer, angry customer... little bit stress but quite fun la. e kai fai very fierce wor, u look @ him think he ly very soft, v gd but can b v fierce de wor...

we hv our presentation aft e practical, its a smooth 1, mrs lum came 2 cmc 2 look c look c. aft e course end, hm sweet hm...

when i reach tp i go buy rojak, which ah chia recommand de...

11 10 06

2006-10-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

todae, once i reach bishan interchange, go 2 e bank 2 bank in my cheq:) hai but stil early so i slowly walk 2 sch. i when mc 2 buy burger 4 breakfast :) when i reach e foyer juan n ah jie reach le, awhile later yl den arrive. we wil b goin 2 bukit merah ard jalan kilang cuz cmc office located @ there ma. we go there look c look c how their call centre wrk.

when we reach there, we r divided into 2 grps, 4 our grp, we when 2 their call centre 2 observe hw they function n aft our break we process 2 e rented area 2 hear e teacher tokin. during his tok, i nearly fall aslp, hehe dunno y very tired.

it started 2 rain outside n e class ask e teacher 2 order food 4 us. he treat us pizza, hawaiian n bbq. aft lunch we hv a short test n finally home sweet home le:)

juan, ah jie n i take bus 153. i drop @ tp n i tink they drop @ hg. i walk ard tp 2 look 4 shoe, watch n drink bubble tea:) when 2 library borrow n return bk:) aft tt go cold storage buy thing but it already cls down since aug! lol n i dunno so pai sai, i took e lift down n its empty. so i when 2 another supermarket 2 but food :)

world trade centre

2006-10-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

today nearly 4got 2 wake up ya, althou i did set e alarm n it did rang but i stil dun wan 2 wake up so i get back 2 slp lor... hehe suddenly jump up @ ard 7.15am :) hehe

i left hm ard 8.15am, i saw my bus jus left n i wait 4 another bus tt wil b come roundly ard 8.30am but it didnt turn up wor! it came ard 8.42am, lucky not sch day if nt late le wor. i reach sch @ ard 8.59am 4 e cmc course lor. hai todae until 4pm aft lesson juan n i will go 4 movie:)

durin e lesson very pai sai lor, i rmbr tt i did switch my phone 2 slient but dunno y in e end my phone ring, summore e ring tone s funny funny type of ring tone. my outlet manager call mi la. onli my outlet call den gt tt kind of ring tone de. i return his call when we go 4 lunch, ask if i can wrk on fri mornin ma.

we hv a break 4 ard 2 hrs, we go mc makan n den go take neoprint. when we suggest 2 take neoprint ah jie say no $, so i treat her lor:) aft tt we when back 2 sch 4 lesson.....

4 jokers

finally we finish e whole book le n go throu e practicer[dunno hw 2 spell:)]. our lesson end @ ard 3.45pm. juan n i go buy movie ticket b4 we go walk2, on e way 2 e lift, i saw kelvin koh, 1 of my exco member durin sec sch days.... ddunno y juan suddenly gt e feel 2 take neoprint again n we both go take neoprint:) very funny lor:) haha juan treat mi 4 neoprint n i treat her 4 movie hehe not everytime so nvm la:) thanks ya:)

we jalan abit @ bj8, we saw a shirt tt we wish 2 buy but stil consider haha. we when 2 e library:) i ly 2 go library or bkstore 2 hang ard sumtime, dunno y, hai i ly library gt sofa de, den it will b comfortable when u sit down 2 read:)

time up, we when 2 buy sum food @ basement n popcorn b4 we enter into e cinima. by e way we watch world trade centre.

i was touch by e movie, feel ly cryin, sad lor but oso little bit funny:)

aft e movie, we when i hm n i go cc 2 take my cheq. finally i can my cheq le can play sch fees 4 nxt wk le:) haha tmr wil go bank in e cheq:)

nite:)

rob-b-hood

2006-10-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

actually dis morning i plan 2 take my bursary de but im too lazy 2 wake up so early ya in e end i didnt go 2 e cc 2 take my bursary. i wake up @ ard 9am, wash up n take bus 57 22 cpf 22 meet lau da 4 breakfast b4 we go 2 wrk. i start wrk @ 12 noon in funan.

i reach there ard 10.30am ba, aft tt lau da n i walk 2 tanjong pagar market 2 but sum indg 4 his green curry aft tt we go 2 e market 4 breakfast. i treat lau da eat e porridge n carrot cake. he treat mi eat dessert:) den another outlet chef oso join us 4 breakfast, i dunno how 2 spell his name, he use 2 b e outlet chef in cpf nw he @ bugis.

aft breakfast he drove us back 2 cpf, but i request 2 drop mi @ e mrt so tt i can take train 22 funan. i was goin 2 b late 4 wrk le.... lucky i call auntie doris 2 c if she gt e chance 2 help mi punch my card 1st anot, when i wait 4 e train its already 11.51am, i quickly called e store n ah leong pick e phone. i ask ah leong 2 help mi tell jeffri tt i will b little bit late.:) by e time i reach funan, is already 12.02pm le. wa tired lor, run 2 store hehe

today lunch crowd nt so busy, ard $700+ ba. long time nv do cashier le, find tt i little bit slow but stil ok lor... actualy sumtime i do ly 2 wrk in e mornin cuz time move very fast n no nid 2 do clsin.:) hehe den aft wrk stil can go walk walk if i wan 2:)

today aft wrk, when out w/ shimi, yiwen, candy n her brother 4 movie. shimin n yiwen wait 4 mi outside my store, they came down quite early. aft they walk ard funan le they wait 4 mi outside e store. pai sai ya! i finish my shift ard 4.20pm althou i shld finish @ 4pm de wor. cuz my manager when smokin w/ his bro n jackson lor... but @ least he gt give mi 4.5hrs ya:) i get myself change n ran le:) haha

shimin, yiwen n i took train 2 somerset, we go cinelesisure watch movie. we watch rob-b-hood:) very funny n touchin... we go there buy ticket 1st n wait 4 candy n her brother. the movie start @ 5.40 n end ard 8.

aft e movie candy n her brother go seperate way w/ us. shimin, yiwen n i take train 2 P.S 4 dinner. in e end we decide 2 eat pizza hut. we order:

hut platter

triple chix cheesy bit

kiwi fizz w/ ice cream, dis mine. they order sberry n mango fizz w/ ice oso:)

shimin pay e bill, n she treat mi 4 dinner:) so sweet of her:) thanks ya:) den we when 2 action city wan 2 take neoprint but in e end mei you... reason? can not find a gd machine 2 take foto hehe:)

so... home sweet home:) shimin n i take train 2 t.p n she accompany me 2 wait 4 e bus:)

08 oct 06

2006-10-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

todae wrk w/ lau da...hehe get 2 eat e food cook by him le wor:) uncle larry cook green bean soup. todae, 3+1. i do runner w/ a malay gal n a indian boy, full-timer fm cpf, he do cashier.

today, lau da cook 4 mi seafood mania linguini in aglio style, no chilli add anchovy, it teast great!!! its nt salty n it didnt hv a strong smell ly e sicilian pasta.

dunno y i dun ly e full-timer fm cpf, he v de hao lian, think he full-timer v big meh... so free stand @ e cashier there muz well top up e cheese la, stil dare 2 ask mi 2 top up n he stand there do nothin. do cashier oso slow stil wan 2 hao lian... hate dis kind of ppl doin clsin oso slow, sum more b.b expired nv throw, nv top up e things in e cupboard n sugar.

too bad, lau da left le, cuz our reg customer come 2 makan 2dae, we call him santa claus. hehe:)
he jus came back fm biz trip... will b stayin in s'pore ard 1mth. he brought uncle larry n i choc... yummpy:)

i get permission 2 do banana pizza, new method learn fm my shi fu... taste gd!!:) but... too bad i 4got 2 take foto:( i oso let santa claus try it, he say gd, n he ly 2 eat banana, every morning he muz take banana it his fav:)

dis s e box of choc tt santa claus bought 4 us:)

ermm... today nothin much, wrk 1 more day den off 5days st. gd lor... but sian ya hai no wrk no $$ muz wait unit sun den gt wrk...:( haha sun can wrk w/ lau da, ah leong... gd!!:)

vivo city, habourfront centre n sentosa

2006-10-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

vivo city, habour front centre n sentosa

vivo city open on 7 oct

today, juan, yl n i meet outside habour front mrt station, we hv sum communication break down n i meet dem opp habour front tower de control station... hai in e end we meet @ vivo city ard e customer service counter:) n we saw funny ppl wearin green n yellow uniform:)

where r u ? juan n yl?

we started our journey, we ard vivo city n we when into Toys"R"Us, look @ toys n play w/ those toy:)

let us guess wat s dis? a train? a cashier train?

we walk ard e place n took sum funny funny foto....

cool haistyle ba...

MONSTER!!! run....lol haha

sumwhere in e outer space.... hw come disney princesses r here?? gundan...

aft hving fun at the Toys"R"Us, we when 2 e roof top 2 admire e great scenery....e view of sentosa island, e cable car, e sentosa xpress n e sea... but bcuz of e HAZE!! wasted ya:(

wat s he doin here? doin pull up in e mid of e pool?

look all bcuz of e haze.... wasted, if nt e scenery shld b very nice de... :(

Sentosa

wat r u lookin@ mr snow man? r u lookin 4 santa??? nid our help??

flower ball...

fm where we r standin we can c sentosa xpress n e cable car. i suggest we take sentosa xpress cuz i nv take b4 den yl said she wan 2 take cable car. n our final decision s tt we when 2 sentosa 2 watch e musical fountain by sentosa xpress n when we come back take cable car. so we walk 2 habour front centre 2 shop n but ice cream fm MC n oso look 4 place where they sell ticker 4 cable car. ard 4 plus we when back 2 vivo city 2 look 4 e sentosa xpress station, we walk here n there but cannot find e station. finally we saw e signal board say tt it s located @ level 3, but jus now we did pass by level 3 but c see nothing... in e end we finially found e station le but.... not open yet!! e sentosa xpress only trial run haven start function yet. very diao lor so while waitin 4 e nite 2 fall, we walk 2 e roof 2 view e scenery n chit chat...

sentosa xpress, we will b back!!

we walk back 2 habour front centre 2 find e way 2 tower two, we walk pass mini toon n we saw ting2, we ent in look look c c but we did not buy anything. but we bought a hp pounch at a push cart, juan n i bought a same pounch(piyo piyo). we walk a long way n finally find e entreance 2 tower two... hai

cable car here we come....

we bought our ticker, e counter ppl scare us lor, give us wrong info. he say turn right 2ndd level, n we do wat he say when we reach level 2 there s nothin very bark in there. we when back 2 level 1 n check 2 borad it say 15th level. so we told e lift agian n there we go finially we saw the cable car....

cable car .... sentosa here we come:)

the view outside e cable car:)

finally we reach SENTOSA!!! actually sentosa s nt our plan 4 today s last min gt e FEELING den we go de... we lost again cannot find e exit n place 2 e fountain agian . we walk so long den finally get 2 e musical fountain. e gate clse @ 7PM but e show start @ 7.40pm... yeah... 7.40pm e show start le... so beautiful...

i oso secertly took a foto of a child sitin rite in front of us...

cute rite... so cubby too bad cannot c clearly

can u guess where s dis place?

where s e MerLion??

aft watching e show, we make our way back 2 e sky tower, we r decidin wether 2 hv a ride or nt, e nxt thing we do s pay @ e counter 4 e ticker...

b4 e took e ride, they took our foto, n we bought e foto 4 $15... n guess who join us 4 e ride n enjoy e nite scenery.... u will b SUPRISE:)

mr lizard join us 4 e ride n enjoy e beauitful nite scenery OUTSIDE e glass panel, cool rite?

aft e ride, we nid 2 queue 2 take e cable car back 2 habour front... finally hm sweet hm le... really enjoy myself, n hvin fun....

i took bus 57 hm, when e bus go 2 fu lu shou buliding i saw my senior fm e prefectioral board, yixing, we stay ard e same area...

when i reach my blk i when 2 letter box 2 check 4 letter n.... finally i r'd a letter fm e cc, my bursary s here le!!! yeah:) but nid 2 wait until mon morning den can take, hai... bursary here i come...$$$

06 oct 06

2006-10-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

06 oct o6

tonite, quite tiring... my face todae, very black wor n mayb due 2 a little bit mood swing ba. as usual, i came in a bit earlier n i when 2 osim 4 massaging hehe n chat w/ desmond n sam, todae they r man-power gt 3 person wor, alvin, desmond n sam, jackson off.

ya, as usual, i get change, punch my card n start wrk ard 6.45-6.55pm n again todae do runner... todae, we gt 3+1. 2 staff 1 trainee (for 3 mth le) n manager. dunno since when our store bcome malay kampong le only auntie n i r chinese. auntie in-charge of mornin n i jarga nite lor... lol e 2 malay staff do cashier, i do runner, manager(??).

todae gt a few cashier error fm e 2 staff. customer order al alfredo penne, he give her a al funghi penne den aft awhile her husband ordered e ocean feast, which come w/ pasta, soup n drink. he ordered a spicy crayfish spag but it ended up w/ prawn n shroom spag. pls lor, crayfish n prawn & shroom alot diff lei. they nv reply order meh! hai

e management wan us 2 noe our product knowledge well, n they give us a product knowledge test, us ask not 2 copy or ask any1 but alots of ppl do tt lor. n aft e test they shld roughly noe abt our product le ma, which s cheapest if customer wan 2 add any toppin n so on ma. it happen tt i saw e receipt, e customer ordered a 10" margherita add salami, dis wld cost roughly $10+ - $11. e cashier shld suggest 2 e customer 2 take 10" salami no capsicum( it cost $9.50 its cheaper) instead of 10'' margherita add salami, but he did nt suggest dem.

tonite crowd quite consistence, n im very tired le den suddenly another nonsense situation. two same nos 57, e actual order shld b seafood mania spag. but b4 dis order sum1 key in e staff meal n did not indicated DO NOT COOK or inform e kitchen side not 2 cook the staff meal which s prawn aglio. so e cook, cook e prawn aglio, n i serve it 2 e customer n she say she order a seafood mania not prawn aglio so i double check e recipt n it s correct table 57 prawn aglio so i when 2 e cashier n they double check, again cashier error. den finally i manage 2 sent a correct order 2 e customer n explaint 2 her abt e wrong order.

imagine tt u r very tired le, nid 2 run e whole show n when u goin 2 clear hao le den they come out n help. they muz well dun come out, n those error they made. not 1 mistake lor, s ard 4 times 4 e whole nite shift wor. e prev nite oso ly tt. dis r 1 of e things which annoys me... althou human do make mistake but nt everytime ma.

05 oct

2006-10-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

finally get 2 c sam fm osim, it seem i hv nt seen him 4 quite sumtime le. when i wrk he nv wrk, only jackson, desmond or alvin wrk only. dis 2 days get 2 c him, n i go osim there 2 massage n catch up will him wat happen recently:)

i oso dunno since when i hv started 2 do runner whenever i on duty... it seem i only do cashier once in a blue moon lor, unless no ppl i wil do cashier lor. 4 mi now no matter cashier or runner i can finish by 10.30pm or the earlier wil b 10pm wor. but my hrs wil b either 4 or 4.5hrs lor. now i oso hack care le, faster finish faster go hm. ly wat ah chia say xi guan jiu hao. hai

i started 2 feel very sian when i wrk, mayb s e environment or e ppl ard there... jus feel very tired of wrkin. now e malay r fasting due 2 e hari raya puasa s comin le, den i usually do runner ma n when they eat, i really mean 'they' go 2 break fast. they all go makan n wil ask mi 2 do cashier. den bo bian ma, they nid 2 break fast so i nid 2 go inside althou i little bit bu suan la. no matter im inside or outside i always 1 man show de lor.

tonite got dis customer, he really make mi wan 2 kill him, he dunno wat he s orderin, make ppl confuse w/ wat he s orderin n oso make himself confuse n jam up my queue. den there s dis customer, a reg he ask mi, why e queue so long n jus open 1 cashier. @ tt point i was thinkin, y not he go ask my manager mayb she wil give u a better ans but... i didnt ans ly tt la. i told him i dunno n apologies 2 him, n thanks him 4 waitin lor.

actually dis kind of thing nt e 1st time le, 4 sherlyn, ate n mi. we hv experience it quite nos of time le. so called "sa bo". mi n ate s last min staff did not turn up n we do 1 + 1 n it happen tt we r so unlucky there s a crowd n we do ly crazy la. e other time s sherlyn n mi n a trainee( if im nt wrong) tt nite i really piss off! feel little bit f**k up. tt nite s e trainee 1st day, but again so unlucky a sudden crowd it comes constantly, so no choice sherlyn hv 2 go out n do runner n i alone do cashier n she run in n out 2 do support. customer oso did complaint or ask y, queue so long n u all only open 1 cashier. both sherlyn n i decide 2 give feedback form 2 every single customer 4 their feedback abt anythin, e services, food etc. but too bad no 1 complaint, tt customer whom complaint hv left le. hai n every time dis kind of thing happen our head n asst head chef r nt on duty, really unlucky.

ly wat ate n, my frien say everytime complaint n complaint, not happy den lin mou gao jiu lor but i always dun listen, stil stick 2 e same job. ya, lin mo gao jiu, 1 thing s tt change a new environment, learn new thing, gain new experience... every time complaint 2 dem sure get scolded de, hai. ate oso did ask mi 2 join her oso fnb but... i stil haven give her an ans yet. mayb ly wat she say i scare of changin of environment ba but i really dunno. actually i really got sit down n consider n think abt wat she hv told mi. i jus tt i stil guo bu liao wo zhi ji zhe guan, dunno mayb ba, i dunno wat make mi consider so much...

MeaNingFul Quotes

2006-10-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

MeaNingFul Quotes

*haha now my blog bcome nice nice le, all thanks 2 shimin n juan... thank u so... much.

Happiness is within. It has nothing to do with how much applause you get or how many people praise you. Happiness comes when you believe that you have done something truly meaningful.

ReSult oUt le

2006-10-04T15:05:00.000+08:00

so disppointed of my exam result! get an A 4 a/c n 2B 4 taxation n costing. my gpa fm 3.760 to 3.595. drop by 0.165... hai sob sob
anyway ly wat gaius say wat's done cant b undone. use dis as movtivation 2 strive better nxt rd.
there always more more 4 improvement!
muz jia you le, nxt semt muz chong n get better result,cannot let myself down!! n go 2 a poly, hopefully nxt aft our mar exam....

fOOD : )

2006-10-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

dunno y, @ wrk nv makan 4 e whole day, if dun feel hungry de but @ hm nv eat 4 e whole day, wa my head will start 2 spinn stomach cannot ta han le. mayb @ wrk run here n there, do e clsing so bcome no feelin, but sumtime if run here n there w/ empty stomach i wil start 2 feel dizzy but aft awwhile it wil b all rite.

studdorn lor, dun wan 2 eat n nt in e mood of eatin oso. sumtime jus dun hv e feelin 2 eat, not bcuz im tired of e food or wat, it jus dun feel ly eatin so dun eat n sumtime nid 2 depand who cook my staff meal de lor. all depand on my mood whether 2 eat or not de. hehe but if lau da cook den usually s diff story le cuz i ly 2 eat food tt s cook by lau da:)

miss those days tt lau da n ah leong cook those curry chix, fried rice, fried noodle, green curry, lu zhu jiao etc... : )

conincidence:)

2006-10-03T00:51:00.000+08:00

todae so happy saw my schmate n peer support partner. dis 2 gal recongize mi, they were fm bty sec sch, same sch as im, they were fm 4e2. same class as kelvin, amritpal. kelvin n amritpal were my exco member fm prefectorial board.

den i saw seamus, my peer support partner, pass by our outlet n when down fm e escalator 2 e food junction.

den when im havin im havin my staff meal, i saw sum1 look very familiar 2 mi n tts him, seamus. haha it happens tt he saw me n we chat 4 awhile. while they were waitin 4 their food, sesmus walk 2 my table n we catch up alittle n exchange phone nos. we hv not contact each other 4 ard 3 yrs since we graduate fm bty. wow... really ya very long le

anyway its great 2 c him:) n nice 2 meet 2 new frienz:)

actually feel little bit bad la, give my schmate 10% discount n i give seamus n frienz 30% staff discount, haha

tt time oso i saw my shi fu pass by our outlet oso but nv come in 2 buy food la. my shi fu, gan wei jian, my zhong hu shi fu fm bty co.

sumtime its gd 2 c ur old frienz or schmate, but sum u may nt c dem b4 or dun recongize dem but they recongize u noe tt u r fm e same sch w/ dem, ly tt oso very gd... haha

sumtime in life, we r nt tt lucky 2 c or meet our old frienz, schmate, classmate or even teacher when we r ard e street or wat. may due 2 lost in contact, nv had a chance 2 meet up or many many reason ba...

muz learn 2 cherish every1 ard u.... :)

happy:)

2006-10-02T15:41:00.000+08:00

its always surprise u when ur customer noe ur name n address u by ur name or even rmbr u when they patronize e shop:)

irin, my ex-manager came 2 visit us aft wrk on 1 Oct. she s now working as an air stewardess in sia (if im nt wrong). she just arrive spore but going 2 fly off todae (2 Oct) to new zealand. i hv nt seen her 4 a such time le but too bad, auntie Doris n auntie Ariana nt working tt dae. s great 2 c her:)

finally lau da come back 2 wrk @ funan ydae le. i think he hv claim finish all e leave, can wrk w/ him again le. Yeah!! he in charge of 2 outlet, cpf building n funan. he usually stay @ cpf hardly come 2 funan wrk de. nxt wk sun he wil b wrkin @ funan, hehe. can ask lau da 2 cook gd food 4 mi le. yeah... :)

ydae lau da cook pasta w/ mussels n prawns in white wine. its so.... declicious:) sweet n its smell nice:) there garlic, oinon, olive oil, prawns, squids, mussels,basil leave, white wine n butter 2 ly it taste.... :)

ReGrEt

2006-09-30T14:53:00.000+08:00

its a gd dae 2 slp, so coolin...lucky todae nt wrkin cuz stock take, sian of doin stock take le. last time aft stock take we use 2 go supper ard serangoon garden de. dunno since when we started 2 go 4 supper aft wrk, but we stop goin 4 supper aft our om been transfer out last yr (05). e last outlet chalet we had was @ pasir ris ard mid feb during chinese new yr session, tt isnt a fun wan n not really worth it, paid ard $20++ lei, hai:( anyway bcuz ate n lau da r goin so i go along too aft clsin w/ kor.

suddenly i was thinkin of sum1 fm my pri sch, his was my classmate, shuan, who s 1yr older den mi. during our hao gong ming lesson we wil b sittin beside mi, his a fun loving person, ly 2 joke ard, helpful. his e only child. his suffering fm asthma but dis does nt affect much abt him.

its a fri evenin, i didnt expect it will b my last time seeing him le. we r havin our last lesson(hao gong ming) as usual he s sittin beside mi, suddenly i saw his face turn very pale, i ask him s he alrite nid mi 2 inform 2 e teacher ma. he say no nid. i put my hand on his forehead he s havin a fever but he dun wan mi 2 inform e teacher, if tt time i insisted on reportin dis 2 e teacher mayb it wldnt turn up dis way...

e following mon our form teacher told us tt shun was admitted 2 e kk hospital emergency ward. he was unconscious. for a wks den our jun holidae started le, he stil lying there unconscious, my classmate they all when 2 visit him. i wan 2 go too but my lau ma dun allow mi 2 go, wen i gt a chance 2 visit him s when my auntie nid 2 go there 4 appointment but in e end i was unable 2 go cuz e doctor changed e date of appointment 4 my auntie. im very sad tt y cant i visit him.

when sch reopen, shun s stil nt back 2 sch yet, but e news tt our form teacher told us s a stockin new. shun had passed away durin e holidae.... i feel very sad, i cry, im very regret nt 2 inform e teacher abt it, nt been able 2 visit him when he s in e hospital, i pray 4 him everyday hope tt he will wake up. i feel very gulity y didnt i insist n report 2 e teacher tt he s nt feelin well y muz i listen 2 him dun tell e teacher. y!!

tt dae was my last time seeing him. if he s stil ard, he shld b 20 yr old, either schoolin or NS le, a gd future... yet dis wat he get! y!? so sorry... really very sorry...

we muz learn 2 cherish n treasure every1 n every moment in our lives....tmr may nv come n ppl tt u care n luv may nt b ard...

28 sep:)

2006-09-28T18:29:00.000+08:00

slp for 1hrs plus den go 4 e revenue collection management course. so tired! ydae once i reach hm fm wrk, surf e net n msn w/ friend until 4.20am. long time nv stay up so late le. last time use to go supper w/ meiling da jie, kor, ayu n ate 4 supper aft wrk, sumtime reach hm ard 3 - 5 am plus, depand w/ who la. den always get scolded by my lau ma zhi de. she wil say veri gd hor later no sch ya, come back so late. haha we long long time nv go eat togther le wor...

e other time tt we go makan s @ commonwealth w/ lau da, meiling da jie, ate n kor on 11 mar, i treat dem 4 dinner cuz my bdae s coming:) e other time s ate n i when cpf 2 look 4 lau da 2 makan dinner, we oso call auntie doris n auntie ariana 2 come along but too bad ah leong cannot make it cuz too last min le.

lucky todae juan accompany mi 2 eat n walk 4 awhile @ hougang mall if nt i will b alone 2 wait 4 my frien. i oso went 2 e library 2 borrow sum storybk.

tiRed

2006-09-28T03:59:00.000+08:00

tiRED

very tired! quite piss off. leave ppl 2 die le, den aft tt come n secure ppl. muz well dun come out by e time they come out only left 1 or 2 ppl le. 1 man show use 2 it le, no matter inside or outside oso alone. gd la no ppl will disturb my wrk, haha. hai... e cheese lamp blow, stil gt sparkle wor. but in e other hand i glad tt i saw my reg customer, who wrk in e treasury. long time nv c her le since i sch reopen last yr. she usually wil buy her cofy in e aftnoon n e other india/malay customer, he alway buy arrabiata n potato salad, usually come @ nite de. sumtime u will feel very happy when ur customer stil rembr u:) jus now feel ly goin 2 osim 2 massage, go there can chit-chat w/ alvin, sam n desmond n go there 4 a break but too bad nv go... hai wasted. later stil nid 2 attend course, revenue collection management (learn how 2 b a prof loan shark) haha n stil gt test, haven stardee yet. 6 more days....